a/n:sorry this chapter was lost in the rewrite and had to redo


Eric, Callen, Nell and Sam look up as she hangs up and could tell something was up, "Hetty?" Eric asked.

"Mr Deeks is undercover and that was his Lt. and he has no way in order to get ahold of Mr. Deeks at the moment all we can do is wait and see."

A doctor in scrubs walks over to them, "I am the doctor that's working on your agent and we are about to take her upstairs to the OR and try to repair the damage the bullet did which is bad but she's young and healthy so she has a good chance of coming out of this well."

"What are her chances, actually?" Nell asked him.

"She has a good chance of making it out of this and making a full recovery."

They watch him walk away and Nell hands Sam and Callen their go-bags, "Knew you would be needing them to change into."

~~NCIS:LA~~

Nell is asleep with her head on Eric's shoulder while of course Sam and Callen pace around the small waiting room and Hetty walks into the waiting room and pass around cups of coffee to the men and a cup of tea to Nell and look around telling that they were all still worried, "Anything new?" She asked them.

Sam shakes his head, "No about to get some," he said and they turn to face the opening door.

The door to the waiting room opens and in walks the same doctor from earlier and by the look on his face they know the news isn't good as he approaches them trying to find a way to break the news to them that she had never made it, "I am sorry but she never made it off the table."

Nell starts crying into his shoulder as Sam and Callen both fight the tears threating to fall because Kensi was a little sister to both of them, "Thank you."

He nods and a nurse walks over joining them, "We have her cleaned up if you would like to say a few things."

A nurse leads them to a room, "Take as long as you like."

Eric is the first one to squeeze her hand, "I am sorry Kensi for this."

Nell too squeezes her hand, "I am sorry and will miss you."

Sam watches them leave the room and kisses her forehead, "I am sorry Kens you will always be my little sister."

Callen stands off to the side as Hetty is next, "I am sorry Ms. Blye that it had to end this way and that Mr. Deeks wasn't here to say his good-byes but he will know soon," she pats her arm before nodding at her senior agent and patting his shoulder. "Take your time both of you."

Callen turns to see Mike Renko who looks like crap walk in, "Renko?"

"Heard the news. You okay?" He asked joining his old friend who looked just as bad as he was feeling at that moment both feeling the lost of a friend who was like a sister to them both and both knew the other was hurting. "G? Were all hurting because she was family to all of us and will be for a long time."

"I don't think any of us will be for a while but you?" The lead against looked his friend over and could see something wrong. "Look like hell."

"I heard and needed to see for myself but need to get right back," he kissed her forehead. "I love you like a sister and always will Kens."

Callen knew how deadly it could have turned out to be for his friend to break his cover but considering that how close the two of them had been since they had been partners when Kensi first was placed on the team and ever since he doesn't blame him. "It wont be the same anymore without you around Kens and don't worry about Deeks. We all will make sure he stays okay and we will make sure he stays safe. I love you like the little sister I never had and always will. Take care."

Once they were all out in the hallway Eric turns to Hetty, "What about Deeks?"

She shakes her head thinking about their detective, "We need to find him and make sure he hears about this from us and not someone else."

The ride to the Mission is quiet in all the cars and once there Hetty is greeted by one of the intelligence analyst, "Director Vance has been waiting for you on video conference."

Vance is on one of the big screens, "I have waited for hours on a briefing about the Sánchez case-"

Hetty interrupts him, "I have been at the hospital with Mr. Callen's team who lost two agents to that very case."

He raises an eyebrow since he was shocked at hearing the news, "How is that?"

"Seems was a shootout and Ms. Blye and her partner were both hit when Mr Callen and Hanna arrived he had died and she made it to the hospital but never off the table."

He sighs running a hand down his face after all he knew how close that team was, "Gibbs and his team are on the next flight. I am sorry."

She kills the feed and turns to Nell and Eric, "Pull up Mr Getz."

Nate appears on the screen a few minutes later, "Hetty, I am actually on way back there."

She nods but shakes her head knowing he had to be told, "When are you flying out?"

He looks at a paper in front of him and back at his friend, "In about 3 hours, why?"

"There was a shooting and Ms Blye and her partner were killed."

He shakes his head and runs a hand through his hair, "I am still in DC and will talk to someone and if can't catch a flight will call you back."

"Director Vance is sending Gibbs and his team here so talk to him and get on that flight. Be careful."