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Oh yeah, and sorry about the mistake I made in the last chapter. At least we know I'm human XD I have this problem with first and third person heehee…

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"That's a journal?!" Meiling exclaimed. Sakura raised an eyebrow.

"Didn't you know that already?" She asked. Meiling shook her head.

"Nope. It looked like a bunch of made-up words to me." Meiling laughed. Sakura gave her a look, clearly showing confusion but just shrugged and closed the book. "What? The handwriting's terrible."

Sakura observed the cover. In big letters, obviously written in pencil, was the name: Syaoran Li. The Syaoran Li? The guy every girl in the world, at some point, fantasizes about? The most powerful teen in all of Asia? Yes, it's a little weird for one teen boy to have so much but hey, he was a celebrity.

"Say, Meiling?" Sakura said.

"Yeah?"

"Who's your cousin?" Sakura asked. Sakura only wanted to confirm the name. She saw Meiling hesitate for what seemed like the 100th time today.

"I have a question first." Meiling said. Sakura nodded. "Do you fan girl over… stuff or… more like… people?" She asked. Sakura thought for a minute. She didn't know where this question was coming from.

"Not especially." Sakura said. Meiling took in a big, loud breathe.

"He's… Syaoran Li!" She said then quickly covered her ears and closed her eyes. Sakura nodded.

"I knew it." Was all Sakura said but looking at Meiling, she guessed she was supposed to react a little louder. After a while, Meiling slowly opened her eyes and removed her hands from her ears.

"You… didn't scream." Meiling sounded surprised. It came out as more of a question than a statement. Sakura nodded slowly.

"Was I supposed to?" Sakura tilted her head in confusion.

"Well, that's what all the other girls do. They scream really loud then ask a bunch of stupid questions about him like, "What does he look in the morning?" or "Do you have any baby pictures of him?" or some crap like that." Meiling said, a hint of annoyance present.

"I see…" Sakura said thoughtfully. "But why? I mean he's only a person." Sakura said. Meiling cried tears of joy.

"Wow Sakura! I've never heard anyone say that about my cousin! You have such a big heart!" She cried. Sakura sweat dropped. "Too big a heart if you ask me." Meiling muttered.

"Um… thanks?" Sakura said awkwardly. Meiling quickly dried her tears and took the book.

"Now let's decipher this baby!" She exclaimed, opening the book. Sakura quickly snatched it away from her.

"We can't! This is an invasion of privacy!" Sakura said. Meiling snatched it back.

"Oh please! Invasion of privacy, my ass! It's a book!" Meiling hissed.

"Uh, yeah, with his deepest thoughts in it!" Sakura retorted. Meiling sighed.

"Fine. But can we atleast look at one page?" Meiling asked. It was Sakura's turn to sigh now, wanting to get this over with.

"Sure, whatever." Sakura said exasperatedly. Meiling squealed with excitement as she opened the book again. Her eyes searched the page over, reading and taking in every word she saw. Her mouth started to hang open. When it looked like drool was about to fall out, Sakura clamped Meiling's mouth shut.

"Sakura, listen to this. He wrote a poem." Meiling said, settling in a criss-cross position on the littered floor. "Standing on my own two feet. I know the world today. Deceitful, lying, and tough. But I keep my feelings at bay. Saying 'I know what you're going through' isn't working. Just by myself, they will be lurking…" Meiling recited. Everything was silence.

"What the hell does that mean?!" Meiling yelled out in frustration. She looked over to see Sakura crying. Sakura didn't know why but tears started to fall. "Wha-? Sakura what's wrong?" Meiling asked, concern dripping in her voice. Was it even possible to produce tears on such little words?

"He's lonely. It's so sad." Sakura sobbed. "Maybe the lurking part means his fangirls or something." Meiling sweat dropped.

"Uh huh." Meiling grunted as Sakura wiped her tears. Meiling grabbed a pen and started to write at the corner of the page.

"What are you doing?" Sakura asked. Meiling didn't even look up to answer.

"What does it look like? I'm writing a comment." Sakura could hear her mutter words like: "Syoaran", "stupid", "poem", and "emo". (I'll leave it up to your imagination.)

Whatever Meiling was writing, it wasn't going to be pretty when he saw it. Sakura glanced at the window, and saw it was almost twilight. Meiling gave a satisfying grunt and passed the pen to Sakura.

"What?" Sakura asked, eyeing the pen. She wasn't gonna write in there. It would surely haunt her later.

"Stop asking questions and write what you think about the poem." Meiling said, determined. If she did something, she always made Sakura do it too just so she wasn't the only one to do it. How childish but it was Meiling.

"Fine." Sakura grabbed the pen. She wrote for about a minute then closed the book. "There. Be happy."

"I wonder what he's gonna think once he reads our comments." Meiling giggled.

"Well, I'm not worried. I don't live with him so you just go, have fun, and tell me how he reacts alright?" Sakura smirked as she laid out on her bed. Meiling gaped at her evilness. She glanced at Sakura's clock. It was 9:30. "Oh god! Auntie Yelan will kill me!" Meiling said gathering her supplies and stuffing them in her backpack.

"Curfew?" Sakura asked leaning up. Meiling nodded. Finished, Meiling hoisted her backpack on her back and ran out of the room. Sakura jumped off her bed and followed but she walked.

After she saw Meiling turn the corner, she heard a bump. Her eyes furrowed as she ran to where she heard the sound. She saw Meiling and Touya both on the ground rubbing aching parts of their heads. She immidiately hid behind the wall, peeking at them.

"Oh boy." Sakura muttered watching the scene.

"Ouch." Meiling mumbled. When Meiling opened her eyes, she saw Touya. She tilted her head. "Touya?" She said out loud.

Touya immediately opened his eyes to look at the girl before him. "Shit." He cursed. Meiling's eyes seemed to narrow a little. You could see the hurt and longing in both of their eyes. They stared at each other for what seemed like forever for them but only a couple minutes for Sakura.

Sakura rolled her eyes at the two staring at each other. Say something you idiots! When it was obvious they weren't going to say something, Sakura knocked on Meiling's head as if it were a door. "Hello! Curfew? Yelan? Dead meat? Any of these words ring a bell?"

Meiling snapped out of her trance and ran like the wind, past Touya, down the stairs, and out the door of Kinomoto Residence. Sakura and Touya both walked down the stairs. Sakura waving at Meiling's retreated figure and Touya plopping on the couch. As soon as she was out of sight, Sakura closed the door and burst out laughing.

"Awwww-kward." She said in a singsong voice. Touya scowled.

"Didn't I tell you to keep her away from me?" Touya glared at her from the couch. Sakura wiped away the tears that formed when she was laughing.

"It was an accident and I got rid of her didn't I?"

"Yeah? Well, you sure took you're sweet time doing it." Touya snapped. Sakura's eye twitched. That ungrateful little-!

"Fine, be an emotionalist. I don't care. But you will talk to her, you can't keep hiding." Sakura glared holes at the back of his head then stomped up the stairs to her room.

Touya rolled his eyes. Who was she to get in his personal business? And what the hell's an emotionalist anyway? Touya thought.

Sakura decided to get cleaning since Meiling obviously didn't stick around to clean up the mess she mostly made.


Sakura sighed when she was done picking up all the paper balls, pencils, pens, and erasers. She would just give Meiling the rest of her stuff at school in the morning. Sakura then took a shower, fitted into her pajamas, and got ready for sleep.

Before she could sleep, she always drank a glass of cold milk, kind of a habit when her mom was alive.

Alas, her mom, Nadeshiko Kinomoto was gone. Gone forever. Forever sleeping. Taking the dirt nap. Ok well, you get my point. Sakura went downstairs and poured herself a glass.

Before the glass touched her lips, her brother came down, his hand on his head, and slammed a notebook on the counter.

"I slipped on your stupid notebook." He mumbled. Then he walked back upstairs. Sakura rolled her eyes at her strange brother. Then happily drank her cold milk and put the glass in the sink. She took a look at the notebook and her eyes widened.

Her teeth clenched in annoyance as her left eye twitched. It was Syoaran Li's notebook!

"Damn it, Meiling!"


Sooo? Was this any better? Did you like the little, tiny, microscopic TouyaxMeiling moment? I'm sorry to all the people who wanted it longer but I could make it longer. I proof read it but if I you spot any mistakes I might have missed, just tell moi.

Hm… anything else? Nope! Just review! X3

Thank ya, and see ya in the next chapter!