I YOU HAVEN'T READ MY PROLOGUE TO THIS STORY YOU MAY RISK NOT

UNDERSTANDING MUCH, SO I RECOMEND THAT YOU READ THAT ONE FIRST. DARKEST DESIRE!

It's so hot now, I think I'm going to die! The weather I mean. My laptop is dying too. I don't have much more to say except that I love Tsunbaru. He's not my favorite, but I love him~!

Oh, and each brother has their own bathroom. End of story!

Some of the events in the stories happens in every story because it either has to do with every brother, it would have happened even if Mayu wasn't there, it doesn't have with Mayu to do or I just want it to happen with every brother. o

Anywhoo, let us begin with my usual start.

KAZUKA MAYU X SAKAMAKI SUBARU

RATED: T FOR NOW BUT M LATER ON
ENJOY~

To me, the choice was nearly obvious. Subaru (Tsunbaru) was the only one who hadn't completely made a creepy inpression on me. He hadn't attacked me, he had helped me yesterday. Or just a few hours ago. Through the windows, there was a rising sun. It was early in the morning. I had barely gotten any sleep for a whole day now...

Subaru wasn't just fairly kind, but also strong. If I chose him, he could defend me from getting killed or hurt by the other brothers. I had to pick him.

"I'll go with Tsu, I mean, Subaru." I said and pointed at Subaru who was leaning against the white fireplace. That fireplace really looked fancy btw. Seems like he didn't have a seat in the comfy armchairs and couches either.

Ugh, I know your feeling, Tsunbaru.

"AH!? Me!? Tch..." Subaru turned his head towards the stairs on his right. I had a hard time seeing what he did since I sat on the green carpet and since there was a couch between us.

What a lovely reaction Tsunbaru gave me.

"A~ah... That's too bad, Bitch-chan~. We would have had so much fun together... Ufu~." Raito grabbed his fedora and smmirked at me. I felt the chills.

"Tch. Why would you choose that bastard Subaru? Ah, Chibikani!?" Ayato rested his chin on his knuckle and pierced me with his green eyes. I looked away.

"Kh.. How annoying..." And with that said, Subaru began to walk up the stairs that he'd been looking at up until now. I just stared as he walked away until suddenly, he stopped in the middle of the stairs.

"Oi. Why are you being so slow for, idiot!? Are you coming or not?" Subaru shouted from the stairs and sounded really irritated. I blinked a few times.

"Huh?" Surprise must have been written all over my head. I had no idea what he meant. Did he want me to follow him somewhere he could rape me maybe? Nah, Tsunbaru wouldn't do that to me. We're buddies.

"Ah!? Are you stupid or what!?" WHAT IS WITH ALL THESE INSULTS!? "Do you want to sleep? Hurry up or I'll leave you!" Subaru began taking a few more steps. I didn't follow him. I wanted to know what was going on before I follow anyone of these guys.

"I'll just sleep in my own room. I think I remember the way." I didn't want to ruin our beautiful (yes, it's beautiful) friendship so I just tried to sound polite.

"What room if I may ask?" Reiji questioned and tangled his left fingers with his right.

"My room. You know. I slept there for about an hour ago."

"That wasn't and isn't your room. You only happened to borrow it for the remaining of the night. That is all." Reiji closed his eyes as he finished that last sentence. Subaru looked impationed on the stairs.

"That isn't fair!" I tried to convince them that I deserved the room.

"It's already decided. That room isn't used anymore. You were only an exeption."

I gave up. Knowing Reiji's zodiac, I knew that it wasn't any use in trying to discuss anything with him.

"So I'll sleep in Subaru's room? Every night?" I asked. I hoped that it was only for tonight, but my hope was crushed and stepped on when Reiji nodded.

"Oh... Well, wait up then Subaru!" I shouted as I stood up and saw that Subaru was beginning to walk again. He didn't wait.

I ran past all the brothers over the green carpet and up on the stairs. The stairs also had a green carpet on it. This carpet was thinner though. This staircase were narrower than the main stairs in front of the big doors. And unlike them, this made a turn to the left after about ten steps. The main stairs parted into two after what seemed like thirty steps.

After that turn, I only needed to take about ten to twenty more steps of the remaining staircase until I was on second floor. I ran towards the walking Subaru.

I finally catched up to him.

"H-Hey... Puuuuh. I thought I, huh, told you to, haaaah, wait! Haaaaah, Didn't I?" I breathed heavily and grabbed Subaru's shoulder to support my tired body. He was faster than he looked and I was, well... Pretty darn slow and lazy with my short, useless body.

"I told you I'd leave you, didn't I!?" Subaru seemed really pissed off for some reason. Sure, I would have been angry too, but not that angry. If he'd been a girl, I'd thought he was on his period.

"You don't have to scream at me! And besides, I'm here now, aren't I?" I looked to my right where Subaru was walking with a pissed face.

"Tch!" Subaru turned to his right too to face the wall we were walking beside.

Okay... Now what? It's okay, Mayu, you are only fighting. It's nothing to worry about, every friendship comes with arguments and discussions. You'll solve it.

"So... Do you have two beds or will I sleep on the floor? Do we sleep in the same bed, do you sleep on the floor or what? Talk to me!" I nudged his side with my elbow. He didn't like that.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!"

"WAAAAH! I'M SORRY!" I put my hands in front of my face to defent myself, but he didn't hit me. Thank god.

We walked in silence.

Okay, so maybe he's a bit of a special friend. A pretty weird friend... But we can make it work.

"I know that we can make it work!" Oops, I said the last thought out loud...

"Ha!?" Subaru seemed confused. I would have been too.

"W-Well, about my question earlier!" I changed the subject. " Where will I sleep? Will I sleep in your bed?" I looked at him with curiousity all over my face.

"I don't have a bed." Subaru didn't even look at me when he said that. His gaze was focused on the space in front of us. Maybe because he didn't want to see my disappointed face, aaaah, we're such good friends~! But wait, he doesn't have a bed? Who doesn't!?

"Why don't you have a bed? I mean, everybody has a bed!" I protested and waved my arms and hands in the air while doing so. I raised my eyebrows and waited for his explanation.

"I don't need one." He didn't look at me. I felt so invisible, why was I being ignored anyway!?

"Well, where do you sleep? The floor?" That would explain why he was so grumpy all the time. Like the dwarf in Snow White.

"Tch! So many questions, shut up! Annoying!"

"But we're friends~!" I whined and pouted.

"Ha!? No we're not!" Subaru looked away.

"Yes, we are!" I nudged him with my elbow and narrowed my eyes.

"Why the hell do you-"

"Ooooh, is this your room!?" I interrupted as he opened his door. His room didn't have much things nor colours. He had a wooden floor and grey (or white) wallpaper. I counted the objects in his room. It was ten things in total. A desk with a lamp on, a green armchair with a matching small and round table, a grey carpet with a big coffin on, a white fireplace with a mirror over it, white curtains and also a black amp hanging from the ceiling. Wait, did I just say coffin!?

I looked down from the hanging lamp to the floor again. There, indeed, was a coffin lying on the carpet. It looked antique, yet in good condition for its age.

"You sleep there?" I pointed on the coffin and looked at Subaru with doubt over my face.

"Yeah, so what!?" Subaru took the lid off of the coffin. Okay, maybe he is a vampre I thought sarcastically and rolled my eyes. Okay, this is one, weird friend... But many of the friends I have is pretty weird anyway.

"And I'm going to sleep there too?" I leaned in over the coffin while Subaru laid the lid down on the floor. Or more like, he tossed it down on the floor and it hit the floor with a 'bam'.

"Woah! It almost hit me! Why did you throw it against me!?" I threw my hand against my chest in an honest position and spoke loud.

Subaru didn't answer me. He just stepped into the coffin, laid down and closed his eyes in irritation.

"H-Hey... Are you even listening...?" I knew he wasn't. He was irritated, but that wasn't for what I was saying. It was just because I was talking in general.

"I take that as a no... Then, I'll just sleep with you right here then." I got into the coffin. It was a little bit cramped.

"Do you know how tired I am? I've been up for too many hour now, I really need some sleep. The last time I was awake for this long was when I had to do the dishes in the middle of the night. I finally thought that I was going to get some sleep after, but then Nina-chan needed to go out and I had to take her out. Speaking of puppies, my friend is getting one next year. He's one of my best buddies, though he doesn't speak much. He's reeeeaaally smart -I'm so envious of him- and he passes every test with the highest scores. By the way, I need to study. I'm pretty -haha, really- good in maths, history and english, but P.E needs to get better. I really enjoy it. The teacher says that I'm great with the dancing – I really like dancing. Do you kno-"

"SHUT UP ALREADY DAMN IT!" Subaru screamed against his wall of the coffin.

"But-"

"OR ELSE I'LL SHUT IT FOR YOU!"

I looked over my shoulder. The part of Subaru's face that could be seen was red with anger. That settled it, I'm not speaking anymore.

The minutes passed, I believe that Subaru had already fallen asleep at that point, but I still couldn't sleep. Maybe because this was no comfortable place to sleep in (it was pretty darn hard everywhere) and because I was sleeping next to a very scary guy, possibly vampire.

"Hey, Subaru... Are you awake?" I peeped over my shoulder, his face wasn't red anymore. That calmed me down a bit.

"Get out." Was all I could hear him muttering against the coffin's wall.

"Haaah?" I said and turned my ears closer to him. I couldn't have heard right.

"Get. Out. Now." He pushed me a bit with his back, making it even more cramped for me.

"Whyyyyyyy!?" I whimpered as he oushed me even harder making me almost fall over the edge of the coffin, but I fighted for my rights.

"Get out or I'll fucking make you!" Subaru turned to me and scoffed.

"Okay, okay! Geez! And I thought we were friends... Traitor!" I got up and walked away about one meter before I laid down. It was cold on the floor so I moved over to lay on the carpet.

It was freezing.

"I-If I catch a damn cold because of you, t-then you better take care of me!" I said through shattering teeth after laying on the carpet for three minutes. It was so cold, it was late in October after all.

I bent my knees and wrapped my arms around myself. I whined and grumbled about how god could go screw himself for giving us cold weather.

I didn't care if anyone could see my teddy bear panties since I was lying in a way where they could be seen easily by anyone.

After what seemed like the whole day, my shattering teeth could be heard.

"Tch!" I suddenly heard Subaru say. I was happy to hear him, because even though I had said all those terrible things to him, he was still my friend. We needed to solve this and become real friends like a few hours ago.

"You better get back here before I change my mind!" Subaru shouted from his lonely coffin and I felt light come back to my eyes.

"You're letting me back in~!?" I swear, if I had been a dog then everyone would have seen my wagging tail.

"Take the damn lid with you!"

I got a bit disappointed. He only wanted me back so that I could get the lid that he had left behind.

I got to my feet, picked up the heavy lid, had stuggle carrying it, got over to the coffin and sat down in it. I took the lid and closed it over us. It got dark.

And there I was, awake in a coffin with a boy. I had never slept in the same "bed" as another guy before. I wasn't able to sleep.

I tried to close my eyes and think about something else. Maybe about what would happen tomorrow. Tomorrow I would escape from this hell, even though I have to leave my new friend.

Subaru wasn't like my other friends at home (a bit like them, but not like them), but I still liked him. We had an unbreakable bond towards eachother -even though he doesn't know it *couch*.

Maybe I could wake up before he does, or just stay awake until all of them are asleep. That could work. But I don't want to be in here for so long...

So I stayed awake for what felt like a year and when I believed that he was asleep, and that everyone else was too, I lifted the lid up and moved it to the side. I felt like I was a vampire just by doing that.

I got up from the coffin, put the lid back and sneaked across the room towards the door. All this while one of those detective BGM was playing in my head.

"Na na na na... Na na... Na na na na na na na na na naaaaaaa nanananana..." I whispered along the playing music in my head and narrowed my eyes. I opened the door and stuck out my head to look to the left and then the right, like I always do before crossing a road. No, I'm not five years old, I'm sixteen.

I went out. Now, anything could happen. I was no longer protected by my dear friend, Tsunbaru, anymore so this was the battelfield. If I'm not careful, I'll get shot and be the victim.

I went down the hall and searched for the stairs. If I could only find them, then I'll know exactly where I am.

I had luck or god on my side, I don't care which, because I found the long staircase. On the bottom of them, the main doors were, they could get me out of this mad house in no time. At least if I could open them.

I ran down the stairs, almost falled while doing so, and got to the doors that was twice as tall as myself. I found out that it was locked. I wasn't surprised about it though.

I ran into the living room to see if I could get out through the windows. I couldn't. There was no way to open them.

I began to get frustrated. I had thought about smashing the window, but that would wake the guys up and I don't run so fast.

I ran my fingers through my hair and looked around me for any inspiration to escape. I didn't find anything.

I thought about going up to the roof to see if it was anyway down to the big yard, but in this season it would probably be a strong wind right now and I would fell to the ground. If I even find the way to the roof, that is.

I gave it a second thought and decided that it was worth trying. What other option did I have?

I began my journey to the roof with going back up the stairs. My plan was to get as high up in the building as I could. In the stairs I turned right and walked the last steps before I had finally reached the second floor. I didn't know what to do from here, I hadn't planned that. I decided to just "follow my heart" if that's what it's called these days...

I went to the left and the next time, I went to the left and so on. Before I knew it, I had no longer any idea of where I was, where I'd come from and where I should go next. I began cursing as I came to the end of a hall. I'd have to either get back or enter some of the rooms in that corridor. I didn't want to take any risks so I turned around to quickly walk away. But then my luck ended.

"Eh~? Bitch-chan, is that you?" It was nobody else but our dear pervert, Raito. I froze. His voice came from behind me and I really didn't want to turn around and make friends with him right now.

"Bitch-chan~? Are you listening?" Raito's voice made me flinch a bit and I felt sweat running down. Ii felt like I would make the whole place full with my sweat.

I turned around and tried to keep an idiotic smile on my lips. I slammed my eyes shut so that I wouldn't have to see him, my worst nightmare.

"Well, if it isn't Raito... What could you possibly be doing here at this hour?" I held my hands behind my back so that I could scratch my back with my nails out of frustration and worry.

"I thought I heard Bitch-chan's cute voice so I came to check if she was here~! What are you doing here, outside my door, at this hour yourself? Vhanged your mind about not wanting to have fun with me~?" Raito almost whispered as he began taking slowly steps towards me. Oh, no!

I put my hands in front of my chest, ready to push him away, and started waving them.

"No, no, no, no, no! I'm perfectly fine, I haven't changed my mind at all. I should probably get back to Subaru now, bye!" I turned around, but was unable to actually move much. Raito had a strong, yet gentle, hold of my wrist. I turned my face back to him.

"Why did you go out all by yourself in the first place? And outside my room as well, nfu~." Raito leaned closer in, but I moved back so that the distance between us would be kept the same.

"I just wanted a glass of water and got lost!" I yanked my wrist away from him without breaking our eyec ontact. It all just made Raito more amused by the second, his eyes narrowed and his lips curled into a devilish smirk that made me worried. Very worried.

"Then how about I show my poor Bitch-chan back?" He suggested and raised an eyebrow, bringing me closer (with his big hand on my back) to him as he did so. I tried my best to push him away, but the hand on my back was much stronger than me. It made me feel weak and vournerble, I never wanted to feel like that again. My thoughts shifted from trying to get away to wondering how much this guys has to work out for keeping me in control like the way he was able to do.

"No, thank you. I'll be fine on my own." My words were polite, but my tone and expression was dark and intimidating. I never broke my gaze at him.

"Now, now. Don't be so feisty Bitch-chan~."

I frowned at him. As a response to that, he pinned me against the wall on my left side. I hit it with a thud and shut my eyes to the pain I felt in my back.

"But then again, I quite like girls like you, Bitch-chan~. Your temper is arousing..." The last sentence that he spoke was made into a purr against my ear. I shivered and gritted my teeth.

"Let go of me now." I said as calmly as I could, but in the end of my last word, you could hear my breath quicken. I panicked a bit.

He had a hold of both of my hands with one of his own, pinning them above my head with his strenght. It was almost as if he was mocking my weakness by only holding my hands with one hand.

"Come on now, let's play for a bit~..." He gave my neck one, long, single lick before giggling at my hopeless reaction.

"I didn't choose you!" I twisted my head to a different side and struggled.

"But didn't you want to~?" Raito teased as he grabbed my chin and brought my face near his.

"No!" It hurt hen I tried to turn my head again since his grip was strong and firm.

"Lier..." He pierced me with his dark, lustful emerald eyes.

"If you touch me I'll..." I thought it over. If I said it, I could get killed.

"What?" Raito tilted his head to the side and grinned.

"I-I'll kill you!" I looked deeply into his eyes and narrowed mine. He seemed surprised which pleased me, but that surprise soon turned into a mocking laugh. He bent his head backwards and laughed towards the ceiling. I flinched to the sudden turn of atmosphare.

"Try." His voice had dropped down to a low and dangerous tone. It scared me for a second, but afther that, it only made me more pissed off. I gave him an even more hateful gaze, as if that was possible.

Our staring got interrupted.

"Tch! You damn pervert... WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING!? AH!?" At first, I thought that it was me who had been called a pervert and got scared a bit. But then I just found the voice comforting. It was like I had just found the light in my darkness.

Subaru was the light and Raito was the dark.

YES SUBARU'S FIRST CHAPTER IS DONE! Puuuuh, though it was a little too much Raito and to little Subaru. Haha, I did enjoy writing this~. I think I'll continue on Raito's now. I'm a little busy since I'm studying and stuff...

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