A/N: OMG I AM SO SORRY TO YOU GUYS. I HAVE NO BETTER EXCUSE AS TO WHY IT TOOK SO LONG OTHER THAN I AM THE LAZIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW. BUT I FELT THE MOTIVATION TONIGHT SO I AM CONTINUING MY STORY. ANYWAY ONWARD AND UPWARD I HOPE YOU ENJOY! ( OH AND THANK YOU GUYS WHO REVIEWED LOVE YA!)

BPOV

I reached into the glove box very hesitantly and pulled out the evelope and I automatically knew what it was and burt out into tears. I thought this could never happen to me or anybody who I knew but I guess I thought wrong.

"What are you going to do?" I asked him as I looked up to him.

"I have no idea. I leave in 2 weeks for my physical and then who knows when I will be leaving and when I will be back." Max said very quietly.

We just sat there for awhile hugging each other. I definitely was looking forward to the weeks ahead.

EPOV

I got home from the ship yard and I was not looking forward to talking to my mom about leaving I know she was going to cry and try to make me stay but what can she do I am eighteen and have made up my mind. I know it will break her heart but it will break mine if I don't know my father. Besides I have enough money saved to pay for all of it so I didn't have to burden my mother.

"Is that you Eddie?" asked my mother, Esme.

"yes" I replied, I hated it when she called me Eddie and she knew it too.

But my mother was so sweet I couldn't help but smile when I saw here she had my dinner all ready for me on the table. This was going to be a lot harder than I thought to do.

"Hey ma", I said after finishing up my supper." Can I talk to you about something?!"

"Yes what is it dear?" she answered walking into the room with her favorite duster.

"I am going away for awhile do you think that would be ok?" I asked her very hesitantly.

"well where are you going?" Mom said back.

"Um to finally meet Pa?" I said questioningly looking up at her with my best puppy dog look.

"You mean to America! And wipe that look off your face you are too old for that." She slightly shouted back at me.

"well what is so wrong with that you knew your father didn't you?"

No reply.

"right so I think I should have to right to know my own father too. So please mother I am begging you, and I don't normally beg you know me." I was practically on my knees saying this to her.

She looked down at my and I knew I had won "well I guess you can but how long do you plan on staying so far away from me?"

"it will only be for a couple of months I promise mom." I sold the deal to her and she kissed my cheek and told me to go chop up some more firewood. I happily went out to chop up wood for her so she wouldn't have to do this while I am gone.

A/N: AGAIN I AM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT, AND I HOPE THIS CHAPTER WAS WORTH WHILE EVEN THOUGH IT IS KINDA SHORT, BUT BABY STEPS RIGHT? I PROMISE YOU GUYS A LONGER CHAPTER NEXT TIME. I LOVE AND I HOPE I GET MORE REVIEWS THIS TIME CAUSE IF I DO I WILL GO OUTSIDE AND DANCE AROUND IN THE SNOW. (EVEN THOUGH I HATE THE SNOW.) ANYWAY SEE YOU GUYS NEXT TIME

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