A/N : I don't own the Fosters. Also wanted to thank you all for the reviews. They really pushed me to write more.

Callie arrived home after school completely exhausted. She ignored Stef who was seated at the table with her laptop and rushed up the stairs to her room.

She sighed relieved when she saw that Mariana wasn't there. She opened the closet next to her bed and grabbed a book. She wrapped a blanket around herself and started reading.

Callie hadn't noticed Stef was standing in her room until Stef was right next to her. '' Hey Love, I called for you but you didn't answer. It's time for dinner'' she said, as she gently placed her hand on Callie's arm.

Callie looked up and nodded slightly, she put her book aside and put the blanket back under the bed. She followed Stef down to the kitchen and took the seat next to Jude.

'' Mariana texted me she's sleeping over at Lexi's and Jesus is out with Emma so it's just us'' smiled Lena as she looked from Brandon to Callie and Jude. '' Oh I forgot to say but I'm heading out tonight to jam with the band'' said Brandon.

'' Wow, it's like everyone's leaving us'' chuckled Stef, as she put some food on her plate. '' You kids leaving us too?'' asked Stef as she turned towards Callie and Jude. '' Connor is coming over, we're going to watch some movies'' said Jude in a matter of fact way.

'' Oh yeah right'' nodded Lena.

Callie quietly played with her food as she listened to Brandon talking about his music. '' What are you going to do tonight'' asked Jude silently as she turned to his sister. '' Nothing'' shrugged Callie.

'' Want to join me and Connor?'' asked Jude. '' Sweet of you'' smiled Callie slightly, '' But you don't want your big sister hanging out with you and your boyfriend'' she added, before brushing her hand through his hair.

Callie took a few bites from her food, in hopes that it would satisfy Stef and Lena.

After dinner Callie rushed up the stairs and back to the safety of her bed again. She climbed back under her soft blanket and reached for her diary. She slowly started writing, about what was going on in her head, and what wasn't. But also that she felt so alone.

She wrote and wrote until her hand started cramping, she hid her diary carefully away before climbing further under the blankets. She slowly closed her eyes, letting sleep consume her.

'' Callie, love'' whispered Stef an hour later. Callie slowly opened her eyes and turned around.

'' Why are you asleep already? It's only 8 pm'' said Stef and she sat down on the side of the bed.

'' Maybe because I was tired'' muttered Callie, '' That's to be expected after the night you've had, sweets'' whispered Stef, as she gently rubbed circles on Callie's arm.

Callie groaned slightly, knowing where this conversation would be heading. She pushed herself up a little.

'' Mama and I are so worried about you my love'' sighed Stef, Callie could hear the tears in her voice. '' You've been distant, and you just seem so tired and sad all the time sweets. Mama and I hoped that the adoption would lift your spirits. But it was momentarily. I miss your smile sweets.'' Sighed Stef, as she continued making circles on Callie's arm.

'' Can you and Lena please stop worrying. I'm fine.'' Spat Callie. '' We've decided that you are going to therapy, whether you like it or not. We need to make sure you are talking to someone, since you're not talking to us'' said Stef, her tone suddenly shifted to strict.

'' Sweets?'' whispered Stef after Callie had been quiet for a while. '' Why are you forcing me'' whispered Callie, '' I don't want to''.

Stef sighed slightly '' We are worried about you'' she said. '' But why, are you scared I'd off myself or something'' spat Callie slightly angry.

Callie could hear Stef's sharp intake of breath, but she didn't say anything. '' Because I wouldn't '' added Callie.

'' We need to be sure you are dealing with your things'' said Stef, as she stood up. '' Now you go back to bed Love. See you in the morning'' she said, before placing a soft kiss on Callie's pale forehead.

Stef made her way out of the room, but turned to look at Callie one last time. '' I love you'' whispered Stef, before heading down stairs.

She walked towards Lena whom was reading at the kitchen table. '' And? What was she up to?'' asked Lena, once she noticed Stef was in the kitchen.

'' She.. was sleeping'' sighed Stef as she made her way towards the living room. Connor and Jude were very invested in their movie so Stef returned to the kitchen and sat down next to Lena.

'' We need to get her into therapy sooner rather than later'' sighed Stef. '' She scared me'' she added. ''I called our doctor, and with eye on Callie's history he said he'd try his best to look around and find a place for her. I just got an e-mail for a request to come by with Callie Tuesday'' said Lena.

'' Okay, so three days'' nodded Stef.

Callie was first downstairs that morning, which wasn't weird since it was only 5 am. She took a seat on the couch and wrapped a blanket around herself, before turning the TV on.

After figuring that there was nothing on she made her way towards the kitchen where she poured some orange juice. '' You're up early'' muttered Lena whom appeared in the kitchen followed by Stef.

'' Yeah'' shrugged Callie as she took small sips from her drink.

She made her way back towards the couch and reached for her phone. She had a new message from this guy in her class ; Wyatt. Hey Callie, Party 2 night, my place. See u there? . Callie looked up to Stef and Lena whom were talking before responding . See you there.

A/N; OooOoOoOooooOOoooh boy