A/N okay here's the second chapter! It's a lot longer and my ideas are still flowing! Warning this chapter does include sexual activities…yeah it does…But nothing wrong with a little sex right?! Ahaha okay sorry, well I hope you enjoy this chapter and I still have so many ideas for what's going to happen next… This couple will have certainly a lot of trials to go through.
-A Different Kind of Love
As we walked inside the Inn I stopped abruptly and turned around to face Gomez. He stepped back a little put off by my sudden action.
"Gomez you better drink lots of water and take an aspirin. We're up and early tomorrow, I need the training time." I said trying to sound casual and turned around to head up the stairs. Gomez followed and groaned in response.
"Why?" Gomez whined unlocking his room door, I opened mine and turned to face him and smirked.
"We're getting close; I need all the training I can get." I said and with that I shut my door before he could say anything. I turned around and threw my purse on my bed and looked around my room. It was definitely a nice little room and I thought about how much I really did appreciate the help Adrian was giving me. My favourite part of the room was the pair of French doors that led out to a small balcony. I walked towards them and closed the curtains as I pulled out a pair of plaid flannel pajama pants and a tank. As I put my pajamas on I stared at myself in the mirror. I could hardly recognize myself. It had been so long since everything had been normal, or well at least as normal as life gets for me. Everything was so right when it was just me and Lissa with no big worries in our lives. I lifted my hair and pulled it into a pony tail. I observed my molnija marks and I wondered if I would receive one if I managed to kill Dimitri. I didn't think I would want the memory of it tattooed onto my body like the rest of the strigoi I had killed already, Dimitri was personal. I lay on the bed and then thought just of Dimitri. The times we had shared, the struggles we had felt in keeping our hands off each other. My mind then drifted back towards the time we had shared in the little cabin just outside the wards of the Academy. It was a beautiful moment and I remember the warmth of his skin touching mine. His strong calloused hands running down my hips, his beautiful dark brown eyes watching mine as he nuzzled my face and neck. As I thought of this gorgeous man I felt my body begin to heat up and my breath began to quicken. My hands slowly started to trail downwards and my eyes closed, but then with a sudden gust of the wind a branch from a tree hit the door windows and I gasped in shock and sat up very quickly burying my face in my hands.
What am I doing to myself? I can't be thinking like this, he's not the same man he once was." I groaned out loud to myself. Suddenly I sat up straight and looked towards the doors which led to the balcony. I felt like I was being watched, I stood up slowly and walked towards the doors and started pulling the curtains back and peering outside. I could see nothing, but the blackness that was night. I could feel him, watching, waiting he was there somewhere in the darkness, waiting for our next meeting and I would be ready.
"Grr, err, stupid. Fucken. Punching. Bag!" I grunted throwing punch after punch as Gomez observed silently. I stopped, taking a step back gasping for air. Gomez continued to stare at me silently. "What?" I asked annoyed as I steadied the bag. He unfolded his arms and took a step towards me.
"You're not concentrating and that's why you're struggling. You're frustrated and distracted by something; you think you'd tell me what it is though." Gomez responded somehow managing to look uninterested.
"It's nothing really, I've just been determined that's all. I know we're close, well I'm close and once he's gone my mind can be my own again." I replied softly. Gomez stepped forward and gripped my shoulders giving them a squeeze.
"I may sometimes say I don't think you can beat him, but I don't really mean it Rose, I know you can. You have the passion and the fire to do what's right. When you encounter him, you'll know what to do." Gomez replied smiling as if he knew something I didn't know. I looked away from him and thought about his words. I had already seen Dimitri and when he looked at me I did not have the urge to kill him. I shook my thoughts away and slowly nodded and smiled at Gomez.
"You're right, I should not let myself become so distressed over this, but sometimes it just takes over me. It's getting late though, the sun is setting we've been at this mostly all day. I think I'll head upstairs and get some rest." I replied tiredly and picked up my bag. Gomez nodded and watched me go reaching for his cell phone. I had no doubt that he would be calling Adrian to give him a check up on everything. I never let it bother me because I knew Adrian would never stop supporting me as long as I continued with my mission to kill Dimitri, but sometimes I wondered what exactly Gomez told Adrian in their phone calls.
When I got to my room I took a long, hot, scalding shower to soothe my over worked aching muscles. When I was done I slipped on a silky tank and pajama short bottoms. I walked back into the bedroom and placed my clothes in my bag. "We're going to have to do a laundry run." I mumbled to myself as I shuffled around in my bag. Suddenly I stopped and turned defensively glaring out the balcony doors. The doors were open and the wind had started to pick up. I stepped slowly towards the open doors and I could feel a presence growing. Out of no where Dimitri jumped forward at me colliding into me forcing me into the ground. Ignoring the wind that had been knocked out of me I jumped up. Dimitri was crouched glaring at me and growling. He slowly stood up and I picked up the lamp off the side table and threw it at him as if on impulse. He quickly blocked it and it smashed to the floor. He smirked evilly and his eyes glowed red as he lunged towards me. I quickly threw a kick at him, I dodged as he punched. This continued until I was able to trip him with a step forward and he landed on the ground. I quickly jumped on top and straddled his body. I grab him by the collar of his black long sleeved shirt with my fist, ready to collide with his face. His face has grown serious and the red has vanished from his eyes. I pause staring down at him; I feel confused and search his eyes for some kind of an emotion. My arm starts to loosen involuntarily, then suddenly he becomes angry and desperate, but the red doesn't return. He is then lifting me up and forcing me down harshly onto the bed, he settles on top of me forcing me to my spot holding my wrists above my head. I begin to squirm clenching my eyes shut and shouting.
"No! Get off of me!" I scream at him opening my eyes. Dimitri growls and applies more pressure to my wrists; I stop squirming and watch him.
"Why don't you do what you've been working so hard to do and kill me already? Try harder Rose, you had a chance there for a moment." Dimitri growled frustrated and for a moment he sounded like my old mentor. I could see something in his eyes as I looked closer. He reached over to the table for my silver bladed stake and forced it into my hand raising it to his throat. I looked towards the stake and his eyes and decided I saw sadness in them. "What are you waiting for huh? Try it; try to kill me, do it. Your boyfriend doesn't exist anymore." He forced the blade harder against his skin; blood began to trickle down his throat. I felt fear, but somehow not for my life, for this person Dimitri had become and as I thought it I knew my instincts were telling me to let go and that I couldn't kill him now. I grabbed his hand holding mine and forced it aside letting the stake drop to the floor. The red flashed in his eyes again briefly and he looked away. I watched as he swallowed. "You're weak." He whispered. I grabbed his face and forced him to look at me.
"The red in your eyes disappears when you're with me." I whisper to him searching his face. He roughly pushes away.
"I'm a monster Rose, nothing more, nothing less, and I know there's a part of me that wants to kill you." He says with disgust. I can see how this is making him feel and know there is something different about how he changed from a Dhampir to a Strigoi.
"No you would have done it by now, if you had become a normal strigoi, I'd be dead." I whisper looking straight at him. He glances back down at me searching my face for fear of him I think. When he doesn't react I lean up and lick along the line of blood where the blade connected with his skin. His skin is cold and I feel his shudder under the heat of my breath. I smirk against his skin and slowly lean back down; he's staring at me as if he should run. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull his face towards mine and with that he's decided he'll stay for now. He kisses me roughly and as harsh as possible, nothing like the last time we were intimate together, but I find I'm okay with this. His hands are trailing my neck and then soon are going underneath my shirt. I grab his face kissing back with as much force dragging us both up the bed, soon my shirt is gone. He begins sucking at my neck and roughly pulls my leg up around him. I begin to moan and pull his shirt off his back and over his head. I touch and rub the familiar muscles of Dimitri's body, he groans in response. He pulls away from my neck breathing heavily looking at my face, I smirk up at him.
"I'll hurt you." He warns through clenched teeth, trying to challenge me to stop him now. I shrug and grind my lower half into his. He hisses and glowers down at me.
"So hurt me." I reply and kiss his swollen lips harshly. He responds back and squeezes my hips. I start to unbutton his pants as I bite on his neck. He pulls my shorts off in one swift movement. I buck my hips in reply and arch my back. He sticks two fingers underneath my underwear into my wet vagina and I bite harder at his neck, stifling a moan. He forces them into me harder and begins to pump them. I tare away from his neck and look him in the eyes. He stares at me in lust and wonderment and I encourage him with a reassuring smile. As I feel his fingers gliding into me I close my eyes, moan and arch back even more. I feel my walls tightening around his fingers and I'm gasping. "Oh God, yes!! Ugh!! Fuck Dimitri." I yell clenching my legs tighter around his hand, before I can cum, he takes his wet fingers out and pulls my underwear down my legs. He tosses them over his shoulder and traces my wetness along the top of my breasts and licks it off. He kneels up and rids himself of his pants and boxers and is back kissing me roughly. I respond back viciously and wrap both my legs around his waist. He growls into my ear and without warning shoves himself into me. I gasp at the unexpected fullness I feel inside of me and the quick pace that he never fails to skip a beat. I hold onto him tightly with one arm and use the other one to support me. I squeeze my legs around his waist to tighten my walls around his dick. Dimitri grunts with every thrust and I bite down into his neck causing him to growl which I've found turns me on even more. He continues to pound into me and I run my hands down his back along his ass and I give a small whimper. Dimitri leans his head down to my ear.
"Roza tell me what you want." Dimitri moans quietly into my ear and I feel my body respond more to his name for me. His thrusts become more forceful.
"Fuck me harder Dimitri, harder." I gasp out panting as I keep up with Dimitri's rhythm.
"Oh God Roza I'm going to cum." Dimitri groans and as he says it I feel my walls tightening around him and I know I'm right behind him. He groans loudly as all of him feels me and then I scream his name as I cum next. We're both breathing heavily and sweating from what we had just done staring into each other's eyes. Dimitri slowly pulls out of me and lies on his side. I turn to face him and rest my arm on his waist. He looks down gives a small smile and caresses my hip. I bring my hand to his cheek and force him to look at me.
"You're still In there Dimitri I know you are, maybe somehow you lost your soul, but I know you still have your humanity, I don't know how, I don't know why ,but your different." I whisper trying to reassure him.
"How can you say that Rose? Look what I just did to you, you're going to be in pain I would never have been intimate with you in that way if I was who I used to be." Dimitri said harshly pulling back a little. I grab his face and snuggle closer into him staring him straight in the eye.
"So maybe you're a little more on the rough side and a little more animal like. I can't say I was complaining, the sex was exhilarating! And when you look me in the eyes I still see you." I whisper softly looking from his eyes to his lips and I kiss him softly and he slowly responds. I pull away shortly and smile at him and snuggle closer into him loving every moment. "Stay with me awhile?" I ask not knowing exactly what to expect. He's silent for a moment and then kisses the top of my head and he runs his fingers through my hair.
"I need to feed Rose, I haven't yet since I've awaken and the intimacy awakens my hunger even more." He says hesitantly as if ashamed. I look up at him and smile sadly.
"It's okay, I understand." I whisper softly back at him. He kisses me again briefly and gets up to change. After he buckles up his jeans he comes back towards me and sits beside me on my bed.
"I can't believe I'm saying this or what I have done, but I'll be back tomorrow night to see you, we'll….talk, figure this out I guess… Do some research on a different kind of strigoi?" He asks as if scared I might reject him. I smile and hug him to my still sweaty body.
"You're still the one who can think straight in a weird situation, sounds good." I joke feeling relieved towards all the events that had happened this night. He kisses me on the head one last time and before I blink he is gone and the wind is making the curtains move. With a smile I stand up and put my pajamas on again and walk to close the doors. I get back into bed and with a small smile I fall to sleep quickly exhausted from the whole day.
A/N SOOOO??? What did you think?? I hope it was good really it's been so long since I have written anything so I'm quite self conscious but please review even if it is hurtful!!
Sorry if the sex offended anyone, but I did give fair warning! Thanks go out to Dimitri's-babe for reviewing!! You inspired me to finish writing a chapter today while at work!!
