So here is another update. Just to warn you it gets a little hard to read- I'm mean like graphic. I had tears writing this one. It's also a little bit depressing (just to warn you).

So I found out I'll probably never see my friend again, sucks right? And of course her lovely mother took her phone away from her because we got caught walking across the highway to get ice cream by her brother while we where supposed to be at Lisa's house. No one was hurt in that process but we all did get yelled at, badly. According to now I have no way of talking to her. It sucks! I miss her, so Susie if you break away from her lunatic of a mother and read this, so call me babe!

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Once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been
well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
when covers tucked in tight
funny when the bottom drops
how she forgets to fight... to fight
and it's one more day in paradise

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Chapter Two- Nowhere Near My Paradise

"Brooke?" Lucas said walking back into the hospital room. He just left to call Peyton, Haley and Nathan, and his mom and dad to tell them that Brooke was back for good. He couldn't loose her again. Bianca needed her here, she needed the mother she never had. "Where did he take you? I have to know that one thing."

"This old house my grandmother owned and passed down to my dad when she died. Lucas it was scary. I was so terrified that I would loose you and he would do something to Bianca." Brooke cried causing her to start to shake uncontrollable."

"Where was it?"

"I don't remember. I just kept running and running till I finally called Rachel to come get me." Brooke cried.

"Calm down Brooke." Lucas said trying to hold her body down to stop the shaking.

"Get off me please!" Brooke screamed.

-Flashback-

"Dad what's going on? Who's that?" Brooke asked watching her so called father walking down the stairs with one of his guy friend with him.

"Well since you wanted to be a whore I'll treat you like one."

"Dad, I didn't want to be a whore and I'm not one!"

"Brooke you had a kid! You're sixteen for Christ sake." Keith said.

"Well someone made me ditch them."

"Have fun with her Matt." Keith smirked before heading back up the stairs. "She likes it rough."

"What's going on?" Brooke asked scared. What happened to the once loving over-protective dad she loved?

"Well for tonight you are all mine." 'Matt' said with a smirk on his face as he made his way over to Brooke and the make-shift bed that had been called hers for the last four months.

-End Flashback-

"Brooke relax." Lucas said trying again to calm her down. "I need you to breathe deep breaths."

"He's on me." Brooke screamed which caught one of the nurses outside in the hall ways attention.

"Sr. I'm going to ask you to leave for a little bit." The nurse said pulling out a needle.

"What are you doing to her? What is that?"

"It's a sedative. It's going to make her relax and stop shaking." The nurse answered looking sadly at the poor girl on the bed in front of her.

"Okay." Lucas said walking out of the room like the nurse asked.

"Daddy how's my mommy?" Bianca cried.

"Oh she's getting better baby girl." Lucas said faking a smile. He had too; he had to be strong for Bianca. She just met her mom and maybe loose her for forever. Something Lucas didn't want to happen at all. Bianca needed Brooke and by the look of things, Brooke needed Bianca; plain and simple.

"Luke I'm going to talk to her." Haley said walking over to the father daughter tag team. "I need to know what he did to her."

"Hales you can't now." Lucas said.

"Why?" Haley wondered.

"They had to sedate her Haley. She started all the sudden freaking out and shaking. I couldn't stop her." Lucas cried. "She did talk about some house, which use to be you grandmothers."

"Oh crap." Haley said. "Nathan come on we are going for a little ride." Haley said pulling Nathan down the hallway.

"Mommy?" Bianca cried thirty minutes later as they walked into Brooke's hospital room.

Thirty stitches on the cut in her face, a broken arm and a dislocated knee. She looked so sad, so hopeless. Just laying there underneath the plain white sheets so innocent.

"Babe you have to be quiet, okay? Let mommy sleep it off."

"Sleep what off?" Bianca asked.

"Bianca?" A raspy voice that he loved and missed so much said.

"Mommy's up daddy!" Bianca screamed with delight.

"I can see that bumblebee." Lucas laughed a little helping Bianca on to the bed.

"Hey pretty girl." Brooke smiled looking at the daughter she missed. Five years; five long years of missing and wanting to know what she looked like, who she looked like and even what she was like.

"Daddy calls me that." Bianca giggled.

"Really because he used to call me that." Brooke smiled.

"Okay Pretty Girls, Brooke you need to sleep." Lucas said twenty minutes after listening to both girls chatting away, learning new things about each other.

"But daddy." Bianca pouted.

"But Lukie." Brooke pouted along, a pout that she had to have given their daughter.

"No buts. Come on Bianca, say good bye and we'll be back tomorrow."

"Wait Luke where's Hales, you said before you called her?"

"She and Nathan went after your dad."

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"Hales whose house is this?" Nathan said after following the directions Haley told him.

"No one that matters to us." Haley said running to the front door, not even knocking before walking in with Nathan right at her heels. "What the hell did you do to her dad?"

"Nice to see you too Hales." Keith smirked. "So what do I owe this lovely visit to?"

"Again what the hell did you do to Brooke? What the hell did you put her threw?"

"I don't know what you are talking about babe."

"What's going on down here?" Karen asked walking down the stairs.

"Dad why don't you tell her what the hell you did to Brooke." Haley yelled. "Tell her how she's all bruised up and how you stole her away from the hospital so she couldn't be a mother to the most beautiful baby girl ever."

"Keith what did you do to that girl?" Karen asked.

"Nothing."

"Dad she almost died!"

"Keith!" Karen screamed. She didn't know what he has been doing to that girl, she's been traveling for a new job she got for some charity thing. So pretty much been home for maybe a week every month.

"You're not getting away with this." Haley screamed grabbing Nathan's hand and running out the door but stopping half way to say something. "I hope you're happy dad. You have two great grandchildren now, that you will never ever know."

"Come on Hales." Nathan whispered. Her father was turning into an asshole like Dan, but maybe even worse.

X-X-X-X-X-X

"Night time baby girl." Lucas said walking into Bianca's bright pink bedroom- Haley's choice for a little girl.

Lucas still had no clue really what girls like. Only the main things like pink and Barbie's, but other then that he was a lost soul. When he just brought Bianca home he was scared shitless. How was he supposed to hold such a little precious thing without breaking her? Haley, Peyton and his mom where the only ones he could count on for help. Sure Nathan was around much but Lucas could picture Nathan holding a baby better yet helping take care of one.

-Flashback-

"Mom I can't get her to stop crying." Lucas cried out. It's been two weeks since he brought Bianca home, two scary weeks of learning new things. He decided as soon as they got home he moved all his stuff back into his old bedroom, now with a crib and changing table it was getting kind of closed in.

"Honey shh." Deb smiled. "Now give me her." Deb smiled taking the crying baby out of her son's arms. "Did you try a bottle?"

"Yeah and she didn't want it one bit." Lucas said.

"Change her diaper?"

"Yeah, it was dry."

"Okay Luke relax. Now hold her head and just rock her. She may just want you to hold her for a little bit. Give her some loving." Deb smiled handing the baby back over to her worried son. "There you go. See."

"Okay but I was holding her for an hour now and then when you hold her she stops? Why doesn't she like me?" Lucas asked.

"Because babies can feel when their parents or whoever is holding them is scared or nervous about something. They can feel when you are sad or angry; anything like that." Deb smiled. "So just relax Lucas. You are doing great with her."

"Thanks mom."

"Any time baby." Deb smiled before heading out of the room and back to bed.

"You just love attention don't you?" Lucas laughed talking in baby talk until the little baby girl was back asleep in her father's arms. "I'll take that as a yes."

-End Flashback-

"Daddy I can't go to bed yet." Bianca said continuing to do whatever she was doing at her little princess table.

"Bumblebee, I said its bedtime. Plus I let you stay up later then usually; two hours later actually. Now bed time."

"But daddy I have to finish my card for mommy." Bianca begged.

"Baby," Lucas said. "You can finish it in the morning."

"No I can't Daddy I have to finish it now or I'll never will." The five-year-old pouted.

"Fine, finish it Bianca but you have twenty more minutes then lights out, but if you have those minutes no bedtime story."

"But," Bianca said.

"B, finish or story your choice."

"Fine I'll finish." Bianca said with a yawn.

He loved this little girl to death. The way her brown hair glistened in the sun light of the cool fall days or the way her chocolate eyes lit up with excitement. Just her; her bubbly personality, all of her. Now the way she's fallen head over heals in excitement for having that mother. A mother she knew would come back to her and him; back to both of them, which they both needed deeply.

"Bianca?" Lucas asked thirty minutes later walking into Bianca's room to find her out cold sleeping at her princess table. "Oh pretty girl." Lucas laughed softly before walking over and picking up the little girl and placing on her bed. "I love you Princess. Sleep tight."

"I love you daddy." The girl whispered in her sleep as he walked over to the table where the girl was coloring.

"Oh baby." Lucas said looking at the picture Bianca had drawn. It had both Brooke and him with Bianca in the middle of them. Just looking like a perfect family, a three of them wished was still there. "I still wish for this too." Lucas whispered before walking out of the room leaving the door half opened just as Bianca likes it. Tomorrow was going to be a long day.