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I slammed the door and ran upstairs. I was so glad that Charlie wasn't home. I dont think I couldput up with his twenty questions right now. I flung myself onto my bed and screamed into my pillow. I was so furious with Mike right now!! As I turned on the bed and looked at the ceiling. I thought over what had happened after i walked in the door..

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Mike answered the door,"Hey beautiful" he smiled "Hey handsome" i replied. I walked into the house,through to the kitchen. "I got us a movie,you wanna go watch it of what?" Mike asked,gazing at my chest rather than my face. I cleared my throat,trying to regain his attention..his gaze made me uncomfortable "Ya ok" I smiled at him,he led through the kitchen into the hall and over to his sitting room. While he flicked on the movie, and turned off the lights. I sat on the couch,waiting for Mike to sit next to me before I got comfy.

As he sat next to me, I curled up next to him, putting my head on his put a blanket over and an arm around my shoulders. While the opening credits began to play, hhe bent his head down and started to kiss me, softly,almost hesitantly. I sat up and put my arms around his neck. He gripped my waist,while he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I opened my mouth and he began to kiss me passionately,our tongues swirling as his hands explored my body. I knew where this was going. It happened often,but I could still hear Jessica's words ringing in my head. I let him continue,and I began to rub my hands over the front of his t-shirt. I could feel his pecks and 6-pack under it.

Slowly, so that I almost didnt notice it, Mike began to unbutton my shirt. No! I didnt want to do this!! I opened my eyes,as his hands moved to my 2nd button. I broke away "Mike..please, I dont want to do this!" he started to get angry "your going to have to sometime Bella,why not now??" He didnt understand. He took advantage of my hesitation and roughly pulled my head back to him and started kissing me again, roughly angrily. I missed the softness of our previous kisses..I sahould have known better than to infuriate Mike. With one hand securing my lips to his, he continued to unbutton my shirt. It was completely open and Mike began to roughly sqieeze and feel my breasts. I was terrified was he going to rape me??!!! His hands moved to undo my bra and i took advantage of the fact his hands werent securing me to his lips.

I pushed myself away from him and stood up angrily. My blouse was open and my bra was half off, revealing my breasts. Mike looked at me and gave a moan of pure lust. "WHAT!" He yelled he was still looking at my boobs. I felt so violated and it was only for that that i had the courage to stand up to Mike. It was a dangerous thing to do he hit me the last time i did..of course he apologised later he said he had lost his temper and i believed him. it seemed so stupid now. "MIKE!! HEY MIKE BUDDIE EYES UP HERE!!"Ishouted at finally looked at me,his eyes darkening with anger that i dared shout at him. "What now Bella?!"He asked threateningly,indicating that i was going to pay for shouting at him.

And I was suddenly terrified and had to get away from him..immediatly. "I'm going home" I said and with that stormed from the room,tying my bra and buttoning my shirt as I went. "Wait...what!!??" I heard mike shout from behind me "BELLA!! what the hell!" Mike ran out after me and grabbed my arm "Your not going anywhere!" He said his eyes flashing with anger as he shook me like a rag doll. I steadied myself and looked at him haughtily " THE HELL IM NOT!!" And I punched him square in the face with all the force my body could muster. I loosened my arm from his grip and ran out the door into my truck and drove home..holding back tears the whole way

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Now that I thought back it, I over reacted. Mike was just acting the way any normal boy would and just because Im not ready for sex doesnt mean I cant let him touch and taste me write?? I mean hes been waiting a long time. I sighed and sat up on the bed again. It was 11 o clock, I left an hour ago. I should really go back and apologise and let him continue where we left off. I gulped nervously at the thought of it. Charlie still wasnt home, he was working a night shift at the station. He loved being police chief of this tiny town. I walked down stairs and grabbed my keys. I went out to my truck and started the 15 minute drive to his house. I was a little afraid,he was going to be very angry with me for treating him like that but i felt so guilty for just leaving and ruining our night! Its not the wat i wanted our relantionship to be. I wanted to it to be open and honest and happy. We have to just work on the happy part.

Our relantionship was very open and honest,mush like my friendship wath Jessica. We told each other everything. If there was two people on this earth who i knew would never hurt me, that i could trust,and that would always be there for me,it was these two. I reached Mikes. The sitting room light was on. My guilt was almost crushing me! I felt so bad about punching him i hoped his nose was ok. I would make it up to him,somehow. I let myself in,not wanting to wake Mikes family if they were home yet, and walked into the sitting room. There was no one there. I tip-toed into the hall, I heard Mikes voice moaning and groaning upstairs. I felt horrible! I didnt mean to make him cry. I walked upstaris,eager to go comfort him and make it up to him. I walked into his room and stopped dead at the sight before me.

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