"Look take a box, don't take a box, either way you're moving in!" Dean yelled at me Zoe walked by and hit him in the head, "You know how he is!" What did she mean by that, I was confused, and then it hit me, Everyone thought I was too emotional to function, but it wasn't true. I grabbed a box and took it up to my new room, Jack followed behind with three other boxes of my stuff, "It's furniture now" he stated as he put down the boxes, "Okay, that's fine" I said putting down my box, "Are you sure? I can get your stuff for you" He replyed "No I've got it." I said walking down the stairs, you can't bame me for being mad that everyone thinks i'm a 'crybaby' at least that's what they called me in school, but I thought I changed, I'm not the Phil Lester I used to be, and It was hard to hide who I used to be, the sad pathetic bullied wimp.
"Phil, are you coming?" I heard Dan ask from behind me, he was getting into the car with Alfie, "We're going to get the last of the stuff, you can tag along if you want" I turned around to see him standing at the car door. he was looking butiful as the sun shined threw his hair, the dream falshed through my head, I felt if I went with them I would blurt it out, "No, I'll just stay here and unpack my room." Dan looked suprised, It would have been my last chance to see the flat, befor it was gone "I'll stop by in a bit with Zoe" I said quickly knowing that I wanted to see it again.
"Dan jumped into the car, and they drove away "What was that all about?" Zoe asked, I got red in the face, the dream was suddle. And it flotted through my head again
"Dan is there any hot coco mix left?" I wisphered in his ear, "Only if you make me some" he responded quietly "Why would I leave you out, that's like saying you're going to move out and never talk to me agian" I said with a grin on my face, he gave off a weird inturpritation, but I couldn't tell why. "Yeah" He laughed I walked into the kitchen Dan Trailed behind, he wraped his arms arround my waist, "Dan?" I asked nervous "This is somthing i've wanted to do for the longst time" he said as I turned around, slowly our lip interlocked, I had a small moment were I didn't want to pull me away, but I knew I had to, "I'm sorry" Dan said walking out of the kitchen "Dan, don't leave!" I yelled, but it was to late, I felt a nudge on my shoulder "Dan?" I asked looking behind me "Yeah mate it's me" He said with his best smile "Don't ever leave me agian" I said embracing him, My eye flutterd open as I saw Dan next to me his face nerly cenimeters away. "What do you mean Phil?" he said "What are you talking about mate" I said stretching./p
Phil? are you okay, you sort of dozed of there a minute" Jack said patting my back, "Yeah I'm fine" I said putting the box down "I just need a rest" Dean looked confused as if he knew what I was thinking, but he couldn't. "Do you want to go see the old flat for the last time?" Zoe asked solemly knowing somthing was up, "I'll drive Phil, Zoe and Jack can ride together" I nodded as Dean walked towards his car, I trailed behind thinking, emwhat did the dream mean? why was I thinking about him in this way?I had no time to be thinking about silly things like that "So what were you thinking about back there?" Dean asked I didn't want to respond, me and Dean wern't the best of friends, we had our fights, but right now he was actually being kind to me "Nothing important" I responded trying to end the coversation, we were only about two minutes away, I didn't want to be kicked out the car. "Come on Phil, tell me" br /"No"br /"Why not, you know I only want the best for you" he said placing his hand on my knee. It wasn't unatraule, Dan had done it a time or two, but Dean made me feel awkward. "Can you tell me?" he asked pulling into the parking lot "I don't think I should" I said in an angry tone Dean looked at me dead in the eye, and kissed me, my eyes widened. /p
