-YAY ! You came back I know it takes a bit longer but I write all I want in a chapter then send it to her she adds everything she wants in it then sends it back. I think it is going to be a good story we have lots of good ideas for it. The chapters will just be lengthy. Enjoy. - I hide a lemon in it too.-
Bella's POV
When we got to the clearing in the woods Jake started to set up things for the fire, while I arranged everything on the picnic table. I filled a cooler with pop Jake already put the keg on the ground next to the logs around the fire that we sit on for easy access.
While I am busy arranging everything some one grabs me from behind and wraps their very hot arms around my waist.
"Damn, Bell's you look so sexy. Are you going to let me take you behind a bush after it gets dark?" I recognize the voice it was Seth.
"Sure baby, but do you think you can handle me?"
"Hell no he can't, you need a real man." This was Jared another for my wolf buddies. I gave him a big hug then I turn around none other than see Sam.
He is like a big brother to me he opens his arms to me. I run into his arms and he twirls me around, kisses my forehead, and introduces me to his imprint Emily.
"Evidently someone has been busy over the past six months," I said as he blushed and shook his head. Sam was always the one that acted more mature. I guess that's why him and Jacob are the leaders of the pack. We all start catching up on lost times as Jake turns on the music and gets the fire started up. We are all having a good time I must have danced at lest twice with each one of them. It is getting darker we just have the light of the fire.
Everyone is drinking and eating hot dogs. The chips didn't even make it till we started roasting the wennies they ate them up while we were talking.
I grabbed me another shot of moonshine that Jake snuck away from the elders of the tribe. I was starting to feel the affects from the alcohol too.
Jacob must have notice my speech getting a little slurred. He pulled me down in his lap as I started to go for another beer.
"Sit with me and sober up a little Bells. I don't want the fucking Cullen's to think I'm a bad influence on you."
"You are, Jakie bear. But I'll be good no more. By the way what time is it Edward is picking me up at 11?" He sniggered.
"It's a good fuckin thing you are not dating him any more. Because its 11:30."
"Shit Jacob will you take me to the turn off quickly?" He chuckled again "sure jump get on my back and I'll run."
I jumped on, held on tight, and he had me there in a few minutes. He is not as fast as a vampire while in his human form but still pretty fast.
We get to the car and he is leaning up against it. I search his face for sign of emotion but he shows none.
Jacob stoops over so I can get off, which I do not do very gracefully. Jake steadies me and kisses my forehead "night Bells."
Edward growls "Get in the car Bella." I go around and get in the other side. He is very quite we pull into the driveway and he is at my door before I can open it.
He grabs my arm hard and pulls me away from the house.
"Edward its late and the girls are waiting for me."
"You didn't seem to care that I was waiting for you" he growled at me.
"Listen you said we wasn't dating anymore so you are just my driver" I slurred.
"What was you doing in Jacob's lap giving him a fucking lap dance?" Edward sneered at me.
"What the hell Edward you stop right there. I do not owe you an explanation I was drinking to much and when I went for more he pulled me down in his lap to stop me." I was shouting now and I didn't care.
Carlisle, Jasper, and Emmet came to where we were.
"This is none of your concerns any of you this is between me and her." He growled at me furiously again and jerked my arm hard.
Emmet and Jasper growled and crouched down ready to pounce.
Carlisle said "boys remember I said you do not fight unless I say there is reason for it."
Then he turned back to Edward "I want an explanation right now and you have five seconds to remove you hand off my daughter's arm or I will take it off for you." Edward snarled "your 'daughter' well let me tell you a little about your 'daughter' first of all she is drunk."
"I can see that I have been that way a few times myself. Keep going."
"When I went to pick her up she was on that dogs back and I saw in his mind all about there little night. From her dancing with all of them to her dry humping the mutt in a lap dance."
That was it "You fucking liar all you ever do is make up lies about me in your head. Besides you said we are just friends and if I want to dry hump or even fuck the whole pack it is no longer any of you fucking business!" His eyes went black and then so did everything else.
Jasper's POV
I was in the house when I heard Edward's car pull up. If my heart could still beat it would be racing right now at the thought of seeing her.
I listened for the car doors to open then I waited for her to come in. Then I hear Bella shouting
It was only a matter of seconds before both Em and I was going through the back door.
"Boys no fighting unless I say there is reason for it," Carlisle said close on our heels.
I stood there beside Emmet trying to control my self to not disrespect my father. But when Bella tells him that what she does is none of his fucking business. He hits her so hard across the face and she flew backwards I snapped. I pounced on his ass. I hit him so hard he flew backwards into a tree sending it into splinters. Then Emmet hit him and sent him sideways into a rock.
Edward took the opportunity to get on his feet in a crouched position. But before we could get him again he turned and ran. Yea the fuckin coward ran like hell. We took off after him but he out ran us.
I went back to the house to check on Bella. Carlisle grabbed her as we attacked Edward and went into the house. But I got very disappointed when I got there to find out Carlisle had took her home.
Bella's POV
When I woke up I was in my bed at my house with Billy Jake, and Carlisle was in my room.
"What happened? Why am I home?"
"Bella I have no excuse for how I just saw my son treat you. I am so sorry honey. But I promise I will not allow this to happen to anymore." His expression looked so pained and sad.
"It wasn't your fault he has been doing this for about six months now. I should have came to you but he said no one would believe me and I couldn't tell Billy or Jake. They would have stopped me from seeing the rest of you." Then it hit me. "Jasper, what about Jasper is he ok. I want to see him."
I began to get upset and it made my head hurt a little. Damn that ass hole I am going to have a headache from hell.
"Lay back down honey Jasper is fine I promise. Edward is strong but we all know not to push Jasper. Bella I want you to listen to me for just a minute ok."
"Ok. What is it is something wrong?"
"Well Bella I had suspicions that Edward was abusing you, from the bruises I kept seeing on you and his anger. When I would ask him he would deny it. But tonight when I saw it for myself I had to make a hard decision."
He moved closer and sat down on the edge of the bed taking my hand. Then Jake sat down on the bed directly behind me.
"Bella honey I want you to know that Esme and I have always loved you like our own and what I have to do is not going to be easy for any of us. But I have to do what is best for you. I feel like you have the wrong kind of influences in your life and they are being a harm to you. If I was your real father I would take you away from them. But since I am not I must take them away from you." He kissed my hand and stood up. My head is hurting so bad but I am trying to understand.
"I am making my whole family leave Forks tonight Bella never to return and I hope that you will find that right someone who will treat you with the love and respect that you have for them. I love you very much but we must go." He turned to walk out the door.
I didn't even realize Jacob had a tight grip around my waist until I tried to get up screaming. "No Carlisle please don't take them all from me and please don't take Jasper I love him!"
"I know honey and he loves you I have seen it happening for a while now but I have to do what is best for you. I love you." With that being said he was gone.
I pulled and tugged screaming "please let me go I have to stop him! Please!" then I collapsed against Jake's warm chest in tears.
Carlisle's POV
As I am driving back home for the first time in my existence I feel like someone has ripped out my heart I have to leave one of my precious children.
Bella was so special to me I had decided to change her my self if Edward didn't soon. I couldn't bear the thought of her growing old and meeting death. Now I have to leave her because him and not even be a part of her life.
When I got home I set down in the family room with my family. Well all but Edward and he is the last person I want to see right now. I would rip his head off myself, all this mess is his fault and inexcusable.
A man is never to raise his hand to a woman under any circumstances. I explain the way I feel and I can see by everyone's expressions it is going to very hard for us to do. Emmet and poor Jasper are devastated they have their head leaned over in their hands looking at the floor.
Jasper's POV
I will respect my fathers wishes to leave and give Bella a chance at a real life with a human man. But not forever and not without saying good bye. I stand up and walk out of our house. I run for a while then I stop pull out my phone and call Jake. I can hear Bella sobbing quietly in the background.
"Hey man."
"Can I have the rest of the night alone with Bella. I know it is a lot to ask but there is so much that needs to be said between us. I cant just leave her without saying good bye, I love her."
"Come on over Billy is shaking his head that it is ok."
When I get to his house Billy and Jake meet me outside.
"I'm sorry to inconvenience you both. I know it is 2:00 in the morning. But…"
Billy cut me off, "Listen Jasper its been a long time since Jake and I have actually went out hunting together, so we will not be back until 7:00. Go say your good byes and maybe that will help her to get through this."
"I need to know if I can call you from time to time and check on her?"
"Everyday. You can call me or Jake. We think a lot of you son even though we are both from different sides you are always welcome to call or come by anytime."
"Well I'm not supposed to come back. But I am only going to give her a year if I can. If she has not moved on to another or found happiness. I am coming back to get her."
"Anytime you want to you can come to her. But I don't want her to know that we are talking or it will make it harder on her. Ok?"
"OK. I'm going to see her."
"She is sleeping, go on up."
When I got up stairs to her room, my angel was laying on her stomach with her arms covering her head. I knelt down beside her head and whispered "wake up for me angel" and I gently kissed her hand. She raised up slowly like she was afraid she was dreaming. The minute she saw I was really there she threw her arms around me and started crying.
"Oh darlin don't cry anymore."
"I was afraid you were going to leave without saying good bye to me. Are the rest already gone?"
"I don't know, baby probably. But I could not leave you without kissing you good bye."
She snuggled into me and the sorrow I could feel from her was very strong. It broke my heart, I gather her closer kissing the top of her head.
"You have to believe me that I do not want to leave you. But Carlisle and Esme have been my parents for a long time and they showed love to me and believed in me when no one else would. I just feel like I owe him that."
'I wont ever see you again will I?" She raised up from my chest and I looked into her beautiful blue eyes.
"I will make you a promise. If you will promise me to try to live your life as a normal human again for one year and not do any harm to yourself. I will promise to come back in one year and find you. If you are happy I will just make appearance to let you know I kept my promise and be gone.
( She started to speak but I placed a finger to her lips gently.) But if you are not with another man and still wish to be with me, a vampire, I will turn you and make you mine for all eternity."
That must have been ok because she got on her knees, placed one hand on the back of my head and one on my cheek. Then she kissed me deeply moaning into my mouth. Oh fuck I have kissed a lot of women in my life but it has never felt like this. How could I ever leave this woman it will be the hardest test in my existence so far.
Then she raises of the bed and throws her left leg over my lap. Now she is straddling me and I fell like she is looking all the way into my soul. Her breathing is heavy she is nervous, I can feel it.
"Jasper will you let me give you something to remember me by. It will also be something I will remember you by for the rest of my life, even if you find someone and decide not to come back." Darlin you can give me whatever you like. But I am going to come back to you."
I'm not going to tell her that I think she is my soul mate. I shall see if she still wants me when I come back.
She grabs my face in her hands and starts kissing me slowly and deeply. I can feel her lust and her love for me causing my cock to throb hard. I grab her hips and pull her closer to me and lean back to move her against my cock that is about to bust open my pants. She moans loudly and I deepen the kiss further by exploring the inside of her mouth with my tongue.
She pulls back and lifts her shirt over her head with her little hands shaking. I pull off my shirt and throw it on the floor. Then I take her trembling hands, kiss them, and place them on my chest for her to explore. "Touch me Bella." I command her gently. I close my eyes reveling in the warmth of her touch. I know that I have already taken her further than Edward ever had. Bastard.
Bella's POV
I know that Jasper can fell my nervousness and see my hands shaking. But he doesn't make me feel stupid about it. He removes his shirt, kisses my hands, and then places them on his chest with a loving smile. He gently gives me permission to touch him.
I can feel the heat in my face but I rub my hands up his chest. Edward always felt so cold but for some reason Jasper seems to make me feel all tingly and warm when I touch him. Not like my body temperature, but not like the rest of his family either.
He kisses and licks on my neck and collar bone. As I rub my hands over his chest feeling his tattoo which reads Whitlock and his ripped abs. They flex under my touch so I rub my hands up through the lightly scattered blonde chest hair and lean closer to breath deeply of his scent. As I lick his neck from his collar bone to his ear lobe and lightly suck on it earning a moan and a tighter pull against his cock.
"Oh fuck Bella darlin are you sure you want to give this to me baby. Please tell me now if I need to stop. I will just spend the rest of the night holding you until I must leave. But if you keep this up things are going to go a lot further."
"Please I want my first time to be with you. Make love to me Jasper."
Jasper's POV
Damn it that did it this is what I have thought about for a long time. "Oh baby" was all I could get out. I held her tightly against me and stood up catching her mouth for a passionate kiss. I turned and laid her down on the bed with her head on the pillows never letting up with our kiss. I spread her legs slightly and laid down between them not letting all of my weight on her. I grind my hard cock still straining for release against her cotton shorts. She moans and her heart beat begins to race. I can feel the strong emotions coming from her, love, lust, and sorrow.
"Don't think about me having to leave, I will be back. Right now there is only you and me. I am going to do something I have never done before to another woman, I am going to let you feel all of my emotions. So you will know exactly how I feel tonight."
I leaned down and started to lick her neck just behind her ear then I nibbled it slightly as to not scrap her with my teeth. While I am nipping and kissing on her, I move my hand down to her breast. First I gently slid my fingers under the edge of her bra. Her skin is so hot she feels like she is going to ignite. I watch her closely as I move my mouth down to her shoulder kissing her. She has her eyes closed and is thoroughly enjoying my touch, I can feel it. I send her a dose of my lust for her as I lightly pinch her nipple then I roll it around under my finger tip applying a little pressure. She arches her back to me and moans.
Damn she is so fucking sexy biting that lower lip. I cant help it I move my mouth down her chest and slid my tongue her bra licking her nipple. As I slid my hand under her back and unclasp her bra.
As I throw it across the room, I cup her beautiful luscious breast as I suck on it roughly. "Oh Jas-per mmm…" "So you like it a little rougher huh?" I am answered with another moan as I squeeze it a little and flick it with my tongue. Then I give the other breast the same amount attention. Right before I move my way on down her body kissing and licking. As I get to navel I suck right under it causing her to buck those hips of hers. I reach under her ass and grab a hold of her sleep shorts and panties removing them both at the same time as she raised up her ass for me looking into my eyes with lust, need, and love rolling off of her. I lean back and spread her legs wider by pushing her knees to the side. Her face turns very red "you are beautiful darlin." She attempts a smile as I return it with one of my own.
Bella's POV
I can feel all the lust, desire, and need coming from Jasper. He removes my shorts and panties and spreads my legs looking at me. "You are beautiful darlin," he drawls out. I can feel the heat in my face as I attempt a smile and he returns it with his sexy smirk. Then he leans his head down while still looking into my eyes and licks my pussy. His eyes are the blackest I have ever seen with lust and it is all for me. "Mmm… So fucking wet and sweet as honey. Its all mine. ( he licks me again) have you ever had this done to you before darlin?" I shook my head no and he moved his head down smiling.
He licked my clit slowly as he moved one of his fingers slowly around on the outside of my entrance. Then he placed his other hand on my belly and splayed his fingers out as he inserted his finger into my pussy and moved it in and out. It didn't hurt much but then he put in another and it hurt a little until I got used to it. Then as he worked his fingers in and out slowly while licking my clit. I thought I was going to explode. "Come for me darlin I want to taste you," he said as I feel over the edge. I moaned loudly with pleasure as I came in his mouth. He never took his eyes off mine as he licked every last drop.
Then he came up and kissed me deeply "I want to be inside you my sweet. But only if you are still sure?" "Please Jasper make love to me." I reached down and unbuttoned his pants and reached down inside his pants releasing his long, hard, thick, cock. I couldn't help the words that came out of my mouth next. "Its so BIG." it was more to myself but I said it out loud breaking our kiss. He chuckled "why thank you, sweetie, but I will be as gentle as I possibly can until you get comfortable."
He got off of me for a second and removed his pants, I noticed he didn't have on any under ware, then he started to crawl towards me from the foot of the bed. He is so sexy his skater blonde hair falling in his face. He gently rubs his hands up my body starting at my ankles leaving my skin tingling behind his hands. Then he kisses my belly and licks a trial up my stomach to chest. Where he grabs both if my breast and deeply sucks on one while rubbing the nipple of the other one. Then he finally looks into my eyes again I can feel the head of his hard cock against my wet pussy.
I arch my hips feeling it enter me just slightly causing both of us to moan. "Mmm…Darlin tell me what you want. Tell me exactly what you want right now my Bella." I looked deeply into his eyes and said "I want to feel your big hard cock in my hot wet pussy." "Oh fuck" he moaned and he caught my mouth entering it with his tongue deeply. I felt him insert his cock in me a little at first then a little more giving me time to adjust to his thickness.
"Oh fuck baby girl I need to be in you all the way now," he growled out.
"Fill me baby I'm ready." Then he pushed all the way into me as he captured my mouth when I let out a tiny little scream. It felt as if I was being ripped and in all honesty I guess I am. Damn he is huge bigger than the ones I have seen on the movies I have snuck and watched of Jake's.
He remained still for a moment and when I opened my eyes he was looking into them pouring all of his lust, and what felt like love, out at me.
Jasper's POV
I cant help my emotions pouring out of me but I try to not let the love that I feel for her to slip out it will only make our time apart harder for both of us. I shove my cock into her a little faster than I intended to and caught her scream in with my mouth. Then she opened her eyes I placed my forehead against hers with my cock still deep in her pussy, and my hands cradling her face. "Are you ok baby?" "Oh yes Jasper please don't stop."
So I pull out and push back in slowly waiting for her to start getting into it again as I kiss her deeply. I mean hell as old as I am I have had virgins before. But this one I happen to love and I want this to be something she will always remember me for being gently and loving, not for being a hard fuck.
After a couple of pushes she starts to move her hips under me and lets out a moan. I set a pace slow and easy she meets me thrust for thrust. Damn I cant stand this slow much longer she is so hot and wet. "Oh Jasper please."
"Please what baby I…I…I'm going to come please come with me." That was it she wrapped her legs around mine and I lost it. "Oh fuck baby" I could feel her pussy contracting around my cock as we both came together. "Oh Jasper I… I…" Oh no please don't say it I know she does but if she says it I will never be able to respect my father's wishes. So I whisper "I know baby, I know" then I capture her mouth for a kiss. After we ride out our orgasms together. I lay over to the side of her and she turns on her side facing me.
She places one of her warm hand on my cheek then moves it down tracing my lips with her finger. "Thank you Jazz for giving me this to remember you by." "I think that it's the other way around but I will be back to see you again."
"Jasper if I have not found someone else, a human, and moved on what then?" "Well then if you would allow me I would like you to give me a try see how you like being my lady for a while," he drawled. "So what's saying you will not find someone else while you're away?" "I am saying it and I will be back. Can I stay with you until 7:00 I told Billy I would leave then?" "Sure you can stay as long as you like… I'll be right back I need to pee." I couldn't help but laugh as she got up. I turned to watch that sexy naked body walk through the room into the bathroom. Then she came back I turned on my other side facing her and patted the bed in front of me.
I could feel the embarrassment coming from her and she had something in her hand. "What is a matter darlin are you alright?" "Oh Jaz I'm soo sorry I wasn't thinking I um…I think you might need this are you ok?" I study her for a minute then she holds out a wash rag to me. Then it hits me she forgot about the part that she might bleed when we did this and know she thinks I might be ready to feed. I cant help but laugh "Darlin I have never been better and as for my appetite yea I could take a bite of your sweet little naked ass right now. But for some reason the sweet smell of your blood does not make me want to feed from you. I don't really understand it either."
She laid down on the bed beside me I washed myself off to satisfy her then laid back down spooning her against my chest. I pulled a blanket over us and started kissing the back of her neck. "Jasper is there something wrong with me the reason it didn't bother you did I smell different than its supposed to. I was told that my blood was nearly irresistible and that's why someone could do this with me without turning me or not being able to stop and killing me." I knew who she was talking about Fuckward. "There is very few vampires that actually make friends with humans. Even fewer of them find a human that they can stand the scent of their blood without that happening." "So that's a good thing" she said with a yawn. "Yes darlin its a very good thing. Try to go to sleep and tomorrow I want you to try to not be sad about me leaving I will be back to see you in a year who knows I may not make it that long. But I promised Carlisle to try." I could feel her body shaking slightly from her crying. Don't do that darlin just try to rest and tomorrow start a new life without that controlling sack of lying shit Edward. Promise me you'll try hard." "I promise" she snubbed. I used my calming powers on her and sent her into a deep sleep. Then I used my powers again to talk to her while she was a sleep and help her to not have a very hard time dealing with me leaving. I wish someone could do this to me….
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