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It's been a week since Jade and Cat announced their relationship, and if the weekend wasn't torture enough, the rest of the week was death itself.

Neither seemed to have a problem in showing their affection publicly. Many teachers were totally surprised by Jade's attitude towards her new girlfriend, completely sweet when she thought no one was watching and a second later, threatening if someone looked at them, judging them or underestimating Cat. Actually, not very different from when she was with Beck, but this time it really bothered me to see them holding hands or for Jade to carry her books to help to her locker while she was skipping instead of walking, it was completely irritating. Both seemed lost in each other during lunch, of course, when they didn't take the opportunity to disappear into the Janitor's Closet for their make out sessions and yes, unfortunately, I was the one that had to catch them in the act while I was looking for a place to be alone. I opened the door and saw them, kissing in the most tender way and I fell apart. I only apologized, looking down, I couldn't stand the scene I had just witnessed and closed the door slamming it and walking as quickly as possible to the bathroom on the second floor, which fortunately was empty.

I looked in the mirror and I couldn't help the tears that fell out of frustration and anger, but also of desolation and helplessness, even sadness.

I felt someone opening the door and hurried into one of the stalls. I saw Jade's red boots but she didn't say a word, I knew she was waiting for me to come out so we could talk and she had no intentions of leaving, so I finally went out and played dumb.

"Vega," she said with regret, which took me by surprise. "I'm sorry about before, you didn't need to see that."

"It's okay Jade, everything is fine," I said with a half smile. "I should've knock before entering, don't worry, really. What are you doing here? Don't you have class?"

"No, I have a free period," she said giggling answering my overloaded declaration and questions. "Cat asked me to invite you to my house tonight, we are going to watch a movie and, well, talk."

"No offense, really thank you, but I don't want to be a third wheel."

"Vega," she says changing her tone to her typical threatening one. "My house, seven, is a friend's night, period."

And just like that she turned around and left. How could I say no to such a nice invitation?

I spent all afternoon wondering if I should go until Cat called begging me with that tender voice of hers, promising that there wouldn't be little love scenes and since I really longed spending time with my friends, I accepted. It was an interesting evening, I arrived at about 7:10 pm, Jade had an I said seven sharp face that nobody seemed to be able to change. I didn't know if she was upset that I wasn't punctual or that I came here after all. Maybe she wanted some time alone with her girlfriend and here was Tori meddling in, but hey, as the night went by we relaxed and had fun. We watched a couple of Disney movies because the little kitty didn't survive more than ten minutes with the horror flick that Jade chose; we painted our nails black at Cat's request to please her girlfriend, yuk, the rainbow! We laughed at the things that had happened in class, we ate pizza and now are preparing to go to bed; It's four in the morning and we are exhausted.

"I can take the couch in the living room," I offer due to the fact that they are girlfriends, obviously they are going to sleep together and at this moment, I am a third wheel.

"Dooon't! Jade's bed is big, the three of us fit without a problem, right love?" Cat says offering me a place and once again hurting my ego. "Love" is just that although they both have spent the entire night avoiding acting like a couple, these corny, romantic words bring me back to reality in a millisecond. They are girlfriends!

"Sure Vega, we all fit in," Jade says with no quibble and even some enthusiasm.

"Okay," I answer shrugging, hiding my surprise, too kind for Jade, but anyway, I get inside from the left end of the bed and get settled.

I thought that Cat would go in the middle, but I remember that she gets anxious when she feels cornered, so Jade takes that place.

"Perfect, Jade sandwich."

At one end of the official girlfriend and at the other the idiot who thought she would be until last week.

I choose to give them my back and pray that they get horny by my side. God, that would be so uncomfortable.

I'm having trouble falling asleep, a bunch of thoughts go through my head right now. Jade's bed is big, yes, but the three of us are separated by merely half a feet from each other, which, if you think about it, is not enough for the tension that exists, well, in my head, but exists.

I hear Cat's heavy breathing, she is fast asleep in less than fifteen minutes, I think Jade is awake and I'm an owl. As the minutes pass I begin to think about many things, trying to clear my head from the girl that I like, who is here, once again with me; from the fact that if I turn around and smell her sweet fragrance once again, I'll probably end up with an inevitable urge to kiss her or at least to steal that pillow and keep it under lock to avoid anyone touching it.

I begin to feel heat from behind me. It gets closer. Perhaps Jade already fell asleep and is unconsciously lifting her knees to her chest, but no, I feel her breath on my neck and suddenly a soft kiss on my shoulder.

Oh God, what's going on!

"Tori," she says almost inaudibly.

This isn't right, my God! Cat is less than two feet away. What is she doing? What's wrong with her? Why did she kiss me?

"Jade, what are you doing?" I whisper very, very low, I don't want to wake Cat.

"I don't know," she answers in the same tone.

I turn around slowly and observe her carefully. She has her sight lost, she's nervous just like she was that night, the last time she slept over at my house.

Her smell, MY GOSH HER SMELL! Is so pervasive, so sweet, I'm filled with feelings I don't want to have, that I shouldn't have. I shift my sight from her face and see Cat's arm around her waist hugging her. Damn it... they're girlfriends I think with great sadness, I can't take my eyes of that gesture.

"Tori, look at me," she says raising my jaw with her right thumb pressing on my lips, caressing them gently.

What is she doing? She'll kill me if she continues, this pain in my chest increases with each move, stop it, please stop.

She doesn't say a word but she doesn't stop either and I get lost more and more in her light touch, I look at her lips they are opened a little, I look back to her eyes and catch her looking at mine, as if she felt curiosity of them.

I can't do this anymore; this has to stop.

Jade looks up meeting my eyes. Why is she doing this to me? Why? She must know how I feel. Why is she playing with me? Why did she kiss me? Why is she caressing me now? Why do I have that Coldplay song stuck in my head? Why Twitter? Why?

The seconds pass and the only thing that builds up in my head are the doubts and she notices.

"Sss," she tries making a sound to silence me avoiding raising her voice.

I feel her fingers leaving my lips and slowly moving her hand behind my hair until her thumb gently pinches my left lobe then passing down my cheek, she does this a few times and then she takes me softly by the neck getting me closer to her, I instinctively close my eyes and feel the grace of her lips.

She is kissing me, oh God, I'm kissing her, we're kissing!

Her lips are so soft, her breath is warm; I'd never felt a kiss like this before; the tender strokes that both tongues draw, the way her lips imprison mine, letting go for a moment only to catch them again asking for a second more, just one more. We try not to make a sound as I start falling into the deepest gulf that may exist. Her hand slowly makes its way down my neck caressing my arm and turning slowly, creating a friction that only increases the tension in my body, when she arrives at my waist line she goes down my back, making circles with her fingers, and I'm forced to hold down all the moaning my body needs to scream with one sigh, which doesn't help matters, I contain all the air to keep our kiss quiet, but it begins to become desperate, finally I separate us to take a breath, both of us heavily breathing with our mouths open to silence our actions, our foreheads resting in one another, we don't even look at each other. I want another kiss, I need it, Jade has feelings for me, that kiss wasn't like other kisses, I know, she can't hide it, she's still fondling my back as we recover from the lack of air. Why would she do that if she didn't care about me?

Suddenly, I feel her mouth capturing mine again, with even more intensity than before, as if she needs to make sure that what we just felt was real or a dream. But it's real, with every movement, I feel a tingle that runs through my body, which ends again on my lips that are already numb from the force of our kiss. In an instant, I feel Cat's arm moving among us and I sharply pull apart.

Cat is here, and I just kissed her girlfriend, I'm betraying my best friend less than two feet away, this is destroying our friendship, I killed her confidence and my integrity by simply allowing Jade to touch my lips that way before we kissed. I feel so guilty, this isn't right.

I start to shake my head, not saying a word and press my lips together trying to savor all I want in this life, Jade's kisses. But it ends here, it can't happen again; they are together and I'm not going to meddle.

The moment that I realize that Cat just was settling, I make my retreat, I lift the covers and get out of bed.

"Tori, wait!" Jade whispers.

"I have to go, sorry," I say, as I get dressed as fast as I can.

"And what do you think you are going to do? It's five o'clock in the morning."

"I'll call a cab and I'll wait outside," I say taking my bag.

"I'll go with you, wait," she says getting out of bed, but I can't allow it, I don't want to have a moment alone with Jade, at least until I have managed to put my ideas in order.

"DON'T!" I say raising a hand. "I'll talk to you tomorrow or Monday, not now. Tell Cat... whatever you want... that I felt sick and I left."

I turn around and leave them there.

What the hell did I just do? I got carried away and yes, Jade is Jade, how the hell could I resist, but this was wrong, I suck as a friend.

Really, YOLO be dammed!


A/N Okay, so ScottyBgood spoke about something yesterday in his review and it got stuck, so I'm continuing the story, I want to break the code, so here it is, probably one more chapter after this one, or two. It wont be more than that. Thanks for reading and please comment, you make my day. Bye!