Masochist: hello, I am pleased to say I've gotten one review…well actually like three or four but anyway guess that that means…………yes those who read it will get to read the entire story. Also, hide and seek, which is by sadist will be out tomorrow it's a two-shot, sasu/naru. Ok also in…..well that should be it for now so please ejoy the next chapter. And I am currently working on the title…..since I kind of wrote prologue as the title, if anyone has any ideas for a title I'd really appreciate it.
Summary/Warning: ok not to much bad in here, just some foul language….a kiss or two, but nothing too bad. Let's see there's also some small fluff then major angst, a minor pairing of naru/hina and kiba/hina but main pairing is still sasu/naru. I can't think of a summary….just that it is a continuation of the last chapter, but to put it bluntly it's ust another story about their relationship.
Disclaimer: once again I do not own it, this really should be obvious people. And the song is also not mine, it's MCR's 'ghost of you', once again if you hven't heard it you should try and listen to it.
Extra: this means song
Chapter one:
To say naruto was not in a good mood would be an understatement because Naruto Uzumaki was pissed; well actually he went beyond any form of the word and was ready to tear off someone's head that someone being sasuke uchiha. Why? Because the bastard just didn't know how to disappear.
To say sasuke was happy would be an understatement because the boy was very pleased, well actually he went beyond any form of the word and was actually fighting a smile. Why? Because sasuke uchiha had succeeded in getting naruto to remember him, to acknowledge him and even if the boy was pissed to the point where even sasuke was scared, well that was ok to because anything was better than nothing.
I never, said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
Naruto fumed silently, how dare that….fuck I swear one day I'm gonna kill him…..
*no you're not kit and you know it*
Yeah maybe not but that doesn't give him a right to come into my life and fuck it up
*kit you're the one who tries to forget him you know how he is*
Well I never said I'd allow him back, and I never said I'd wait for him
Kyubii didn't answer, naruto sighed why did this always happen one minute his life would b e normal or starting to at least and then something would happen and he'd be in turmoil again. But what he really couldn't understand is why sasuke bothered to come back, because for years he'd avoided naruto, attempting to kill him, then he'd appear again naruto would try to bring him back….it had been a never ending cycle, then he'd been forced into house arrest for almost a year now and sasuke had plagued his dreams and subconscious until naruto realized sasuke was never coming back for him, ever. So he'd bought a different house, changed his clothing style, his last name, and hid himself from any part of his life that held sasuke in it, which included getting a girlfriend, and only doing missions that were lose to konoha. Being lost in his thoughts he ran into someone
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
"gomen I wasn't paying attention" he said rubbing the back of his head nervously, then looked up to see who it was
"it's ok" sakura said with a small smile, naruto winced he had been avoided sakura since his house arrest
"gomen" he said again before he began to walk away, sakura watched his back before grabbing his arm
"naruto, wait"
"well I can't go since your holding me" he said without turning, sakura flinched
"naruto, please I did it so you could be happy again….I was tired of seeing you…god naruto you were so sad, and broken, I mean you always followed him when we were little, I knew I wasn't stupid, but he going to kill you one day, whether physically or mentally I'm not sure, I just didn't want to see you that way" naruto turned his face blank
"what makes you think I'm better now? What makes you think that I wasn't trying to die?" naruto took a breath "maybe I wanted the person who would kill me to be sasuke"
"don't say that" sakura whispered grip tightening, naruto shook his head and gently pulled away
"sakura you've changed in some ways but not at all in others" he walked away, ignoring the fact that he could her sakura sobbing quietly
*kit that was a little cold don't you think?*
I know, but I can't be around her…especially after last night
*eventually you're going to have to face this*
I'm going to hold off for as long as possible though
Once again kyubii was silent, naruto ran his fingers through his hair, yeah he knew he had been a bit cold but sakura…she reminded him of team seven, and team seven reminded him of sasuke and that was not good. Naruto walked towards the hyuga compound, he had a date with hinata today, a date he couldn't ignore just because a certain teme had decided to screw with his mind, he took a deep breath and walked up to the door
"hey—" he cut off as he seen it was neji
"…"
"so…is hinata ready?" neji glared at him
"no"
"oh……so can I come in and wait" neji snorted
"for as much as I'd prefer not to hinata would be…annoyed if I didn't" he moved out of the way, naruto stepped past
"neji—" he was cut off
"I don't want to hear it, but if you hurt her I will personally dismember you" with that said neji walked away briskly, naruto stared at his back and sighed, he would eventually have to stop hiding behind false feelings for hinata before it did go too far. Said girl ran in the room
"sorry for making you wait naruto-kun" she said sounding a bit breathless, he shrugged and smiled
"I wasn't here that long" he said pecking her on the lips and wincing a little as sasuke popped into his head, he grabbed her hand tightly. He was with hinata not the bastard.
"ready then?"
"hai" she whispered naruto pulled them out the door, overly bright smile on his face completely unaware of the way hinata frowned at his back………………………..
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
Ok now his elation was gone and he wanted to break a certain black haired girl's neck, how dare she touch his naruto, he was his dammit! He followed from a distance watching the thing play out frowning it was obvious naruto wasn't really happy, it was also obvious that hinata knew why that and naruto babbled constantly about how great the fair would be but his eyes were elsewhere. Sasuke noted how hinata smiled and nodded in the right places but wasn't actually listening either, she was watching him to try and figure something out and after a while it seem like she came to a decision.
"naruto" she said firmly stopping forcing naruto to stop as well, he feigned curiosity, though was slightly relieved
"you…naruto I really do like you" she said and kissed him hard then pulled back, now naruto really was curious, what was she doing?
"naruto, I know you don't really like me" he tried to interrupt but she held up a hand
"maybe once you could have, but sasuke stole any chance of that…I know you still l care about him" she smiled ruefully and sadly "it's always written on your face, you try so hard to forget, you even ignore your friends that remind you of him, you try so hard but it's not working" she finished a bit harshly pulling her hand away
"you only love him naruto and I don't know that he loves you back, but I do know he's killing you and I do know being with me is also killing you, so naruto I think this should stop, now. Before we force ourselves into something that isn't, I love you but" she hugged him then back away "but I know you don't love me, so I want you to leave….and to go find him or something, even if people get mad…..for everything you've done for everyone you deserve to be very selfish" she backed away some more as naruto reached for her
"you should go home naruto" then she turned and fled, he stared after him in shock for a few moments trying to process what happened, then he smiled sadly
"I'm sorry" he whispered not just to hinata but to everyone even though they couldn't hear he turned to leave and found he was face to face with none other than the cause of his problems
"what do you want sasuke?" sasuke just stared, naruto face darkened and he punched him, hard, sasuke stood wiping blood from his mouth
"guess I deserved that" he said calmly naruto hit him four more times, sasuke stood wincing
"not sure about that last one though" naruto just crossed his arms
"I should turn you in"
"…" Naruto sighed and turned to walk away but was held back by sasuke arms around him
"why would you try so hard to forget me?"
"why the fuck did you come back?" naruto snapped in reply, masking all pain and urge to kiss sasuke with hate
"just leave sasuke, before someone catches you"
"and why would you care dobe?"
"I don't" naruto said and struggled a little but sasuke had no problems with staying this way for the rest of the night, so naruto stopped struggling with a sigh
"leave me alone"
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
"no" sasuke replied simply spinning the blonde in his arms, he kissed him, naruto eyes flew open, a very large part of him wanted to kiss back and not care if sasuke left, but another part wanted to kick in the stomach and turn him in to be spiteful; naruto was still struggling with these when sasuke tongue somehow enter his mouth, and all naruto's trying to forget, anger, pain, and common sense went out the window and he kissed back eagerly pressing closer to sasuke it felt familiar and safe, sasuke holding him, kissing him, being near him……and that's what made him push away, he waited for sasuke to do something, anything…maybe even say he was staying this time; naruto held his breath, trying to squish all hope, he knew sasuke was going to leave but his mind and heart screamed for him to believe the teme would stay that's why he was back, sasuke stared hard at naruto
"don't try to forget, dobe" sasuke kissed the blonde lightly, naruto's eyes began to burn "I won't let you"
"like I can with always here teme" naruto tried to make it sound bitter, but he couldn't, not really, he took a deep breath and asked the question that had been plaguing him all day
"sasuke why did you come back?"
"I have business" naruto flinched as sasuke continued "I still need to sever all ties, to do that I need you gone, since I can't seem to kill you physically I have found there are more ways than one to kill someone."
"oh…" naruto mentally cursed himself, all he could say was oh?!
"since you seem to…be attracted to me I figured it would be best if I made you die emotionally" sasuke watched naruto carefully, gauging his reaction "take it as mercy dobe, I let you live"
"mercy…?" naruto questioned, he couldn't think right, so did this mean everything before, before he decided to leave had been fake? "I…why…then why would you……before you………………" naruto trailed off, he couldn't get his head to make sense
"dobe I need you to die, one way or another or I can't defeat itachi" sasuke stared dispassionately at naruto and leaned in whispering quietly
"naruto you love me correct?" sasuke asked naruto nodded
"then die for me dobe" naruto logical half screamed for him to get a hold of himself, but the other half was already willing to comply
"are you going to die for me naruto?" sasuke asked calmly, naruto was crying now….what the hell?! One minute it looked like sasuke was going to come back or at least see him, but…….all this, it was all in his head, sasuke had never cared naruto closed his eyes and took a deep breath backing away
"ok" he whispered and pulled out a kunai, he placed it in sasuke's hand and guided it to his throat, naruto face was blank, devoid of anything but tears still poured down his face. Sasuke said nothing only allowed naruto to place the kunai on his throat, naruto pressed in lightly, then shook his head, he moved it lower, at his heart. The one he wished he didn't have.
If I ever fall
If I ever fall
Down
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
*kit what are you doing?! Stop*
Kyubii…..I just want it to stop
*don't die over him kit, I know your stronger than that*
Maybe, but I'm tired of being hurt hinata's right I need to be selfish
*naruto--* naruto blocked out kyubii's shouting and raised their joined hands, he stared right at sasuke and smiled, he leaned forward and kissed him hard while stabbing himself
"NARUTO!!!"
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I...
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
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Masochist:……….well I hope I kept your attention, I re-read it like five times……..sometimes it seemed good paced others it seemed very rushed, please tell me what you thought!! Oh and this is my first cliffhanger, yeah it's not that good but we all have to start somewhere!! (makes idiotic pose) anyway I thought I should warn you all that although I am writing this story because plots attack me while I sleep…….well I actually have no idea where I'm going with this all I really know is it will be sven chapters long…yep I really should have thought more into it, but oh well. Onto other things, the next chapter will be out on the 14th or at least that's what I'm hoping, if not it will be out on the 17th. So anyway, please look out for the next chapter which should have interesting things happen……….as soon as I figure out what (sighs) writing is enjoyable, but I am really nervous about catching writers block…………well anyway, for those of you who read thank you and enjoy!
Ja Ne
P.S. forgive me for spelling and grammar errors, I have sadist re-read…..but she can't catch everything and I'm looking for a beta, anyone know someone who would beta mine?
