Nicole

I woke the next morning to the sound of JP laughing running up the stairs, I knew he was making his way to our room and I had nothing on but a blanket.

"JP you get right down here right now." Waverly called from the bottom of the stairs.

I sat up and looked at the closed door and slowly made my way to the bathroom and took a shower. I grunted when I stretched It has been a long time since we had sex let alone sex like that, I and I haven't gotten through the thought of the first round that me and Waverly had sex.

"God I need to workout." I say washing up.

We have that large basement that we aren't doing anything with I'm going to get online today and get to ordering workout equipment. I started to wash my hair out and got out the shower, I have to say I have been letting myself go and I need to start looking after what I eat what we all eat.

"That's it we are going to start eating healthy again." I say drying off

I looked down at myself and frown I'm going to have to find a nanny to watch the kids one day once every few months so Waverly and I can go and have pamper days and get ourselves taken care of but for now tonight I will give Waverly a good shaving tonight, Not the most romantic thing but once the kids are down I will take care of her. She can use it and with me having to go away next month I want her to know that I love her and will do anything for her.

Drying off I make my way to the closet and looked for something to put on. I didn't take my time getting dressed I just wanted to see my girls and JP. I enjoyed having alone time with Waverly and we are going to have to make that work but I missed my babies my brain was just to occupied to think about them last night. God Last night was great.

I made my way down stairs and made my way to the living room to see all four of the girls sitting in their bouncy chairs watching JP dance to one of his videos on the big screen tv. Wynonna and Mindy sat watching the tv and Waverly was nowhere to be seen.

"She's in the kitchen." Wynonna said when she saw me looking around.

I went into the kitchen to see Waverly dropping things into the trash.

"Hey baby, do yo noticed that we have nothing healthy in this house any more? We have to start eating healthy again I have gained ten pounds since my last doctors appointment. And before you say anything I was down to my before pregnancy weight the appointment before that." She says dropping a bag of cookies in the trash.

"I was just thinking the same thing while I was in the shower I was going to order a treadmill a weight set and a weight system. I'm going to turn the basement into a workout room, I haven't ran or worked out since I was in the Marines." I say sitting at the island watching her.

She dropped stopped pouring the soda down the drain and sat to bottle on the counter.

"How do you still want me?" She asked

I got up and moved around to her.

"Waverly I love you no matter what you look like I want you to be healthy but it doesn't matter if you're 10 pounds or 1,000 pounds you're my love and nothing is going to change that." I say kissing her.

"Oh god I like being 112lbs thank you if you ever see me getting to an unhealthy weight please put me on a treadmill." She said.

"122 isn't a bad weight we just have to maintain that weight maybe give you those abs that you want." I say

"How much do you weigh?" She asked.

"128 normally But I don't know right now." I say

She lifted my shirt

"Yeah you're getting to be a little piggy your abs are all but gone." She said slapping stomach and laughing

"Come on Let's get this done so we can go shopping." I say laughing

It took less than 30 minutes to get the kitchen cleaned of old food takeout and left over over pizza and old food sweets and junk.

"We have to go shopping like now." I say looking at the empty cabinets and fridge.

"Well let me get dressed while you change the girls and get them ready." Waverly said.

I gave her a kiss and moved to go to the living room but she stopped me.

"I love you."

I turned back and kissed her

"I love you too." I say.

We parted ways and I went into the living room to get the girls ready.

"Mindy can you take the trash and recyclables out I have to get the girls ready to go to the store." I say.

"Store yay!" JP said jumping up and down.

"No JP no junk food we are going to start eating healthy that means no cookies everyday." I say

"Why?" He asked.

"Because if you eat cookies everyday you will start to get fatter then you should at your age and that's not healthy." I say.

"But is fat." He said

"Sometimes people can't help how big they are it's all about genetics and how well you take care of yourself." I say changing Snow and putting on her little winter sweater and pants.

"Ge net ics." He says sitting down and putting on his boots.

"Yep genetics that is the heredity and inherited characteristics of a person." I say putting show in her car seat.

"I don't want that." He says.

"No one does but like I said it is sometimes uncontrollable but you start eating healthy now and playing and running now you will keep that up when you're older and if you do end up being heavy you know how to work it off." I say as I start working on Nico.

"Ok I'm ready." Waverly says walking into the room.

"Mommy I'm going to start playing and running outside a whole lot so I can be healthy." He says to Waverly.

"That's very good you can even play run in the basement to get you work out with me and Mama." She says tying his boots.

I had Snow and Nico dressed and was now running my hands over London and Paris' head.

"Hey stop that they hate having their hair brushed as it is don't muck it up." Wynonna says

I stood and grabbed the seats.

"Ok you can stay if you want we will be cooking dinner tonight so if you two want you can have dinner with us." I say

"Yea we will say I have to be at work in a hour and I don't like Wynonna to run the stove without supervision." Mindy said laughing.

Wynonna poked her in the ribs and that made Mindy laugh harder. I waited until Waverly was done pulling the cover down over Snow and Nico before heading to the door.

JP ran out to the SUV before us and waited for us to get there. Waverly Closed the door after me and we made our way to the SUV.

"It seems like its bigger then your last one." she said.

"It kinda is." I say smiling.

I put Nico in behind Waverly after JP jumped in his booster seat in the back before going around to the driver side and putting Snow in. Waverly got in and looked around.

"Where was this beast when we was driving from Texas?" She asked

"I don't know but I like it." I say climbing in.

I liked the larger SUV it reminded me of the Hummers that we had to drive back in the Marines and that made me feel safer with my family in the car.I started to adjust everything as Waverly turned on the heat to knock of the chill in here. I pulled out and we made or way to the store.

"Mama I know you said no cookies but can I have one for a treat?" JP asked

I looked back at him ,it wouldn't be right to take away all his sweets cold turkey or at all so I looked over at Waverly.

"Ok only as treats and not everyday,we will find you something you can have as a snack each day."She said turning to him.

At that moment I was cut off.

"You son of a bitch!" I yelled.

Waverly turned and looked at me.

"Nicole what did I just say Monday?" She asked

"Sorry but he clearly saw me coming and he just speeds out in front of me."

"No buts don't talk like that in front of the kids, I refuse Nico and Snow's first words be a swear and JP copy's you." She says.

"I'm sorry, JP don't you say that in school or anywhere that's a bad word."I say looking up in the mirror at him.

The rest of the ride he asked questions and Waverly answered them best she could.

"Mommy why does Mama have a pepe like me?"

I dropped the keys on the floor and started to choke on my thing we had just pulled into the parking space. Waverly started to slap me on the back until it came popping out my mouth into my hand. She then took off her seatbelt and turned all the way around.

"John Paul how do you know that?" She asked

He was quiet knowing he was in trouble.

"John Paul answer me." She said.

"I wanted to see Mama really bad so I went back upstairs when you was in the kitchen and she was in the shower and that's when I saw her pepe,I left the room before she sawed me." He said looking down.

My face was red out of endearment but Waverly was just plain anger.

"We are not going to talk about this right now but when we get home you go right up to your room." She said then got out the car.

I got out the car and went around to the back to get the double stroller for Snow and Nico and loaded them in. We quickly made our way out of the cold weather to the store. It was cold inside too so I uncovered Nico and Snow long enough to see if they was still covered under their Winter travel blanket. They seem happy to be sleeping the ride away so I covered them back up to keep as much off the cold off them as I could.

I started after Waverly and JP she had him holding on to the side of the chart as always as she started down one of the grocery aisle.

"Baby you don't like chickpeas do you?" She asked.

"Oh God no I hate them." I say then thinking about how they would make chickpeas In the Marines.

It was horrible.

She started with the can goods then the season anything boxed that meant cereals and anything we may need in that department. She moved on to meats taking a free minutes with thinking about what she could make with each pack.

"Are you going to order the meats this week?" She asked .

"Oh I can do that now that they have my orders saved." I say pulling out my phone.

I watched Waverly walk as I put in our order, I couldn't stop the thoughts from last night from popping into my head. She was so hot and open to everything we did I couldn't. Keep my hands off her ass. Speaking of asses hers in those jeans was killing me, I know she feels self-conscious about her body now that she has had the twins but I assure her everyday that she had nothing to worry about. I looked away from her when she looked at me I had to or I'd get a hard on by the way she was looking at me with those dark eyes. I know they are a dark green now because she's angry but when we make love they are always dark.

"Nicole you ok?"

"Yep never better." I say voice going up an octave.

She turned the chart around and pushed it up beside me.

"Stop thinking about last night you don't want to have any issues." She said with her hands on my chest.

She leaned up on her toes and gave me a kiss before moving on.

We went through the freezer section before going to the fresh fruits and vegetables. She picked up a boat load of that before we went to check out.

We spent over 400$ this time with the two charts of food. I put the girls in the SUV then the stroller in the back before Waverly started to pack the back. I don't know how she did it but she got them all in there nice and neat. She made sure the eggs and bread was on the floor under Nico before leaving me to take care of the charts.

I got back in the car and let out a sigh I was tired and embarrassed and just wanted to go home and hide in my office. But I knew someone was going to has to talk to JP about what was going on and I knew it was going to be me, I didn't want to do it.

"JP I will talk to you about what to did and answer whatever questions you have when we get home." Waverly said looking at him.

He shook his head and she turned around and put her seatbelt on.

"I have to make a stop at the P.O. Box I'm waiting on a few things and they sent me a text saying they were here." I say starting the SUV.

The P.O. box was in a completely different direction from where we was going to do but I had to pick up Waverly's wedding ring and her necklaces. I planned to give her the necklaces to night as a just because gift and the wedding rings was one for Mindy to give Wynonna and the other was Waverly's wedding ring that was made out of the 57 million dollar diamond. It was the whole thing cut down to fit around the ring and one big diamond inset into the ring like the rest of the diamonds.

The other gift was a large S and N made out of pressed metal to go over Snow and Nico's bed just like the one JP had in his room.

Waverly busted out laughing and I looked at her.

"You ok?" I asked

"Yea Wynonna just texted to tell me that the Jehovah's Witnesses was harassing her and she just had to slam the door in there face." She said

"It is a Saturday." I say looking down at the clock.

I had 15 minutes before UPS store closed so I switched over to the open lane and started to go a little faster.

"Slow down you don't have to rush." Waverly said.

"I kinda do I now have 10 minutes to get there before they close for the week and they don't have a safe and I have something very expensive in the mail that I have to get."I say turning into the parking lot.

"Be back." I say getting out the car

I went into the store And waited in line.

"Haught here are your things."

I turned around to see another newer desk and I walked over and I was handed a clipboard to sign.

"What you have in there?" Jacob asked.

"The large one is a gift for my twins and the smaller one are gifts for my fiance and her sister.." I say ripping the label off the smaller box so Waverly couldn't see where the smaller box came from.

I picked up the boxes and the pressed metal was heavier than I though put I made my way out the store without any issue. I hit the button to open the back and over to the back. It took me a minute to put it in in a way that it wouldn't crush anything then I closed the back. I got in the car and handed Waverly the smaller box and smiled when she looked around the box trying to find out what it is.

"What is this?" She asked

"I'm not telling you it's a surprise." I say

She put the box in her lap and we started to make our way to the house at a normal speed. When we finally go home I hit the button for the garage and backed into the heated garage, the wind started to pick up and i didn't want to take the girls out in that It was bad enough that London and Paris had to go out in this when I walked Wynonna home.

Everyone out out and I took the girls in the house and sat them down in front of Paris and London and they started to babble. I turned around and saw JP going up the stairs and I let out a sigh. I went back out to the car to get the heavy sign and the smaller box and took into my office.

"Waverly I'm going to go and talk to JP, This is something That I have to do." I say

"You sure?" She asked

"Yea I'm sure." I say giving her a kiss.

Wynonna looked at us with a strange look.

"What's going on why did JP look so down?" She asked

"I'll tell you in a minute." Waverly said

I walked through the house to the stairs wondering what the hell I was going to tell JP. If he's the loving understanding little boy that we are raising him to be then he will try to understand and have questions that I will try my best to answer.

I found myself outside his room door looking in at him sitting on the side of his bed holding his Black Widow action figure.

"JP can I come in?" I ask

He looked up and shook his head and I walked in and sat next to him on the bed.

"You know that you're not supposed to come in mommy and I's room without asking first just like we do you right." I say

"Yes Mama."

"That's why you're in trouble you never go into someone's private space without asking. Understand."

"Yes."

I took a deep breath."

"Now about what you saw that was very private and you shouldn't have seen that but I will answer any questions you may have." I say.

He was quiet for a moment and then he looked at me.

"Why do you have a peepee?" He asked

"Well I was born with it the doctors and everyone that I was a little boy but When I grew up I started looking like a girl and I had a chest like I do now and that's how I lived as a girl because I feel like a girl." I say.

" Couldn't they have fixed it so you was without a peepee?" He asked

"No something like that cost a lot of money and I didn't grow up with the money I have now, and By the time I did have the money I was use to having one and it didn't bother me." I say sofly so he wouldn't think he is doing anything wrong by asking that.

"So you will have it forever?"

"Yep." I say.

"Is that how Mommy had Nico and Snow?" He asked

I looked at him like I was slapped.

"What makes you ask that?" I ask

"Tommy Jonson in my class said that when a man and woman sleep in the same the bed they have babies, Is Mommy going to have more babies?" He said

"I blinked at him I did not want to have this talk with him and I really didn't want to talk about it now but it was going to happen.

"Yes at some point we want to have another baby hopefully a boy. But you have to understand that it doesn't work that way and one day I will tell you about that." I say standing up.

"OK."

"Now you're still on punishment but now you know and understand what you did wrong right?" I ask.

"Yes Mama." He said as I made my way to the door.

"I love you mama." He added

"I love you too JP." I say smiling and leaving the room.