Hey guys, so I'm sorry the first chapter was really short, but this one is going to be better like I said this is my first story that I'm writing…so please please please give me your feedback!

So part of this chapter is from Nate's point of view, so hope you like it.

Disclaimer- I do not own gossip girl

-Briana

I had just finished getting dressed when I heard Blair scream. I rushed out of my room only to find Chuck tickling Blair in what looked like a very intimate moment.

I was amazed at how they have gone through so much, but they always forgive one another.

Blair and Serena were in Paris when I got the news and called them.

I can still remember the whole conversation…

"Bonjour Nate, to what do I owe this call for?" She paused, "And no Serena will not take you back!" She continued laughing.

"Blair…I have to tell you something important."

"Well what is it Nathaniel, I don't have all day."

"It's about Chuck.." You could immediately hear the change in her tone now.

"I don't want to know anything about Chuck!" She snapped at me, and it was obvious you could still hear the betrayal in her voice. I didn't know what Chuck did to cause it, he would never tell me.

"Blair listen, Chuck was mugged and…was shot in Prague." Those words were difficult for me to say, I couldn't imagine how they must've been for Blair to hear.

There was an immediate silence, all you heard was Serena's voice asking Blair what happened.

"Blair?" I could faintly hear sobs rippling out from her chest.

"Nate I will be in New York in nine hours, don't go anywhere without me."

She got home, and then minutes later we left to Prague. At the hospital Blair was a mess, she kept thinking it was her fault. She promised herself that if he was okay that she would spend the rest of her life with him, and she has since.

"Nathaniel." Chuck greeted me with a big grin on his face, he then turned back and tried to continue tickling Blair. But her phone rang so she walked over to the table and opened it up. Only three words came from her mouth.

"That little bitch." Blair turned and said her goodbyes, then stormed out of the apartment.

Moments later both mine and Chuck's phone started ringing. I flipped open my phone, could this be true? I opened my mouth to speak, but barely managed to get a few words out.

"Jenny. She's back."

"Nathaniel, there's something I need to tell you." I looked up at Chuck, he had remorse spread all across his face.

It seemed like it took forever for the elevator doors to open, but eventually they did. When those two doors opened they revealed an empty apartment.

"Hello?" No one answered. Where could they all be? Its nearly six, and they are usually all home by now.

I could feel my throat getting dry from being nervous, so I walked over to the kitchen and pored myself a glass of water. I set down my water and made my way up the stairs, well my room still looks the same at least. I set my bags down near the vanity mirror, I practically threw myself onto the bed. Oh my bed, I've missed you so much! I sat up and walked over to the mirror, I stopped in front to analyze myself. I had changed in some ways, I had trimmed my hair in Hudson. It was still long, but not nearly as long as it was before. Also instead of the black eye shadow, I started using more golds and browns trying to bring out my natural features. I seemed to also be staying clear of the red lipstick, gravitating more towards the pink and brown lip gloss's. I think I look better, not so trashy. Although my style of fashion was still the same, and for this I was grateful.

Just then I heard the elevator doors open, everyone must be home now. I slipped back on my heels, and ran out of my room. When I was almost halfway down the stairs when I looked up to see a pair of glass blue eyes peering at me.

"Nate." I was stunned I didn't think he would come, I didn't think he wanted to talk to me at all.

"So I guess it's true." His voice was cold, I didn't blame him. I had done so much last year, I had hurt him. I was probably still hurting him.

I continued making my way down the rest of the stairs before I answered.

"Yeah I got in a few hours ago.." I trailed off. Why was he here? How could I ever find the words to apologize to him? "Listen Nate I wanted to.."

"No you listen Jenny" I was taken aback by the harshness in his voice when he interrupted me. "you shouldn't have come back. When you left last year, you left everybody broken. You completely destroyed my relationship with Serena, you ruined Blair's relationship with Chuck. You even tried to break Rufus and Lily up." His words rushed out at once, he wasn't talking anymore, he was shouting. "Now that I think about it, you're the reason Chuck got shot."

I was crying now, I couldn't help it. Nate had never yelled at me like this before.

"Nate I-" He shook his head and stopped me from continuing.

"Stop Jenny, I don't even want to hear it." He turned around and went to press the elevator button, the doors opened and he stepped inside.

"You know, the best thing that ever happened to me is when you left." The doors closed, and he was gone.

This was the last thing he said, and it hurt the worst because I knew it was true.