"Well do you guys remember about six months ago I went to go visit family that lives out of state?"

"Yea." The all replied.

"Well we meet a few days after I got there. I had asked to go to the mall to kill time and that and that where we met. I had been walking a round for a while and I guess you can say I was starting to space out. I had turned a sharp corner and bumped in to Conan and his drink went all over me. I had asked where the bathroom was and he took me there and helped me clean up. He felt so bad that after we did the best cleaning my shirt and pants up that he dragged me all over to find an outfit that work well on me. I protested that he didn't need to do that but he insisted. And while going through all the shops looking for something I was actually having fun. And we found something that worked for me. It was a black and bright blue hoodie and some faded holey jeans. I admit I look real good in it. And then he asked if I wanted to go do something else and said that he had fun and now that I got some clothes that weren't covered in soda he wanted to make it up to me. I was like sure it was something to do and it was fun making a new friend. So we went to the outdoor roller rink that was open and he rented me some skates and we went to a sectioned off area that multiple smaller rinks. They where hockey rinks that where best to play one on one. I'll admit that I smoked him but he just had a smile on his face and I knew he was just having fun and didn't really care who one and that was what made it really fun. So I helped him a bit on how to play smarter. And he got a few goals on me but it didn't bother me. The sun was close to setting and I knew I had to get back to the family. Before I left he asked me if I wanted to hang out again tomorrow and I was like sure. It was fun to not just be around my family.

I asked him what time and where he just yelled the mall after I get off work. It'll be around one look for me. And I did. He took me to a place called the Butterfly. It was like an arcaded but it hade more things you could do. I asked what we where going to do and he just you said you have to wait and see. He lead me to a Dance Dance Revolution game. I was like oh no I can't do that, but he said I could and he'd be right there to help me. Again I had I really fun time. He just smiled when I made a fool of myself. It was about early evening when we got out of there. He took my hand and led me some where. He took me to his studio. It was a small storage unit that held his stuff and it was located on the roof. It had a great view of the city. Then he asked it I could tell him what I though of a song he been working on. And I said sure. Lets see if I can remember it.

I'm fading in the darkness

Not sure of what I need

Waiting for the light to shine through

I felt you gentle touch

That was all it took to wake me up

Setting me free

I was glad that you came to me

Take my hand

Give me wings

Send me soaring back into your arms

You lift me up

You smiling face

You gentle eyes they take me to that point

A shining light that set me free

And brought me to your arms

Take my hand

Give me wings

Send me back into your arms

You lift me up

Take my hand

Send me back it to your arms

Give me wings

You lift me up

He sang it horrible. And he new that he did so he asked me to sing it and I know I sang it badly, but he assured me I didn't and that's when he caught me off guard and kissed me. I was shocked and pushed him away. And I could see that he was ashamed of what he did. And he apologized. I don't know why but for some reason I enjoyed the kiss. He felt so bad that he started to cry. I didn't know what else to do so I just put my hand his shoulder to comfort him.

He said "You hate me don't you?" I assured him that I didn't and that he just shocked me when he kissed me. He said that it was ok if he left and that he would understand. I told him that he was an awesome guy to hang out with him that I was not going to hate him cause of a kiss. And I don't know what compelled me to but I kissed him. Then I asked if he wanted to hang out tomorrow and try and figure this all out. He said sure and he blushed hard. That night when I got home I couldn't sleep. I was lost in deep thought. That's when I figured out that I liked both guys and girls and wasn't sure what to think with all that. I never really thought a lot about it I mean I thought it was normal to think guys where good looking and want to date girls but after that kiss I realized that I wouldn't mind trying to date Conan. I thought he was really cute so I decided to at least tell him that I was going to be going back home soon and if he wanted to try dating that I was ok with it we would just have to stay in contact. Well we met up and asked if he could hold my hand. And I was hesitant and I said sure and it felt nice and we went back to the rink, and I said lets make this interesting. He asked how and I said every time one of us score we get to ask the other a question. He nodded with a little smirk. And I score the first goal. So I asked what made you kiss me. He said that he was afraid to kiss me but after hearing me sing it just made him take the chance. That time I blushed so bad that I wasn't paying attention and he scored the next goal. Then he asked the hard question where he and I stand. I told him that that I want to give it a try but that I was only visiting for a few more days. He said that was fine he didn't mind trying long distance. It was worth a shot. We decided to end the game there and just went to his studio and hung out there and just talked. And that's all we did till I left was hanging out and talking just the two of us and it was really great. I told him about you guys and he wanted to meet you guys and I told him that it be a while cause I wasn't sure how you'd guys take it, so we all of us got out big break I told him about it and he was just as excited for me as I was and I told him he should come out before we released our album and he said he would. That how it all started, and we've been going strong even though he said it was ok to flirt with the girls just the girl he said. So hope that explains every thing."

"No it doesn't. How the hell can you go out with a guy? You're supposed to be dating girls." Kendall said and he stormed out of the room.

"Kendall where are you going?" yelled James as he went after Kendall.

Logan shifter closer to Carlos. "You know Kendall doesn't understand that all."

"I know I was afraid that one of you guys would act like this."

"I don't understand it all but I can see that you happy and as a friend I rather see you happen and not understand then see you miserable."

"Thanks. I'm just going to go shoot a puck around."

"Dude why the hell did you storm out like that?" ask James when he finally caught up with Kendall.

"Cause Carlos is a freak. I mean how can he like guys when he's supposed to like girls?"

"But he does like girls." James reiterated.

"Then why the hell is he dating a guy?"

"Well cause he feels something with him. Like that girl back in Minnesota remember Katie? That girl we couldn't understand why you dated her and you said that you felt something with her. I also think that it a good thing."

"What's a good thing?"

"That Carlos is happy. I mean yea it may be weird to see him with a guy but if it makes him happy why should we stand in the way. And besides Conan seems like a really cool guy."

"I can't believe what you saying. Like he said before he found other guys attractive. What if one of them was us? What if he made a move on us?"

"But he didn't."

"But he could of. You maybe ok with Carlos being whatever he is but I'm not." And with that Kendall walk off in discuss and hate.