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BPOV

"Go, Go, Go! Come on Bella you can do it" I heard the nurses scream as I raced down the hall with Emmett right behind me. Almost there…. "YES!!" I screamed as I crossed the finish line in first

"No hard feelings Em"

"I will get you back next time swan"

"Ooh I'm shaking" I teased

"Ya ya laugh it up. Come on let's get going you're late as it is"

"Way to put a damper on things Em" he grinned

We walked into the hospital room for my chemotherapy. I cant wait until I'm done with treatment and I can actually keep my food down. Too bad I have radiation next month, now that really sucks. Mental sigh. For some reason I cant seem to get Edward out of my head. I mean I have a million things to worry about and yet he is all I keep thinking of. I mean come on how can he not love Romeo and Juliet, has he no heart?

"Bella, Bella"

"What?"

"I have only tried to get your attention for the past 5mins. What were you thinking of"

"Nothing Em just trying to get the needle out of my mind"

"Oh, okay so what do you want to do this weekend. We could all go to the movies or out to dinner"

"Em, I'm sorry but I cant go anywhere for a while you know how things are now that I'm back on chemo. I'm always tired maybe next weekend when I get used to this."

"Ok Bells I hope you feel better soon"

"Emmett it's not a cold it's cancer"

" You know what I meant"

"Ya I do"

"I'm home"

"Hello Bella" I heard multiple people yell out to me from the living room

I saw Alice and Jasper on the love seat, Rose on a chair and Edward on the couch. Oh great he is here and I look like a huge mess not to mention that I'm so tired I could pass out at any moment. Wait, why do I care? T he same reason you keep thinking about him. Oh shut up no one asked you. I believe you did. God I am crazy, I'm fighting with myself

"So who won"

"I did" said loudly

"Nice job Bells"

"Not really I'm sure he let me win" I looked over at Emmett who had a I'm sorry smile on.

"It's fine. I'm going up to my room and I'm not hungry so heat up leftovers or order pizza I don't care just don't bother me" I said as I ran upstairs and into my bathroom. Great another day of puking I groaned

"Shouldn't we be seeing if she is alright" I heard Edward ask Jasper

"No it's Just all the junk food I gave her. She cant keep any of it down" Emmett lied badly

"Are you sure" Alice asked

I Sighed rinsed my mouth with water and went down stairs to get some water and clam everyone down.

"I'm fine Emmett knows better then to give me junk food" I laughed weakly

"Ok. Come join us then" Alice asked

"No thank you, I just came down to get a book" I reached for one on the high shelf

"Doesn't she do anything else but read" Edward murmured under his breath

I ran upstairs angry as hell, he doesn't know anything about me. I wish I had the strength to go for a run. That was what I used to do before the cancer came back, run until I stopped thinking and I could just get away.

I read Romeo and Juliet for the hundredth time and fell asleep only to dream of a mysterious Romeo with green eyes.