A Diary of Love

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Tuesday, 13th May 2009

Diary,

I can't believe how much I hate him. Okay… that's not true because I love him, but still – he didn't have any right to just name me CEO without asking me first.

Guess what? He's avoiding me. I wonder if he's mad because I screamed at him yesterday. Anyway, he's not my boss any longer. I am the boss now.

A small part inside of me feels sorry about the way I treated him, and sometimes I just want to hug him or kiss him right on his perfect lips. Not possible now, with all his attention drawn to his new pa. I'm so freaking jealous now that I'm shaking from head to toe.

She is completely unprofessional… but I'm not entirely surprised by it.

Today when we were in the conference room he stared at her for half an hour until I couldn't take it anymore and snapped at him. He grumbled something under his breath as he went outside. Later on when we finished for the day he looked at me with a sad smile and muttered: 'I don't like how you treat me.'

What an idiot! Can't he see how much I hate him and love him at the same time?

I hope he won't do anything he'll regret later – like fucking his pa sensless.

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