"Morgan, I love you," he whispered in Morgan's ear.

"Spence, I love you, too," Morgan said. "But that doesn't mean we can't take it slow."

"Morgan, please make love to me," Lex said. "No one's ever before."

Morgan stood up. Lex realized immediately that was the wrong thing to say. "That's all the more reason to wait, Reid. I mean, I just wouldn't feel right."

Lex started to cry.

"Spence," Morgan said. "Don't cry. It's not that I don't like you…"

Lex had himself all worked up. There were tears streaming down his face and he even managed to work in a few sobs. "Well then what's wrong with me? Am I really that ugly?"

"Reid!" Morgan said. "You know that's not it. I mean, it's just I'm me, and you're you!"

Lex wiped at his face with the sleeve of his cardigan. "Meaning I'm not loveable."

"You're plenty loveable, Spencer," Morgan said. He was stumbling over his words. Lex was sure he was going to have his way. After all, he was so much smarter than Morgan was.

"But not fuckable," Lex said.

Morgan sat down on the couch, defeated. "That's not what I meant."

"Morgan, please…" Lex whispered moving his hand up Morgan's thigh. "I've waited so long."

Morgan looked at him with sad puppy dog eyes. "Are you sure that's what you want?"

"More than anything," Lex said and then kissed Morgan's ear.

"Okay…" Morgan said. He leaned over nervously to kiss Reid again. Morgan was awkward, but that was okay. Lex was good enough for the both of them.

Then Lex was guiding Morgan by the hand to the bedroom. Morgan was really almost as nervous and shy as Spencer was. They would be perfect together. Lex took off Morgan's shirt and stared appreciatively at Morgan's abs. This was going to be fun.

He stripped off his own shirt and then Morgan was kissing him again, more passionately now. His hands were groping all over Lex's body. Lex tugged at Morgan's zipper. He pulled Morgan's pants down and laughed.

"Hey, you're not supposed to laugh," Morgan said, punishing him with a gentle slap on the ass.

Soon they were both fully naked and Morgan was lying on top of him on the bed. They were both hard now and Morgan's lips made their way all around Reid's small frame.

Lex sat up a bit and reached into the nightstand for lube. Morgan raised an eyebrow. "I've never done this before," he mimicked.

"I have it just in case," Lex said. But he knew it didn't matter. Morgan wasn't going to back out now. He spread Lex's legs and applied lube to his entrance. Lex moaned a little for show.

When Morgan was inside him, Lex started to think maybe he liked Morgan. He really had a very good body. But did he know how to use it?

At first Morgan went slow and that bored Lex who thrusted harder and faster. When Morgan saw he could take it, he got a little rough. That was when Lex started to enjoy himself. He made sexy noises to encourage Morgan. He dug his fingernails into Morgan's back.

Then Morgan's mouth was back on his and the sensations washed all over Lex's body. And then…

Well, that was brief, Lex thought. He pouted.

Morgan stayed for a minute just lying on top of him breathing heavily. Then he kissed Reid, first his lips then his neck, his chest, his stomach…

Now for the good part. Morgan took Lex in his mouth somewhat awkwardly and started to suck. At first it was all lip action, and then there was tongue too. Lex laid back and relaxed. He let the good feelings rush over him, and he trembled as he came.

Then Morgan was lying down next to him, still breathing hard. "I've never done that before," he admitted.

Lex gave him a quick peck on the lips. He was really rather fond of the man. Maybe he would keep him all for himself. "So you've never tasted sperm before?" Lex teased.

"Well, just my own… you know second hand," Morgan said.

"Well who hasn't?" Lex said.

"You're more experienced then you let on," Morgan accused.

Lex kissed him to shut him up. "Good night."

"Good night," Morgan said, cuddling up next to Lex and putting his arm around his waist.


Spencer felt betrayed and violated, very literally. The whole time Lex put on his performance Spencer had been there, unable to act, unable to do speak. Lex could almost always overpower him if he felt the desire to, but this was different. Sure Lex had made Spencer sleep with lots of men, but this was different. Morgan was Spencer's. At least he was one of the few people Spencer had ever actually expressed an interest in.

When he woke up the next morning, he was able to take control of his body again. Of course he could. Lex had done his job just fine.

Spencer awoke naked in Morgan's arms. He pulled away trying not to wake up Morgan up. He pulled on his boxers and his cardigan and got out of the bedroom as fast as he could. He sat on the couch and buried his face in his hands and cried.

It wasn't long before Morgan woke up. He entered the living room wearing nothing but his boxers. When he saw Spencer crying he quickly walked over. "Spencer? What's wrong? Did I do something?"

"I don't want to talk!" Spencer said. There was no way this could be repaired. Lex had easily severed the friendship that was most important to him.

Morgan sat down next to him on the couch. "I'll wait."

"Wait for what?" Spencer asked angrily.

"Until you want to talk," Morgan said.

Spencer sniffled and wiped his face. Part of him really wanted to talk to Morgan. To confide in him the darkest secret he had kept for years. Maybe if he just told him, then they could still be friends? Maybe Morgan could just avoid Lex. But that seemed like way too much to hope for. "It's nothing," he said.

"Spencer, this isn't really fair. You came on to me. You begged me," Morgan said.

"I didn't," Spencer whispered.

"Yes, you did," Morgan said. "I'm not stupid Spencer."

"Morgan…" Spencer said trying to find just the right words to say what he meant. "I'm not just one person. I have dissociative identity disorder."

"That's got to be the stupidest excuse I've ever heard," Morgan said and he went back into the bedroom to get his clothes.

Spencer laid down on the couch and started to cry again. But this time Morgan didn't try to talk to him. He just left.


A/N: I really hope you like this. I had a lot of fun writing it. Please review?