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Ch. 2
I slowly made my way to mu room. Thankfully Alice was done with my closet and had retreated to her room for the night. I smiled to me self as I opened the door and closed it behind me. I rested my back against the door thinking about …him. I missed him already. Why couldn't he "see" me? All I wanted was for Jacob to notice me, maybe even ask me out. I bit my lip deciding what I was going to do before I went to bed. I sighed walking to the bathroom and locking it behind me and starting the shower. The small escape into the hot water would be a blessing. This was the time of day that she didn't have to worry about anything. She didn't have to worry about Jacob, her father, and anything else that might want to keep her from being the woman she knew she truly was. I looked at my self in the mirror, running my hands through my semi long dark hair. (Yes she has dark hair; it's my story right?) I slipped off my cloths quickly and eased my self into the shower. The hot water burned at my skin, but I liked it. The water reminded me of Jacobs touch, His hand so warm against mine. Touching me in placed no one has ever touched me. I ran my hand down my tight stomach as I thought about Jacob. The water running down my body leaving a clamming tingle down my body resting in the fire pit that started between my legs. I let out a small gasp as I thought about what I wanted Jacob to do to me. My eyes quickly opened when I forgot my father was still in the house. I could hear a small growl from down stairs warning me to changer my thoughts.
"Fuck!" I gasped knowing that he had just heard everything.
The growl started up again after I cursed. My parents didn't like me using that kind of language around them. I grimaced and yelled back "Sorry!"
I quickly turned off the water and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around my body. My towel barely stopped above me knees. As I walked out I noticed my window open. I was confused as I walked over to it and closed it. I didn't need the cold air getting in while the heat was on in my room. I turned around and my jaw dropped. There lying on my bed was Jacob wearing nothing but his shorts. I looked at him; he was staring at me with his jaw dropped. I looked at him confused.
"Jacob…what are you doing here" I asked out of breath. He looked up at me and smiled nervously and readjusted his pants. Did he have an…erection? I was dumbfounded but soon came to realize that I was still in a towel. I looked down at my self and blushed huge turning my checks scarlet red and tried to run into my closet. Before I could reach the door to my closet Jacobs hand pushed the door closed as he looked me over. I blushed again. Why was he staring at me like that? He grabbed my hand and pulled me to him roughly. I was caught off guard as his hands lipped to my waist. I could feel the heat coming from his large palms as the rested on my hips holding on tightly. It slightly hurt but I dint care at the moment. I looked up at him and took my chances.
"Jacob what are you doing in my room" I said softly as he leaned me against the door of my closet.
"I...I… wanted to say goodnight" he said his eyes not leaving my legs, his voice rough and husky.
"Well good night" I said suddenly trying to move but his hands kept me in place. I blushed feeling the familiar fire build up between my thighs. My father was long gone now and he couldn't hear anything that came from my mind. Which made me smile. Jacob continued to look at me and before I could say another word he crashed his lips onto mine, pushing our bodied together and lifting me up against my closet door. My lips worked with his and my body melting into place as he roughly ran his hands all over my body. I shut my eyes and a moan released from my lips when he kissed down my neck. I wrapped my legs around his waist and grinded my body against his as he growled in pleasure.
"oh Jacob I have waited so long for this!" I confessed in his ear.
That's when he suddenly stopped and dropped me. I hit the floor hard and rushed to grab my towel as it loosened around by breast. I clutched it there as I looked up at him confused. He put his hand out to help me up. I got up and tried to kiss him again but he back away from me. The hurt was now visible on my face and this caused his face to show pain.
"Im sorry I cant" he said huskily as she kept backing away.
"Why not Jacob?" I pleaded as I took a step forward.
He lifted his hands to stop me in my tracks and I did. I could see his eyes still roaming my body but this time I wasn't flattered. I made a disgusted face and he saw it. Jacob looked at me and ran his hands through his hair sighing hugely. I forced my tears away when I felt them coming. I was good at that. He seemed to want to be somewhere else at the moment so I thought should snap him out of his thoughts. I quickly walked up to im sand pressed my hands on his hot chest. Standing on my tippy toes and pressing my lips to him softly. He kissed me back this time, probably being caught off guard. His hands slipped up my back sending waves of heat through my whole body, wishing he wouldn't ever stop. He hands grabbed at him arms, I thought he wanted more but I was wrong. He shoved me back a couple of steppes, I almost feel. He was a bit angry now. And so was I. I glared at him through my new tears.
"Jacob black what the hell is going on with you, I thought you wanted this" I angrily whispered to him, trying to keep my self from screaming, in a house full of vampires.
"I do…I mean…no I don't …not now" He said trying to fight back his own tears. He took one good look at my face and pain was stricken on his face.
I have had enough of his games, how could he not see that I loved him so much, that I wanted to be his forever. I looked down at my shaking hands and quickly opened the window.
"get out" I hissed, A small growl seeping through my teeth.
"Ness, Please…." He pleaded. Taking a step toward me.
"leave now Jacob, and don't come back till you've made up your mind" I said with tears in my eyes. "I cant be friends anymore, I want more…"
He took one long look at me and than rushed right through the window. I slammed it closed and locked it. I slowly made y way to the closet as tears were still running down my face, pulling out a pair of black sweat pants and a long sleeve white T. I dressed quickly and tided my hair up in a ponytail. I couldn't stop the tears from escaping my eyes. I sat on the floor of my closet leaned up against the shoe rack for 20 minutes before I heard a knock at the door. I looked up and sighed, getting to my feet to answer the door. Opening it I saw my aunts lovely long blonde hair and I smiled slighting, not trying to hide my tears because the whole house already knew what had happened. She gave me a knowing face and I rushing into her cold hard arms.
"He doesn't want me" I sobbed into her arms. I didn't know that for sure but I was always thinking with the worst-case scenario.
Rosalie patted my slightly damp hair and cooed me to clam down. I looked up at her and said nothing. The himages rushed to her mind showing what just happned. She stepped back a bit and put the pieces together. She shook her head furiously.
"That stupid dog thinks he can just play with you feelings." She yelled walking toward the window and looking out seeing the path he had run on.
"Rosalie no!" I said running after her. "That will only make things worse".
She sighed and looked at my child like face and shook her head. I knew what she was thinking and I smiled. She wouldn't hurt him…tonight. I walked her back to the door and smiled trying to make the best of my situation. She gave me one last huge and a kiss on the forehead and slowly walked a way to her room. Im sure she would tell Emmett everything. I could hair a small growl come from him as she told him every thing. I shook my head and closed the door quietly and got into my bed. I needed a good night sleep , I would deal with everything in the morning.
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