A/N:
I'll state the warning again, so please be aware of what you are reading.
About pairing: Main pairing: Aihime.
Side pairing: Aihina, AiGin, Ichihime.
There is a mention of homosexual relationship, but no explicit Yaoi material, meaning no kiss, no hug, no lemon for yaoi. I hope I made it clear that there will be no Yaoi. This is a HET fic.
OOCness: Of course this is an AU, so I cannot assure of free OCCness.
Mature material: there will be lot of lemons. Some detail, some not, and not all for Aihime, so if you don't want to read anything mature material that is not Aihime or that you want to skip all lemons, please let me know in a review so that I can put up proper warning. If you don't let me know, I won't warn you beforehand since I do not want to disrupt the flow of the story as well as give out unnecessary spoilers. I already warned that this story is mature so I feel no need to put up a warning every time I do a lemon unless you want me to do so.
Update: Good new! I finished this story, so there is 89% that I will complete this story unless: 1) I die, 2) I'm broke and have to sell my computer for a slice of bread, 3) I'm imprisoned or simply being caged in a place that has no Internet. 4) Others. Therefore the update speed will depend mostly on these factors: 1) My beta, the wonderful Black Diamond07 andher schedule. 2) My schedule and the matter of finding some free time to edit and post a new chapter. 3) Most importantly, my mood. Even if I have the draft from my beta and have time, if I feel down, I usually don't like to do anything, so it's hard to edit and will take a lot of time to do so. So yes, even if I have all 15 chapters in my hands, it does not mean that I will update every day or every other days. Again, 90% of the update speed depends on my beta. Usually, if I'm not depressed, I'll try to edit and post within a day after I get the draft from my beta.
(12/19/11)
Ichigo sighed and leaned his back against the sofa. It seemed like they did not do anything major. He was such a nerd, but he could not help it. His ears could not focus on the movie but instead drifted to the room, searching for any sounds that were potentially dangerous. Then, still full of worries, he used the bathroom as an excuse to pass the room through back and forth, hoping to have a better chance to spot any suspicious sounds.
After fifteen minutes, she came to the bathroom, still very decent, so he guessed it could not happen in such a short time, not that it didn't create any questionable sound.
After that, it seemed like Aizen had said something. He could not hear very well, then there was a deadly silence; he thought he was done for sure. However, almost five minutes later, they left. Maybe he could go to sleep now. No, he was still worried. What if they decided to do it at her apartment instead? He had to wait a little bit more.
He covered his head with his hands. What was wrong with him today? When did he become such a freak? But he could not stop thinking about her. If she really was with Aizen, he would go crazy.
Not long after, Aizen came home. He did not say good evening, nor any other words. He went to the kitchen counter and got a glass of water. Resting his elbow on the counter, "Kurosaki-san, you seem to be extremely enthusiastic today. Still waiting for me to come home, what's with the sudden change of attitude? Before, whenever I brought someone home, you usually hid in your room." Aizen stopped and moved closer to Ichigo, the glass still in his hand. He sat next to the younger man and took a sip.
"My girlfriend is beautiful, isn't she?"
Putting the glass down on the table, Aizen turned to Ichigo and tilted his chin up. He was so powerful that Ichigo could not resist but being drawn into his deep brown orbs, "She's really beautiful, but she's mine and mine alone. Remember that well."
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Orihime walked down a small path on her campus, enjoying the view of maples lining on both sides of the road, which occasionally shuddered their leaves down in the small and refreshing breezes, coating the road with the beauty of autumn. It had been three months since she began dating Aizen, and one month since he invited her to his apartment. Since that day, he never invited her again... He also never came to her apartment. They just simply spent time together in the library, walking down the river bank, having dinners, or went to see movies. Everything was done in public. Although they were both very busy, he did not miss one second to spend time with her, and she loved it... being able to spend time with him like this. It was nice. She did not want anything else; just to be with the one she loved.
Aizen, on the other hand, obviously wanted more than just kissing or holding hand. He had been trying hard lately to restrain himself from touching her, and that somehow had affected their relationship. Recently, he began to distance himself from her. Not kissing or even holding hands anymore. Sometimes, he did not answer the phone, of course he always called back and apologized after that, but it still created this hole in her heart. A moment or two, he even refused to go out with her, claiming that he had work to do. She stopped walking and leaned her back against the tree. Were men all like that? Was that the only thing they were looking for? Orihime had hoped that Aizen was different. He was indeed different. If it was another man, he would have pushed her hard until she gave in; someone with a soft heart like her would have to give in sooner or later. He was not like that, he respected her greatly, but, then, why did he distance himself from her?
"It's that girl."
Not turning her head around, Orihime resumed her walk, knowing that was from the Aizen's fans girls. She was used to this. He was the number one idol of the school after all, and his fan base was gargantuan, and since the day he officially introduced her to his friends and classmates, she had become the enemies to half of the school. However, what slightly bothered her was that occasionally even male students shoot her with hateful looks. Was she indeed unworthy to be with Aizen?
"She is so normal, nothing special."
"You can't say so. She has a weapon to seduce men."
The girls laughed, not even caring to lower their voices, "I bet that's how she gets men into her bed and keep them there."
"Of course, how else would men fall for such a girl? I bet she has nothing in her brain. How did she get into this school anyway?"
"Hey, did you know that her mother was the ex-movie star Inoue Hitomi?"
"Really? The scandalous Inoue Hitomi, who jumped from bed to bed to be in porn movies?"
"Yes, don't you see the resemblance, and they have the same last name too! I asked my informants, and they said she is indeed her daughter."
"I wonder what Aizen-sama sees in that slut?"
"I bet she played innocent and pretended to be a virgin, and our poor Aizen-sama, as kind and pure as he is, falling to her act.'
"I demand an apology to my girlfriend immediately!". Suddenly Orihime felt an arm wrap around her shoulder, and as she lifted her eyes up, she met an enragging Aizen.
The girls stuttered,
"A-Aizen-sama."
"Aizen-senpai."
"Aizen-san, actually we just told the truth..."
But that girl immediately shut her mouth as Aizen swept his cold eyes over them. Orihime shivered; she had never seen Aizen like this. The gently Aizen was now so dark and dangerous that she just wanted to run away from him. She guessed the girls thought so too, so they murmured their apologies and left.
Orihime laughed softly to Aizen, desperately trying to break the suffocating silence, "You scared them off."
Aizen turned to Orihime, rage was still evident in his eyes.
"Why didn't you defend yourself? Why did you let them slander you like that?"
"I do not need to defend myself." Orihime looked at him ferociously, " I didn't do anything wrong. I don't need to explain myself to those people. Their words never go to my ears because they are trash. Why should I care? People who believe in those slanders are not worth my time to care for them. People who I care for would not let those untruthful words affect their ears. I only need people whom I care for and who care for me. I want the world to accept me for who I am. If they can't even trust and understand me, then I do not need them."
She looked away, "Am I a disgrace as your girlfriend? Why did you let those words affect you so much? Are you afraid that my reputation will affect your impeachable image too?"
She stopped because she knew she went too far. She was just angry at him for an entirely different reason, but she really did not want to fight him over his fan girls. This was getting ridiculous, maybe she should apology. He was just worried about her, and then she got angry at him for it. However, before she could open her mouth, she had been pinned to the tree by him.
"Do you know how much my blood boils when people talk about you like this? How could I act like nothing happened while my girlfriend was being slandered? I cannot see you get hurt Orihime, you are my angel, I cannot let people strain your godly image."
"I'm not hurt. Those words did not touch me. If you believe in me, that's all I ask for. I'm not a goddess, I'm just a normal girl."
"To me, you are a goddess." His lips on her, but then he stepped back, "Sorry, I..."
She pulled him closer, her hands on his nape, and she whispered into his lips, "Do not get yourself away from me. Touch me. Do not be afraid of touching me. Do not leave me."
He kissed her again, deeply and fiercely, her back was still pressed against the tree. His hands roamed wildly on her body. "I want you, now."
She heaved; her heart was beating too fast for her to think of anything. She knew that she loved him and she couldn't live without him now that he had engraved himself into her existence; however, to give herself to him, that she was still afraid. She knew, girls of her age lost their virginity long ago, and he was the right one. She did not know what she was afraid of, but she would not think no more. "Take me, but not here."
He breathed into her neck, "My apartment is very near here."
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She was thrown on the bed impatiently, and he was on top of her, not missing any seconds to kiss her, devouring her mouth completely. He ripped her top off, much to her surprise, and began to roughly sucked her neck. His hands on her breasts, but this time he did not take any calculated movements like last time, but wildly torment her with unbearable pleasure, and she liked it. She liked the Aizen being himself, taking the gentle and placid mask down. Somehow, she felt much closer to him, with him full of passion, sucking her breasts with his mouth, pinching her nipples with his long delicate fingers, and licking her neck with his tongue. Suddenly she realized, she did not mind it anymore. She did not mind that he had taken other girls before because she knew that right here right now, he did this because he loved her, not because he wanted her for his pleasure. She was not his plaything. She was someone he loved and cared about. She could feel his love from every touch, there was no mistake about it.
"I like it." She pulled him closer and nibbed his lower lip, "I like it when you make love to me." She put her hand under his shirt, feeling his muscle under her hands, "I like it when you are just yourself. Do not act in front of me. Do not put your mask up again. I want to love the real Aizen Sousuke."
He looked at her with emotion she could not decipher, "Even if the Aizen Sousuke is not what you expect?"
She continued to ran her fingers around his chest, pleased at the way his body seemed to arch closer to her, "I expect nothing from you, because I have not fully understood you yet, but I want to learn more about you, so please do not hide from me."
"I won't." He took his shirt off, making her blush. Feeling the muscle and seeing it were really different. His muscular, yet slender and elegant frame made his entire body perfect; a flawless picture of physical strength and aesthetic beauty. She tremblingly traced her fingers around his chest, "You are beautiful."
He unclasped her bra and tossed it away, making her upper half completely exposed. "No, you are beautiful."
Orihime sat up and hugged him tight, letting their bare chest rub against one another. Aizen's breath accelerated as she brushed her lips on his neck and began to kiss him gently from his jaw down to his collarbone. His hand ran up and down her spine, memorized every single part of her skin. To release the intense physical and emotional pleasure he was giving her, she sucked lightly on his neck, drawing a soft moan from him. She laughed, "You make delightful sounds,"
He looked at her darkly, "Then we'll see if you can make even more delightful sounds."
He pushed her down the bed again, his knees on both sides of her hips, he placed his hands on both sides of her arm to bend down and gaze his eyes into hers, "Orihime, I love you."
A second passed before Orihime answered, "I love you too, Sousuke."
He placed his hand on her inner-thigh. She flinched but then nodded, signaling him to continue. He immediately captured her bare nipple with his mouth, whirling his tongue around it while his hand still massaged her inner-thighs through the material of her dress.
"Aww." Embarrassed by the sound she just made, she bit her lower lip, trying to restrain herself from making any other weird sounds.
Smirking, Aizen cup one of her breast with his free hand while his mouth continued to give her other breast special treatment; meanwhile his other hand began to go under the dress to move up and down her bare thigh.
Panting heavily, Orihime grabbed Aizen's head, messing his hair with her fingers, unconsciously bucking her hips into his hands, desperately wanting him to touch...something...anything...No, there was a place she wanted him to touch, but right now her mind was hazy under an unknown urge that she could not fathom her own desire very well.
"Impatient, aren't we?"
With that, he tore the last of her dress off and tossed it on the floor.
Flushed, she tried to cover herself from his hungry eyes, but he put his hands on her, "I won't hide anything from you. Neither should you." He took his belt off and pulled his pant down. He took her hand and put it on his waist right above his boxer. "Undo me."
Tremblingly pulling it down, she looked away. She had never seen a naked man before and was so embarrassed about it, but he tilted her head up, "Are you still afraid about opening up to me?"
He was right. He exposed himself to her, showing how much he trusted her, she should do the same. She pulled her hands back, letting have a clear view of her white panties. She clutched the bed sheet as he rested his hands on her stomach, caressing it thoroughly then one hand found its way down to her panties. Ashamed of how wet she was, she flustered, "I'm sorry, I don't know why it... What should I do now? Let me..."
He cupped her face and chuckled, "Don't worry. That's normal. It means you like me a lot."
"So it's nothing bad?"
"It's very good actually." He guided her face to look at him, "I feared that you might not like me the same way I like you, but now I know you want me too, and that I'm able to pleasure you, to make you feel good."
It was hard to breath and somehow her eyes itched with tears, "Sousuke, you're so kind to me."
Crashing his lips on hers, he pulled her into another deep and intense kiss. After what felt like eternity, he broke the kiss and slowly took the panties down. She gasped, aware of her defenseless situation, that she would really give herself to him this time.
Gently parted her legs, he took a good look of her most sensitive part before kissing lightly on it.
"Sousuke,", she asked scandalously, "What are you doing?"
"I want to taste you."
"No." Hiding her bright red face in her hands, she whispered, "It's so embarrassing.", but she could no longer talk as he had sucked on it and stuck his tongue deep inside, driving her crazy with a building pleasure in her stomach. She bounced her body up and down in desperation, gripping the sheet tight in her hand, panting "Sousuke...oh, Sousuke."
However, he continued to torture her with his tongue, driving her over the edge. She grabbed his head, pulling him closer to that place. Her body was on fire, she felt like she was being shot multiple times by an invisible force, then she realized something had left her body and flowed onto his face.
She sat up in panic, trying to wipe his face, "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I don't know what happened. I..."
He laughed deep in his throat, traced her fingers around his jaw bone, letting her substance stick on them, "It's normal. Don't worry, my dear. What you just had is called an orgasm."
"Orgasm? So that means that we are done?"
Aizen chuckled and looked at her with amused eyes, "Do you want it to be done now?"
"Yeah, it was good, and if we are done, then...", she pushed her fingers together, "It was easier than I thought. I heard that it would hurt a lot. I think I would not mind doing it again, but maybe at another time. It's not good to do it a lot at the same time, isn't it?"
As she looked around to find her clothes, Aizen's eyes darkened and he stopped her with his grip on her hand. "No, we are not done yet, my dear." He put her fingers into his mouth and licked her juice on them throughout, making her shiver with a renewed desire.
He pressed her down and pinned her hands over her head, "Sorry, my dear, but I don't think I can wait any longer, seeing you like this." He bent to his drawer and took a condom (she guessed) out and put it on.
Blood rushed into her face as she noticed how his...that thing became much bigger than before, and fear devoured her again. He parted her legs and positioned it at her entrance. "Orihime, I love you."
He leaned up and kissed her, making her mind wander through the fantasies his tongue gave her before she could realize something had entered her, big and powerful. Then there was a slash of pain that flashed through her body, and she had to bite her lower lips to keep the cry from coming. He stopped moving and stroked her face gently until the pain went away and she nodded. She did not know why she nodded, but seeing his concern eyes she could not do anything but nod.
He pulled out. She sighed in relief. Maybe that was it, and they were done, she had been worried for nothing. Except for the pain, it was not that bad, as long as he was happy, she did not mind to bear the pain a little every time he wanted to do this again. However, he immediately thrust back in, making her gasp in surprise. She was still not used with it yet, and a little bit uncomfortable at the intrusion.
Her breath was accelerated and unsteady as he continued to thrust in and out, then the pleasure began to build up again and again, and her mind went blank.
"Sousuke."
She needed him. She needed him to tell her what to do, to tell her how she should respond, to tell her what was going on here, and what he had done to her body that made every cell of her skin run with electricity.
It seemed like her call somewhat affected him, and he moved faster, making the pleasure more unbearable, more difficult to contain, to keep it inside her body.
"Sousuke," She moaned, "Sousuke".
He kissed her, pressing his bare chest against her breast, intertwined her fingers with his and moved even faster and deeper. Moaning in his mouth, she arched her body harder and harder into his until she went over the edge and released again. She could feel that he had reached his climax too since he groaned slightly and pulled out of her, tossing the full condom into the trash bin.
Breathing heavily, she stared at the celling, trying to fathom what she was doing here, in a man room, on his bed, naked, flushed and confused. As she looked down her legs, she could see the blood strain his sheet. Was that her blood? She turned her eyes to find Aizen.
He was sitting on another side of the bed, his back facing her. Was he angry about something? Was she not good?
"Sousuke." She tried to call him, but he did not answer.
"Sousuke." She hugged him from behind, "Please answer me. Do not ignore me."
"I'm sorry." He turned to her, "I was so selfish. I..."
"Are you happy, Sousuke?" He looked at her, surprised at her question, "Did I make you happy, even if just a little?", she continued.
Hugging her deep into his arms, he murmured, "I am, being with you is the happiest thing I have ever experienced."
"Then I am happy too."
He lowered her onto the bed and kissed her again and again and again...
A/N:
Sorry for the long wait :).
If you don't like short chapter, please let me know, I'll think about making the chapter longer, but it might make update come slower.
Review always makes me happy :).
Happy early holiday, in case I cannot post new chapter before the end of the year.
