Rating: PG

Pairing: none

Summary: I want to help you. I believe there is a way, so... don't drift away from us.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Seed/Destiny.

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Reflexions to the Moon: You are similar to me

He is quiet.

Too quiet.

He glances briefly at us, still sitting in his favorite wooden chair faced to the ocean, and our eyes meet.

Nothing.

There is nothing in those violet orbs, no sadness, no anger, no grief... nothing.

That emptiness scares me. I don't know what to do anymore, we don't know. We want to help you, but yet you are rejecting us. We want you to come back, we want you to be like your younger self, carefree and joyfull, we don't want to lose you.

I guess that is what we are all afraid of: losing you.

You are drifting away... maybe you do not even realise it,... or do you? Is that really what you wish? Going away? To be left alone? To be far away from us?

Loneliness is not a cure, loneliness can't help you.

Loneliness will ultimately destroy you.

Don't you remember that time when we were young? We used to say everything to each others, secrets didn't exist. We often dreamed about how we would make wishes to the Moon instead of the stars. We used to wish that, one day, we would look up to the Moon, and not be on it, to contemplate its pale beauty.

Now we can do that, we are doing that, but things have changed. We changed.

The war has changed us.

But despite all what happened we are still there, and still best friends, aren't we?

Then I want to help you, but why am I saying nothing? All I can do is stare at you, and ponder. My mind is full of so many comforting words, but nothing would come out. I know how he feels, I know what I should say, then...

Why?

Maybe the fact that I do understand is precisely why. Maybe myself deep down, my thoughts are similar to yours. Maybe I would feel hypocrite or presomptous to dare giving advices. He would say; you should listen to your own words. And then I would sut up. I would have nothing to say, because he would be right. Because he is like a reflection of my inner feelings.

But... unlike you I am trying. I do not want to let myself slip away, even if I deserve it. We helped finish a war, but we also helped making other people cry. We wanted to protect, but we have also destroyed : we killed people that were precious to the other, we tried to kill each others.

If I can do something to atone, I will.

Some people still needs me, and some people still needs you.

We need you.

It might be foolish to try, but I won't give up and you shouldn't too.

That's why... even though I might be mistaken by trying, I believe it is our duty to do so.

That's why I will still try talking to you.

That's why I don't want you to give up.

Because you are similar to me, Kira.

To be continued?

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Author Notes: Hello! I have finally decided to write another part to this story: so here is another short drabble on Athrun's point of view. I admit that at first I wanted to write directly his confrontation with Kira, but I changed my mind, and decided for an introspection first. So yes there will be a final third chapter with Kira. Ah and the title of this chapter is inspired of the last ending of Destiny, "Kimi wa Boku niteiru" by See-Saw.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Thanks for the review to: Black Magician Girl3, furin-a, Anemosys, karone-sakura.

Next Chapter : Atonement.

Comments are welcomed!