ya two in one day

Disclaimer: I own Twilight.....in my dreams (wish it was in reality)

I should be dreaming I mean that couldn't have been who I thought it was. How could it be? He left and I moved on just like he wanted me to. But I can't stop this feeling that I should have seen this coming I mean he did always seem to be where ever I was.

Maybe this is all a dream; I've had weirder dreams, like when I thought that when Edward left it was just a dream. But in my dreams Edward was never as perfect as he is in real life. I should have known when all the other nurses said that the new doctors had a big family, that it was the big family with doctors in it. This town doesn't get much sun so that should have also known that it was the Cullen's.

When I woke up after I fainted there was Edward asking me if I was okay. When I was on my feet I looked at the door and it was opening and Alice was coming in.

"Oh, Bella I knew that you were working here, that why I told the family that I wanted to move here. Edward was wondering why I was hiding my thoughts when I was around him." Alice, Edward's pixie-like sister said to me, and to Edward she said, "I told you that we should move here!"

"Alice, how have you been I have missed you so much" I said to Alice. I turned back to Edward and said, "So we meet again. How have you been? I've been fine but you would have wanted that wouldn't you have." And I turned around and walked out of the room, when I was out of the room I ran into Maya and she was looking as though she thought that I was mental.

"So you know the new doctors, I thought that you didn't really know anyone. Did you see the way that Edward was looking at you? He looked like he had just seen a ghost!" Maya said really excited and she was looking at me as though she thought that I would be willing to tell her anything.

"No I don't know the new doctors, but I knew them, they lived in Forks at the same time that I did, but they moved away my senior year. And I never heard from them again. I heard that Carlisle became a doctor in LA" why she was asking me about them I'll never know.

"You should turn around, Edward is right behind you." Maya whispered in my ear, trying to make it so that Edward most likely. I knew that he could hear her anyway.

"What if I don't want to talk to him?" I replied in my normal voice so that Maya could tell that I didn't really care if Edward heard me.

"What if I really want to talk to you?" Edward said from right behind me. Maya started to breathe really fast and I thought that she might faint. But she just mouthed the words I'll just leave you alone so that you guys can catch up and then she just walked away.

"What do you wanna talk about? You said that you were going to stay out of my life if I remember right but you're not gonna are you?" I said and Edward grabbed my arm and he looked at me with those golden eyes.

"Can we please talk…alone, yes Alice that means you!"Edward said as he looked behind him to where Alice was hiding. She looked at me and came over and quickly kissed my cheek while dodging Edward who tried to hit her. "Can you please let me talk to Bella by myself?"

"Whatever, but after he's done talking to you make sure that you find me so that we can catch up, you do realize that I never wanted to leave you but Edward made us all leave. I'm going, bye Bella see you in…about 10 minutes." Alice said as she dodged Edward again and she ran out into the lobby.

"Do you mind if we take a drive so that you can get something to eat" He must have seen the look on my face when he said that because he added, " After you faint you should eat, and do you really want to give anyone around here the chance to listen in?"

"No, but I don't have a choice do I? You'll make me go with you. So what the hell, Can I at least talk to the head nurse so that she knows that I'm going on my break now?" As I started to walk away Edward grabbed my arm, and then he turned me around.

"Do you really think that I would give you a choice? I already talked to the nurse while you were talking to Maya and she said that you could go." Edward said as he lead me out of the hospital into the parking lot, where I saw that a silver Volvo and knew instantly that it was his, beside the Volvo was Alice's yellow Poshe, and Carlisle's Mercedes. And while we were walking to the car I saw Rosalie come into the parking lot in her red BMW convertible. When Rosalie got out she looked at Edward and then a second later she looked at me and she had a look of pure shock on her face.

"Hey Bella, what are you doing here?" She said as though she thought that I was about to ruin her life again. At least I didn't have to see that look on her face long because then she realized that Edward was trying to talk to me and so she left at vampire speed.

So that was Rosalie's way of trying to leave us alone, I bet that she's off to go find Alice so that she can find out what I'm doing here. But Edward was opening up the passenger door so I decided to get in, at human speed he walk to the driver side of the car.

"So what was Rosalie think when she saw me with you?" I asked seeing as I wanted to keep him from asking what I was doing here. He gave me that crooked smile that I use to love, and to tell the truth I still did love, and then he started to drive.

"Why don't we wait until we are at the restaurant? Alice had me make reservations earlier, which I thought was for her and me so that we could talk, but it appears that it was for you and me. Anyway she had me make the reservations at a fancy restaurant, so I hope that you dint mind me paying for you, because you can pay if you want to, but it will be expensive." He said that last bit with my favorite smile; he knew that I couldn't afford a fancy restaurant.

"You can pay for it, seeing as you showed up without any warning. But we both know that you won't be getting anything to eat…wait you thought that you were going to be taking Alice out to eat, but neither of you eat so why did you think that she wanted to make the reservation? You should have known that she had something planned." I said as I thought about how much his mind hadn't been working. He just looked at me just like he use to when we were together, like he did when he loved me. I really have missed him, but I can't start to think about how much I love him because if I do than I will be so heartbroken all over again.

"I don't know how I didn't think about it, but if you ask my family they would tell you that I haven't been the same since I left you. But I think that my mind was on the big move and on me becoming a doctor for the first time, but it could also be because I was so worried about your safety." He looked at me after he said that and then his expression became worried maybe he saw something on my face, I think that I had a look of shock. How would you react when the guy that broke your heart admits that he was worried about you? I guess that I should be happy, but what if he's just saying it so that he could make me feel better.

"Can I ask you something, why did you guys actually move here?" I asked him. Why would the Cullen's move to the place where I happen to live.

"We actually came because Alice thought that we should move here, but anytime that anyone would ask her about it, she would start singing some random song in her head and would tell us that she just wanted to move back here." he said while he was driving, "Though I'm guessing that she saw that you lived here!"

I had to think about that for a few minutes, when all of a sudden Edward looked at me with a weird look on his face.

"What are you looking at? Did I do anything wrong?" I asked, as he swerved to a stop at the side of the road. He looked at me and then looked away.

"Why do you sit next to me, when all I've ever done is hurt you? And, more importantly, why do I not hear a heartbeat coming from you?" he asked while giving me a look that could probably could have killed some people.

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