Chapter 2

So here I am in Italy walking up to the castle where the volturi live. I look at it and think is this really what I want? I think back to 3 days ago when I decided to come here. I replay what happened in my head:

So im going to go to Italy to ask to be a vampire. What will Charlie say? I can't tell him that the Cullen's are vampires and that im going to Italy to become one. Oh god im gonna have to fake my death! It's the only way. The volturi will either say yes or no to me being a vampire if they say no then I will just kill my self. That will make Edward guilty or maybe he will just be happy if I die. Either way it doesn't matter. I no Edward hates the volturi so he will be sorry for leaving me when they change me hopefully and then I become one of them. So back to the matter of pretending im dead. What am I gonna do about that? I have an idea I leave Charlie a note saying im sorry I have gone to the beach. I couldn't cope any more he left me. I don't know what to do this is the only way I only hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me I know I won't forgive myself for doing this to you im sorry. It will hurt him I know but he is a cop he can figure out that it's a suicide note. Then I booked a flight and then I went to the beach and put my clothes in a pile there and then went and bought loads of new clothes to take with me. I then put them in a bag and then the next day I put the note on the fridge and went to the airport. And then here I am in voltera. Im scared they will kill me. Well here goes nothing. I walked up to the door and pushed it open. I walked down winding paths for what seemed like forever. I then found think iron gates. I pushed them open and walked into a dark candlelit room. "Bella!" a cheerful voice said "I've been expecting you"