Hiya you guys.
I saw Breaking Dawn. It was so good! It was silly but I won't go into details in case you haven't seen it but it was good. I can't wait until part 2 comes out so we can see one of my favorite girls in this whole fucking movie. NESS OF COURSE. I have a question, who do you think would be a better Renesmee? Christie Burke, or Lilly Collins or if you think you can find someone better let me know. Anyway let's get to the story. Oh and yes I haven't updated in a while but that is because I was waiting to get 15 reviews.
Chapter 2
*Jacob*
It had been the best one of the BEST SUMMERS OF MY LIFE! I mean, I had made a TON of money, I got to spend most of my time with my partial fiancé and oh yes, this was the first Summer that me and her had been an official couple. Sometimes I feel like this is moving too fast, but then I remember I am a fucking immortal wolf! For those who don't understand I am basically saying that my emotions and hers are like multiplied and a lot more passionate so we don't have to wait forever to know that we love each other. She is the only one for me so honestly there is no need to even consider, we were basically engaged the day we laid eyes on each other but I don't really count that because well… that's just weird.
Speaking of my Ness and our age difference, that has been the worst part about this Summer.*sigh* See, me and Ness have been taking our make out sessions a lot further than before. *another sigh* Now, I would love this if it hadn't been for my little demon. Yes, my little demon conscience. Every time me and Ness are getting close, every time she begins to unbutton my pants, every time I begin to start to slid down those panties, (yes I have seen her in just panties and I must say it was THE BEST day of my existence, praise the spirits) Every MOTHER FUCKING TIME, my little demon conscience yells… YOU DAMN PEDOPHILE. SHE IS NOT EVEN 7 YET AND YOU ARE OVER HERE ABOUT TO TAKE HER VIRTUE WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? HOW WOULD YOUR MOTHER FEEL? YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED. ISNT IT BAD ENOUGH THAT YOU WILL BE MARRYING SOMEONE WHO IS BIOLIGICALLY NOT LEGAL AND YOU JUST WANT TO PUSH IT AND HAVE SEX WITH HER. I AM DISGUSTED TO BE YOUR CONSCIENCE YOU DAMN DOG!
Yes every time. Well, not always the same words it has gotten a lot more insulting. My conscience is so mean and has a very French vocabulary
Ugh. That is the most frustrating thing and let me just say there have been times when I have gotten so close to ignoring my damn conscience especially when she puts on that pout face and begs, oh god. But at the end of the motherfucking day she is sitting in a room with sexual tension and well me, let's just say the temperature gage on my shower has been getting farther and farther away from the red side, if you know what I mean.
I looked like a true dog as I kept running to the window and back to my room at my dad's house. I was packing the last of my things but at the same time running so I could see when my little Loch Ness monster come up on her pretty bike. Damn, she looked so hot pulling up in that Duccatti. I have had some serious fantasies about taking her in the garage on that damn bike. Oh yes.
Damn! I don't have time to take a cold shower so I really need to calm down.
She was pulling up and I didn't want to look like I was some desperate mutt so I stood there for a few minutes. Obviously, Seth wasn't on the same level as me because he ran outside like a puppy and jumped her.
I didn't know much about their conversation because I ran to my room to get all my stuff and my phone. I left my stuff at the door so when we got back I would be able to just grab it and head out.
"Please, aint nobody worried about that big ole fat lump of …" I know he wasn't talking shit about me. I hurriedly walked to him and hit him upside his head.
"Did you just call me fat? Do you see these abs, and these muscles that I will choke you with if you call me fat, stupid or lump of anything in front of my girl again" WHAT? I had to defend my hotness in front of my life. What am I just suppose to let him call me fat?
"Damn. I was just gonna say lump of Alpha. You didn't have to hit me."
"Whatever"
I looked at her and just couldn't help. Oh spirits, I LOVE THIS GIRL SO DAMN MUCH? I hugged her tightly reveling in her scent and presence. It had only been a few days and I had yet I had felt so incomplete without her.
I pulled back only to look at those luscious pink lips and go straight to them.
I kissed her for what felt like a little time but was probably long enough for it to be awkward for anyone watching. When I kissed her I got lost and I could never get enough of her lips.
When we finally did let go we began to head inside.
She immediately struck a conversation with none other than my baby niece, Sarah. She was a beautiful baby and when Ness played with her it was so cute. I couldn't help but think about how awesome of a mother Renesmee would be. To see her round with my child would make me the happiest man on earth.
I began to just stand there. I didn't have anything to pack I just liked watching her converse with my family.
After she talked to my dad, Sarah and Rachael I decided they had taken enough of my time with her so I took her and we got in my car, 2012 red mustang. We headed to my favorite place, La Push.
We finally got there and when we did Renesmee automatically took off her shoes and dashed out the car. She was smiling and sticking out her tongue so I knew that she wanted me to chase her, which I happily obliged to.
I got out and chased her around the beach, with my shoes off until we got to our favorite place.
She sat down, neither of us out of breath and because of that I kissed her taking the breath she had away and her doing the same for me.
We just sat there in each other's arms enjoying the sun and the waves crash on the beach.
"How do you feel? You know about going back?" she asked.
I hadn't really thought about it because every time I did I would get stressed. I didn't mind the place so much as much as that is the place where the love of my life suffered the most pain.
"I don't really know. I mean I don't really want to go back, especially since none of the wolves are coming with us. I mean I understand that we are all supernatural but I just feel that the security for you should be upped."
She just smiled and cuddled closer to me.
"I think you are just over-exaggerating "
"Whatever. When you almost lose the most important thing in your life it can cause you to be a little more protective."
She was about to have a smart remark but her phone began to ring signaling she had a text. Before she answered she sighed, "I already know it is Alice. She wants me to go shopping before we leave. I am not going. She is insane."
I laughed at her unwillingness and the way she was pouting, I kissed those pouty lips, "You know you are going to give in. No one can resist Alice, hell she got me to let her touch my hair" I said shuddering still remembering the terrible experience. She didn't do a terrible job in fact she did pretty damn good but the thing is I just don't like people in my hair and no matter how close I got to these vampires that I know call family I don't think I will ever be comfortable with them in my hair.
"Whatever."
We sat there with looking at the view and continuously hearing the text message alert from Alice. Eventually we got bored and just decided to go back to the house.
As much as I didn't want to leave the beach I knew that it didn't matter where I was as long as I was with her I would be fine. We would only be in Forks for a few more days and hopefully when we went back to New Hampshire things would be back to normal and the drama would cease.
A wolf can only hope.
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Listen you guys I know that It was been a long time but it's because I was kind of depressed because I only have like 2 reviews. I put a lot of effort into these stories and I know I probably sound like a whiny bitch who is demanding you guys to talk but it's just I fucking am honest when I say you guys reviews make me so happy. They make me see that I am not just writing for nothing that someone is actually enjoying the crazy shit that comes into my head. Please Review.
I cant make you, I just hope that you would like to.
I'm out and on my way to sleep.
