Thank you so much for EVERYTHING!!! I appreciate all of the people who took a look at my story. Please check out my other story Someday Hovering. Alright…let's get to the story, shall we. Don't Forget…have You Tube up…this is a concert chapter. I have a poll up for the next chapter JSYK!!!
Here We Go Again by Demi Lovato
I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart, and ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie cause I break down,
Everytime you come around
So how do you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go,
Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try, I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together;
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again
You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say,
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye, but it's no use
Can't feel with or without you
Oh Oh
So how do you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go,
Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try, I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together;
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again
Again, and again and again and again and again
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh Oh (Oh Oh)
So how do you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go,
Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try, I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together;
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, here we go again
Here we go again
Should've known better in trying to let you go
Cause here we go, go, go again (again)
And again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
~Chapter Two: The Concert of Revenge~
Previously: Bella had a meet 'n' greet. The Cullens showed up and tried to befriend her. She copied Alice and Jasper's powers. Edward has a new HUMAN girlfriend. He called her "love", picked her up, kissed her, and then left all because she didn't like Izzy or her music. Bella came up with a plan to get her revenge on Edward. She told Alice, Jasper, Rose, and Emmet and they swore not to tell him…what will happen next?
This is it…the moment of truth. I hope this goes well. We were on our way to the restaurant during my free hour. I sighed. I got a vision: Me singing all the right songs for my payback. I will be singing 25 songs…ha-ha! Take that shit Edward! I smiled evilly. Tonight will be perfect!
"Alright," I said, "I am going to block all of your thoughts now." "Cool…so we can think what ever we want?" Emmet asked like he was sitting on Santa's lap. I laughed, "Yes Emmet, what ever you want." "Awesome!" He shrieked. Rose rolled her eyes and I laughed again.
We got out of the car and I took a deep breath. It was just another cloudy day in beautiful L.A. I grimaced at the sky. Then it happened. Paparazzi were EVERYWHERE!!! I just smiled and waved as I made my way into the restaurant with my friends trailing behind me. Great…now they're gonna be bothered.
We got into the restaurant and I asked the manager to keep them out. About five minutes later, he came back and seated us in a private area. But, of course, on the way I had to sign a million autographs. I told the manager to ask every customer that came in for their names and if you of them were Edward Cullen, send him back here.
He obliged nicely and left us to our business. We sat down. "Wow…that was…wow," Alice said. "Eh…you get use to it after a week or so," I told them nonchalantly. They looked at me in awe. Just then Edward came in with no tramp trailing behind him.
"So where's your tramp?" I asked smiling. He looked at me and mumbled, "Her name's Rebecca." "Wow…what a lovely name,' I said sarcastically but then I was serious, "I know this complete bitch-ass-motherfucking-slutty whore-dick vampire who is dating her…oh yeah…it's you."
He rolled his eyes. When he wasn't looking I winked at everyone else. He sat down. "Why the hell am I even here? I hate you. I would rather kill myself than see your ugly ass face ever again-oh wait- I'm already dead!" I said, shoving away from the table.
"Uh…don't leave," he said getting up and grabbing my arm. Bad idea. I absorbed his power and he fell but he didn't let go. I was pulled down with him. We were on the floor and he wouldn't let go. My head was on his chest and I was the happiest I've been in a while. But I had to keep up an image. I shocked him.
He let go and I jumped up. So did he. I didn't want to read anybody thoughts so I turned the power off. I huffed, he wrinkled my dress. I sat back down angrily. He sat down too and stared at me. I glared back but was interrupted by the waiter coming in.
"Hi, um, what can I get you tonight?" he asked nervously. I turned on my human power and my stomach growled angrily. "Can I get a virgin strawberry margarita?" I asked. He nodded and jotted it down on his note book. "What do you guys want?" I asked. Then I used another one of my powers and made them feel hungry.
Just then five other empty stomachs growled like they hadn't eaten in centuries. I laughed. Then I noticed how confused they looked. I laughed again. "Can I have five samples of all your soft drinks please?" I asked. The manager stepped from out of the corner.
"Of course," he said then he and the waiter stepped out of the room. "Bella, what is going on? I have this awful feeling in my stomach," Alice said. "I'll explain, you see, one of my other powers in that I can give you the same ability, that I choose of course since I have more than sixty, and then I can take it away," I explained.
"What you're all feeling is hunger and thirst, for human food and drinks," I looked at all of them, "Any questions?" "Yeah, how about you tell us your story?" Rose asked. "Okay, it's kind of a long story, BUT, when Eddie-boy over here-," I said placing a hand on his shoulder not so gently- "left I ran into the forest after him.
"I tripped and lay on the floor for hours. Then Victoria came and bit thinking I would suffer more living without you guys. And I did; I was a zombie for a while then I met my werewolf buddy Jacob and he brought me back to life." Growls shook the table. "Bella, how could you hang out with a werewolf?! They are very dangerous and unstable."
I looked over at Edward wit a raised eyebrow. "Last time, if I recall, you left me because you didn't want me. Why do you care? Besides, you were probably too busy shoving your tongue down Rebecca's throat." He looked horrified and he stared to say something but I cut him off.
"I don't want to hear it, now back to my story. One day I was feeling very upset and I was sobbing. Jacob suggested that I write a song to get it all out. So I wrote the song One Year Six Months and I played it for him. He brought the people at Hollywood records to me and they loved me. Now, I'm here.
"Tonight I have a show, tomorrow, another meet 'n' greet, and then another concert, then I'm done for a while. I might consider going back to school for a while…"I trailed off deep in thought. The waiter came back in with my margarita and their samples. "Are you ready to order?" he asked. "Can you come back in ten?"
He nodded, set down a side table next to me with five rows of six drinks, and then left the room. I handed everyone the first drink. "This is a sprite," I said. They took their drinks then set the empty shot glasses aside. "This is a coke," I handed them the drinks, "and this is pink lemonade."
"Okay, so what is your favorite so far?" I asked. "I like the sprite," Jasper offered. "I like the pink lemonade," Alice said. "I like the coke," Emmet said. "I like the coke, also," Edward said. "I really like the sprite," Rose said. I nodded. "Alright, this is called Fanta Orange," I said handing them their drinks.
"And this is a raspberry iced tea," I slid them to them, "And last but not least…a Shirley Temple. Okay, new favorites." I waved for the waiter to come back in. He shuffled in moments later, pen and paper at the ready. "I like the Fanta Orange," Jasper said and the waiter scribbled it down.
"I like the Shirley Temple," Alice spoke with her high soprano voice. "I like the raspberry iced tea," Emmet said. "I'll have the coke," Edward spoke. "Umm…Bella, can I try your drink?" Rose said reaching a hand out. I nodded and put my drink in her hand. She took a sip and her eyes went wide.
"I'll have this," she said handing my drink back to me. The waiter nodded and went to get the drinks. "So could you sing us the first song you wrote?" Alice asked excitedly. I nodded and my body guard handed me a guitar. "Umm…so this song is called One Year, Six Months and I wrote it for a reason."
"Why?" Edward asked. I glared at him. "I wrote it a year and six months after you all left because I kept getting all these memories and I was suffering," I said with gritted teeth and a tear escaped my eye. I wiped it away and began to play.
(One Year, Six Months by Yellowcard)
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
so I will not forget. I will not forget
how this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forgetI looked up at everybody as I said this line.
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget
I'm falling into memories of you, and things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that I can share with you I looked at Edward for a second then looked away.I looked up at him as the strum of the last note hung in the air. We were staring into each others beautiful golden orbs for what seems like an eternity…BUT…the waiter kindly interrupted it by the drinks coming. "So," he began, "are you ready to order?"
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close off these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do
oOoOoOoOoOoOo
"Alright," I said as I stood up after we paid, "you are in row 13 and you have the six seats in front of the stage." (If you have seen a picture or video of Miley Cyrus on her 2007 tour, that's what the stage looks like. I tried looking for a picture but I couldn't find one. Sorry.)
They nodded and I handed them their tickets and backstage passes. "Use these after the show," I smiled and they nodded again and we headed outside. "Wait…what is wrong with me? I feel a strange pain…not completely pain but…uncomfortable. Like I have to empty out a sack of water in side of me," Emmet said.
"Oh, you just have to pee. Go to the bathroom…but DON'T FORGET… unzip your pants, pull umm…IT out through your underwear, and relax your muscles. And you might want to aim for the toilet," I said hoping he would ruin the bathroom. He started holding his crotch and moving side to side.
We started laughing. "Go before you wreck your pants," I said giggling. He ran off.
*3 minutes later*
"Whoa. I'm glad that's over," he said coming out of the restaurant. I rolled my eyes. The limo pulled off and I switched of my human power. "Don't be late," I called over my shoulder. I shut the door and headed over to the arena.
After five minutes of driving, I got out and headed back stage. First, wardrobe. I had all my outfits lined up for me so I can change easily and fast in between songs. First was my TFNC pink tulip dress along with my Paquita Crepe satin sandals.
Next was my make up and hair. I went for a light blush, mascara, eye shadow around my eye, and lip gloss. I could hear the band warming up the whole time. They sounded great and everything was pretty much prepared. It was six-thirty; time to let people get their seats and snacks; time to warm up my voice.
"Izzy, your on in two minutes," my body guard Jim said. I nodded and grabbed my microphone and headed under the stage. You see, at the end of the walk way, there is this door thing that lowers. I get on it and it rises up and the show starts. The lights go off suddenly and we are in the darkness with fans screaming so loud it ain't even funny!
The door lowers and I step on it crouching down. The music starts (don't forget to have YouTube up or have your iPod out) and the show lights start to dim on. My back is facing the crowd and as the main guitar starts, I rise up and everybody sees me. If I were human, my ears would be bleeding because of the screams. I double check my mic then turn around on the last beat and sing.
(Let's Do This by Hannah Montana)
I rode all night on a big old bus
you came a long way to be with us
you paid good money
to see a show
you best get ready
Cuz here we go
Get on your feet
Cuz I'm plugged in
So come on
Let's do this
I turn it on
I crank it up
I'll show you all what I'm made of
I'll getting loud
I wear it out
I'll bring the roof in this house down
I know just what you came here for
And I want to hear you scream and more
Get on your feet
You know you can't resist
(Yeah yeah yeah)
Let's do this
I run down the walk way to the main stage to do the dance moves I practiced with the dancers.
(Na na na na na na)
(Uh-huh Uh-huh)
(Na na na na na na)
(Let's do this)
(Na na na na na na)
(Uh-huh Uh-huh)
(Na na na na na na)
Don't call this work
But I'm paid to play
And the real party starts backstage
And all my friends
They sing my songs
I wish you all could come along
To take a picture
To show your friends
So come on
Let's do this
I turn it on
I crank it up
I'll show you all what I'm made of
I'm getting loud
I'll wear it out
I'll bring the roof in this house down
I know just what you came here for
And I want to hear you scream and more
Get on your feet
You know you can't resist
(Oh)
Let's do this
(Na na na na na na)
(Uh-huh Uh-huh)
(Na na na na na na)
(Let's do this)
(Na na na na na na)
(Uh-huh Uh-huh)
(Na na na na na na)
I paced back and forth in a small line to the beat.
Everybody
Come on now's the time to get loud
Throw your hands up
And let me hear you shout it out
All my people
Let me see you jumping up and down
Let me hear the words
You know
You know I'm singing now
Freak out
Scream shout
This is what it's all about
Let me hear those now
I stop in front of the walk way and start clapping along.
I turn it on
I crank it up
I'll show you all what I'm made of
I take a step to every beat of the kick drum, while clapping, all the way down to the end of the walk way.
I getting loud
I'll wear it out
I'll bring the roof in this house down
I know just what you came here for
And I want to hear you scream and more
Get on your feet
You know you can't resist
Let's do this
I look out to the Cullens and the whore whose hand are outstretched to me except for Edward and slut. I reach down and touch their hands like I would to any other fan and ran back to the stage.
(Na na na na na na)
(Uh-huh Uh-huh)
Let's do this
(Na na na na na na)
Oh
(Let's do this)
(Na na na na na na)
(Uh-huh Uh-huh)
Whoa
(Na na na na na na)
Let's do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"WHAT'S UP HOLLYWOOD?!" I shouted into the mic. Screams and cheers erupt in the arena. "AS YOU ALL KNOW BY NOW, MY NAME IS IZZY AND THIS IS MY SHOW," I shout again, "BUT BEFORE I CONTINUE, I WANT TO DEDICATE THIS CONCERT TO THE BOY WHO BROKE. MY. HEART! AND I WANT HIM TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM THEN BUT HOW MUCH I HATE HIM NOW!" I smirked, raising and eyebrow straight at Edward when I finished. "OKAY EVEYBODY SING ALONG!!!" I kicked my foot out at the same time as Adam hit the snare.
(That's What You Get by Paramore)
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn; to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we lie to her so much?
I can't decide
you have made it harder just to go on
and why, all the possibilities well I was wrong
that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
and that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Pain, make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
this heart will start a riot in me,
let's start, start hey!
Why do we lie to her so much?
Oh why do we lie to her so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
and that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
(Gonna Get Caught by Demi Lovato)
You reeled me in with your smile
You made me melt with your voice
Now I've been gone now for a while
Just to find that I'm your seventh choice
And I don't wanna pay the cost
But it'd be best if you get lost
'Cause we know you'll never change
Don't say that you need me
And don't play these games in my mind
You better get out of my head
'Cause you're wasting your time
And don't say it's forever
And don't play, 'cause you had your shot
You better stop messing around
'Cause you're gonna get caught
You promised me all of your time
I guess I'm not they only one
But since it's my heart on the line this time
I'm your number one, or I'm gone
Don't say that you need me
And don't play these games in my mind
You better get out of my head
'Cause you're wasting your time
And don't say it's forever
And don't play, 'cause you had your shot
You better stop messing around
'Cause you're gonna get caught
Go and try to get me back
(You won't get me back you won't get me back)
I won't forget about our past
(I won't forget. NO!)
Never had the guts to leave
now you're making it
(You know you're making it)
Now you're making it
(You're making it)
Much easier for me to see
Don't say that you're sorry
For breaking every inch of my heart
I should've known from the start
Now it's time to get lost
And don't say that you need me
And don't play these games in my mind
You better get out of my head
'Cause you're wasting your time
Don't say it's forever
And don't play, 'cause you had you shot
You better stop messing around
'Cause you're gonna get caught
You better stop messing around
'Cause you're gonna get caught
"I'LL BE RIGHT BACK!" I shouted and ran back stage to change. I changed into Stripe Block Poplin Dress, Ankle Zip Skinny Jean, and my Miss Fish | Peep toe Shoes then I ran back out to the stage and started singing again.
(I Can Do Better by Avril Lavigne)
Uh, yeah you can do it[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better
I couldn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me
I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm OK
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
'cause with me, it's all or nothing
I'm sick of this shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why
You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it
I will drink as much lemon cello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cause you know, you know you're nothing
(I'm so sick)
I'm sick of your shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit, don't ask why
[Bridge]
What'd you say (uh-uh)
I told you so
You know that
Cause I always know (uh-uh I always know)
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
I am so
Sick of you
You're on my nerves
I want to puke
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
Hey hey
Hey hey
[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey(hey), hey you(Hey you)
I found(I found) myself again
That's why you're gone (You're gone)
I can do better, I can do better
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long (so long)
I can do better, I can do better
Hey(hey), hey you (hey you)
I found myself again
That's why you're gone (you're gone)
I can do better, I can do better
(East Northumberland High by Miley Cyrus)
My problem isn't that I miss you
Cause I don't
My problem isn't that I kissed you
(ooh oh)
I figured out
That you're nothing that I thought you're about
You're just caught in a place
That soon time will erase from my heartCHORUS]
You're my type of guy, guess
If I was stuck in East Northumberland High
For the rest of my life
But people change
Thank God I did
Just because I liked you back then
It doesn't mean I like you now
Just because I liked you back then
It doesn't mean I like you
[
Your problem's not for lack of trying
Cause you do
It's just that you're at your best when you're lying'
(ooh oh)
Now you're standing here
And saying things you think I wanted to hear
But you've got it all wrong
I've already moved on my dear
[CHORUS]
You're my type of guy, guess
If I was stuck in East Northumberland High
For the rest of my life
But people change
Thank God I did
Just because I liked you back then
It doesn't mean I like you now
Just because I liked you back then
It doesn't mean I like you
When you're standing near me
I don't see so clearly
The feelings are still so palpable
But when I take two steps away
It sheds some light on my day
Yeah, you can't go back
It's all in the past
Guess you gotta laugh at it
[CHOURS 2]
You're my type of guy, guess
If I was stuck in East Northumberland High
For the rest of my life
But people change
Thank God I did
And if there's some confusion,
Let me tell you you're just delusional
Get a clue!
Cause people change
Thank God I did (X 3)
Just because I liked you back then
It doesn't mean I like you now
Just because I liked you back then
It doesn't mean I like you
Doesn't mean I like you!
Just because I liked you back then
it doesn't mean I like you now
I ran back stage again and changed into my Moulin Rouge Dress and matching converse heels. When I got back on stage, I sat down on the piano bench.
(My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne)
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oooooh....
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
[Pre-Chorus:]
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (but we lost it)
All of the memories, so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh oh, oh oh)
Oh oh, oh oh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (So are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus:]
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
And we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh....
Oh ooooh....
I walked off stage and changed into something more fun. Light Denim Day Dress, Tye Dye Jeans, and converse – fleece ankle height all star sneakers.
(Girls Just Wanna Have Fun by Miley Cyrus)
I come home in the morning light
my mother says, "When you gonna live your life right?"
Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones
And girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun
The phone rings in the middle of the night
My father says, "what you gonna do with your life?"
Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one
But girls just wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have
That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun
(Girls they wanna, wanna have fun)
(Girls, they wanna have)
Some boys take a beautiful girl
And hide her away from the rest of the world
I wanna be the one to walk in the sun
Oh girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have
That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun
(Girls they wanna, wanna have fun)
(Girls, they wanna have)
They just wanna, they just wanna
They just wanna, they just wanna
That's all they really want
Some fun
When the working day is done
Oh girls they wanna have fun
Oh girls just wanna have fun
(Girls they wanna, wanna have fun)
(Girls, they wanna have)
When the working, when the working
When the working day is done
Oh when the working day is done
Oh girls the wanna have fun
(Girls they wanna, wanna have fun) (have fun)
(Girls, they wanna have)
(Girls they wanna, wanna have fun)
(They wanna have fun)
(Girls, they wanna have)
The music started and I slowly walked up the walk way and started singing. Then as the music got louder, I started dancing and walking to the beat.
(What Hurts The Most by Cascada)
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that lovin you
Is what I was trying to do
I looked out to the audience and slowly turned away when I said the last line of the chorus…this song…ugh! Never mind.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that lovin you
Is what I was trying to do
I started running to the beat of the music on the walk way again.
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me
When I got to the end, I got down on my knees right in front of Edward and sang to him.
What hurts the most, was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that lovin you
is what I was trying to do
I got up and smirked toward Edward and the Cullens. Then I gave a death glare to slut then ran back to get my mic stand and started singing.
(Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by Fall Out Boy)
I'm gonna make you bend and break (it sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show (let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that makes the words come to life
Who does he think he is (if that's the worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He tastes like you only sweeter
ooooooooh
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand
One night stands out!
One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night, yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He tastes like you only sweeter
They say I only think in the form of
Crunching numbers in hotel rooms
Collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind
Gets you out of those clothes
I'm a line away from
Getting you into the mood (wa-ooooohhh)
One night, One more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter
One night, Yeah One more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He taste like you only sweeter
One more night and one more time
thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
he tastes like you only sweeter
One night, One more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter
Next I changed into Block Poplin Jersey Dress, Opal Skinny Jeans, and Marni Aubergine and Grey Suede Shoes.
(Anything But Ordinary by Avril Lavigne)
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defenses
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
(Over You by Daughtry)
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
to build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
a long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
putting my heart back together.
'Because the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
dragged the memories down the hall,
packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
a lot of others opened up,
so did my eyes so I could see
that you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
a long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
putting my heart back together.
'Because the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
a long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
a long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Because the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
I stared right at Edward during the whole song because even though I was lying and want to run up and kill the slut then kiss Edward to death, I had to keep up and image. Remember? If you don't look at the title of this chapter then you'll understand why I have to hate Edward right now.
(All Around Me by Flyleaf)
My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing say
We are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
As I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand I give it you
Now you own me, all I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed
After that, I ran in to get into my next outfit. Bare Feet Shoes: Apparel Dresses and high top converse.
(Potential Break Up Song by Aly & Aj)
It took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played along, rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of boyfriend who would forget that?
Who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
'Cause without me, you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
So you will know
You're not living till you're living
Living with me
You're not winning till you're winning
Winning me
You're not getting till you're getting
Getting me
You're not living till you're living
Living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now what I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off
I won't be home
'Cause without me, you know you're lost
Minus you I'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not living till you're living
Living with me
You're not winning till you're winning
Winning me
You're not getting till you're getting
Getting me
You're not living till you're living
Living for me
You can try, you can try
You know I know it'd be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon
You're not living till you're living
Living with me
You're not winning till you're winning
Winning me
You're not getting till you're getting
Getting me
You're not living till you're living
Living for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me
This is the potential make-up song
Please just admit you're wrong
Which will it be?
Which will it be?
(Fly On The Wall by Miley Cyrus)
You don't understand what it is
That makes me tick
But you wish you did
You always second guess, wonder
If I say yes but you just lose out every time
If you only knew what I talk about
When I'm with my friends just hanging' out
Then you'd have the inside scoop
On what to say, what to do
That way when you play the game
baby you could never lose
[Chorus:]
Don't you wish that you could be a Fly on the Wall
A creepy little sneaky little Fly on the Wall
All my precious secrets, yeah
You'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a Fly on the Wall
You'd love to know, the things I do
When I'm with my friends, and not with you
You always second guess, wondering'
Those other guys I'm flirting' with
You should know by now
If you were my boyfriend, I'd be true to you
If I make a promise, I'm coming' through
Don't you wish that you could
See me every second of the day
That way you would have no doubt
And that way I will never stray
[Chorus:]
Don't you wish that you could be a Fly on the Wall
A creepy little sneaky little Fly on the Wall
All my precious secrets, yeah
You'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a Fly on the Wall
A little communication
Well that'll go a long way
You're getting mis-information
Too much he'll say he'll say
Yeah what I say is
come a little closer
and what I'm gonna say is
Don't Ya
Don't Ya
Don't Ya
Don't ya wish you were a...
Hey!
[Chorus:]
Don't you wish that you could be a Fly on the Wall
A creepy little sneaky little Fly on the Wall
All my precious secrets, yeah
You'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a Fly on the Wall
I ran back stage to change into my Evil Candy Dress Pink and Converse The Chuck Taylor® All Star® Leather shoes. I ran back out to get prepared for the weirder songs that I sing but they're still good!
(I Don't Have To Try by Avril Lavigne)
I'm the one I'm the one who knows the dance
I'm the one I'm the one who's got the prance
I'm the one I'm the one who wears the pants
I wear the pants
I'm the one who tells you what to do
You're the one you're the one if I let you
I'm the one I'm the one who wears the pants
I wear the pants
Hey You follow me
I'll take the lead can't you see
Don't you question me
You just do what I say
I don't care what you're saying
I don't care what you're thinking
I don't care about anything
Get ready mother fucker cause I'm happening'
I don't care what you're saying
I don't care what you're thinking
I don't care about anything
Get ready mother fucker cause I'm on the scene
I don't have to try
To make you realize
Anything I wanna do
Anything I'm gonna do
Anything I wanna do I do
And I don't have to try
Don't you disagree
Cause you know
It's all about me
Be at my beck and call
I'm a know it all
And it's all your fault
I don't care what you're saying
I don't care what you're thinking
I don't care about anything
Get ready mother fucker cause I'm happening'
I don't care what you're saying
I don't care what you're thinking
I don't care about anything
Get ready mother fucker cause I'm on the scene
I don't have to try
To make you realize
Anything I wanna do
Anything I'm gonna do
Anything I wanna do I do
And I don't have to try
DDIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I don't have to try
To make you realize
Anything I wanna do
Anything I'm gonna do
Anything I wanna do I do
And I don't have to try
TRY!!
(Together by Avril Lavigne)
Something's just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny
When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie
(Pre-chorus)
When I'm alone
I feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel
(Chorus)
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall
This has gone on so long
I realize that I need
Something good to rely on
Something for me
(Pre-chorus)
When I'm alone
I feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel
(Chorus)
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall
My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking
On you, my dear
On you, my dear
On you, my dear
(Pre Chorus)
When I'm alone
I feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel
(Chorus x2)
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together, no
I don't feel together
(I Caught Myself by Paramore)
Down to
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I...
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you
Of you...
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want
You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you
Of you...
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want
Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you
Hmmm... Ohh...
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I never know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought.
(Starts With Goodbye by Carrie Underwood)
I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
Time heals,
the wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.
I went backstage to change into my Dark Star gothic dress and Giuseppe Zanotti Women's I87045 Boot. Then I went back onto stage and ALL the lights went out.
(Tourniquet by Evanescence)
I tried to kill my pain (kill the pain)
But only brought more (so much more)
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding, I'm screaming
Am I too lost
To be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying, praying, bleeding; I'm screaming
am I too lost
to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
(Return to me salvation)
(Ohhhhhh)
(I want to die)
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ? (Christ)
Tourniquet
my suicide
(Return to me salvation)
(Return to me salvation)
The song morphed into the next; like one big song…except there are two.
(Imaginary by Evanescence)
Ah, paper flowers
Ah, paper flowers
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clocks screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as their falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)
Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers)
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers)
(Ah, Paper flowers)
(Ah, paper flowers)
I changed out of my Goth clothing into my Painterly Color block Tube Dress and Givenchy Satin peep-toe boots.
(Spotlight Twilight Mix by Mute Math)
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2 xs)
You got a whole lot left to say now
You knocked all your wind out
You just tried too hard and you froze
I know I know
What do you say? (2x)
Just take the fall
you're one of us
the spotlight is on
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2 xs)
Oh the spotlight is on
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2 xs)
OW!
You know the one thing you're fighting to hold
Will be the one thing you've got to let go
And when you feel the wall cannot be burned
We're gonna die to try what can't be done
Gonna stay stay out but you don't care
Now is there nothing like that inside of you anywhere
Oh just take the fall
you're one of us
the spotlight is on
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2 xs)
Oh the spotlight is on
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2 xs)
Yeah it's on
OW!
Because everyone would rather watch you fall (All in trouble)
and we all are, yeah (All in trouble)
and we all are, yeah (All in trouble)
Just take a fall
you're one of us
The spotlight is on!!
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2 xs)
Oh the spotlight is on!!
(Just take the fall)
Now you're one of us
Now you're, (oh) now you're, (oh) now you're, (oh) now you're one of us
Now you're, (oh) now you're, (oh) now you're one of us
Oh the spotlight is on
Ahhhhh aaaaahhh (2x)
(Gives You Hell by The All American Rejects)
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence, love?
And where's that shiny car?
And did it ever get you far?
You never seemed so tense, love
I've never seen you fall so hard
do you know where you are?
And truth be told, I miss you
And truth be told, I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
I hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself,
"Where did it all go wrong?"
But the list goes on and on (and on and on and on)
And truth be told, I miss you
And truth be told, I'm lying
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
I ran down the walk way so I could sing this part to little Eddie here.
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
As I sang this part all my dancers started running up behind me.
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
Everyone on stage started shouting along with me right at Edward.
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
We all turned around and started doing are own thing again.
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
(Hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
(Hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along, well, you'll never tell
(Well you'll never tell)
And you're the fool, I'm just as well
I hope it gives you hell
(It will give you hell)
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
(It will give you hell)
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well
To say the Edward was shocked was probably and understatement. I didn't even need Jasper's power to tell how he was feeling. Ha-ha.
(Everything Back But You-explicit version by Avril Lavigne)
Today was the worst day, I went through hell
I wish I could remove it from my mind
Two months away from you but I couldn't tell
I thought that everything was gonna be just fine
The postcard that you wrote with the stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it
It smelt like cheap perfume
and it didn't smell like you
There is no way you can get around it
Because you wrote:
[Chorus:]
I wish you were her
You left out the "E"
You left without me
And now you're somewhere out there with a
bitch, slut, psycho babe,
I hate you, why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you
I want everything back but you
My friends tried to tell me all along
That you weren't the right one for me
My friends tried to tell me to be strong
I bet you didn't think that I would see
The postcard that you wrote
With the stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it
I wanna see you cry
Like I did a thousand times
Now you're losing me you're losing me now
Because you wrote:
[Chorus]
The postcard that you wrote with the stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it
It smelled like cheap perfume
and it didn't smell like you
There is no way you can get around it
Because you wrote:
[Chorus]
I changed into my last outfit. STAXS Sequin Halter Top, Wet look leggings, and Faith Snake Peep toe Sling backs.
(Clear by Miley Cyrus)
It's six a.m. and I'm wide awake
'Cause I can't stop thinking
about the stuff you'll say
And me and I,I can't let it slide
The paper's not here yet the sun's not up
But I'm not afraid to tell you what I feel inside
I had one of those dreams that makes it all so
Clear to me now
I got a whole new perspective
It's so clear to me now
You can't treat me that way
It appears to me how
long you tried to make me think
It was me who was being the fake
So clear
Why did I smile when I hurt inside?
Said I was okay when I knew it's a lie
I wanted to believe in you
You took your chances and one was me
So I just forgave you and set you free
I'm on my way-ay
Yeah I'm stepping out of the haze
And it's so clear to me now
I got a whole new perspective
It's so clear to me now
You can't treat me that way
It appears to me how
long you tried to make me think
It was me who was being the fake
So clear
I wanna put the past behind
Try and maybe I can find better days
The first time in a while
Think I even feel a smile on my face
I got a whole new perspective
You can't treat me that way
clear to me now
I got a whole new perspective
so clear to me now
You can't treat me that way
It appears to me how
long you tried to make me think
It was me who was being the fake
So clear
Yeah, so clear
So clear, so clear
Ooh
Sun's going down on a Saturday
And I feel alright, I feel o-Kay
"I'm sorry to say, loves, but this is my last song for tonight," I said into the mic as a whole bunch of 'awe's' filled the air. "I know, I know, but there are three things I don't want you to forget," I said, "Number three, follow your heart, number two, if you wear make up…go as NATURAL as possible, and number one-" the music started and screams erupted "I'M NUMBER ONE!" I shouted into the mic and began singing.
(Number One by Skye Sweetnam)
I saw my boyfriend
Hanging with this girl that I hate
He didn't have to tell me
Why last night he was late
I can't believe what you tell me
Your lies have come undone
Now I'm living on the run
Looking out for number one
I took a ride to the city
Had to get out of this place
I just can't stand the pity
When the tears fall down my face
I used to think it was over
But it's only just begun
Now I'm living on the run
Looking out for number...
One day you'll see me
But only when you're dreaming
One day you'll say
I was the one
I hitched a ride on a Greyhound
Stashed away on a train
Bought a ticket for the subway
Playing guitar in the rain
I wanna follow the rivers
To an island in the sun
Now I'm living on the run
Looking out for number...
One day you'll see me
But only when you're dreaming
One day you'll say
I was the one
Late at night, Time to fight
I just might think about him
Right now I'm feeling fine
I'm better off without him
Yeahhhh
One day you'll see me
But only when you're dreaming
One day you'll say
I was the one
I know that one day
You'll see me
I'll haunt you when you're dreaming
One day you'll say
I was the one
I'm number one
I ran back stage and changed out of the clothes I was in and into and exact copy of the same clothes. I touched up my make up and was doing my hair when Jim came in and said, "Izzy, you have some visitors in the lounge." Here we go again…I thought.
I am so incredibly sorry…I just graduated and I had to finish all this school stuff and what not…I've been working on this chapter for a while as you can see…it's super long. All the outfits Bella used tonight are on my profile so I think that's it. Oh...I have a poll up considering the next chapter!
News for 1, 2, 3, 4 by the Plain White T's I put a poll up but I can't see it so I don't know if it's up. If it's not here is the poll:
What do you want to happen in chapter three for my story 1, 2, 3, 4 by The Plain White T's...Bella just finished her concert and is about to talk to the Cullen's and Rebecca. What should go down? You have until July 12 to vote!
1
Bella and Rebecca become friends.
2
Bella kills Rebecca and drinks her blood.
3
Bella and Edward make up and he dumps Rebecca. (Do not vote for this one!)
4
Bella and Edward get into a major fight which causes more drama to the story. *wink wink*
5
Bella invites them to a club for the after party.
6
Bella starts doing stuff to make Edward jealous. How will it effect things between them if there's any hope?
7
Edward and Rebecca get engaged.
8
I should end this story because i am the worst author EVER!
9
I don't give a sh**. Just update the damn story and make it good.
Alright so there are your choices…you can choose up to three options and just send me a private message saying the number(s) you want.
Questions? Comments? Concerns?
Love, Tuesday
