Was Ed dreaming? But no, he could feel the steam from the bathroom on his back, Roys palm on his chest. Ed closed his eyes and breathed in the intoxicating scent that was Roy. So this was real but was Roy offering what Ed thought he was? A one night stand maybe? Did he want that? To be just like one of the girls Roy worked through and forgot about? Ed gulped and nodded. Yes. Make me yours. I love you.
Roy stooped slightly and pressed his lips to Ed's, his hands on Ed's bare hips. Slowly he rubbed small circles, moving his hands up and over his back. Ed kissed back hesitantly. He didn't have much experience and was afraid of messing up. Were his lips too wet? Too dry? Should he be trying to use tongue? Where should he but his hands? Oh my god Roy's going to get annoyed with me and leave. Ed started to panic, his hands sweating.
Roy wrapped his arms around the shorter man, holding him tightly. He smiled into the kiss.
"Come on." he said and led Ed over to his bed. He stripped out of his shirt, pants and boots, leaving him in just boxers and crawled into bed. He patted the space next to him, looking inviting. "Join me?"
Ed nodded mutely again and followed, acutely aware of his nudeness. He slides under the covers and Roy pulled him close, one hand resting on his chest, the other on the curve of his bottom. Ed tensed, playing the part of the awkward virgin very well. Roy's eyes darkened with lust as he pulled Ed under himself, kneeling over him. He kissed him fiercely, fingers digging into his shoulders. Ed kissed back, trying to get the butterflies assaulting his stomach under control.
I'm in my bed, in my apartment, kissing the man I have loved since the first time I saw him. Everything's going to be fine. Be confident. You're in shape and he made the first move. That means he likes you. Go with it. He tried to tell himself, but nevertheless the cowardly part said, if you mess this up, you still have to see him every day, looking your shame in the face. Besides I heard first times hurt like hell.
"Work with me." Roy panted into his mouth. "Move." He ground his hips against Ed's, the other boy accepting his tongue in his mouth. Ed took a deep breath and ran with the instructions. It was all desperation and heated flesh between the sheets that night.
Ed twisted his hands in Roy's hair, sucking hickeys his neck, licking and nipping at the purpling bruises. Roy pushed Ed's shoulders down into the bed, reminding him who was in control. With one last firm kiss on the mouth, he moved down, sucking on Ed's collar bones and pinching his nipples. Ed gasped in pleasure, craving the feeling of another person. His hands roamed all over his lovers' body, stopping at the waist band of his shorts. With one quick flick of his wrist the underwear was pushed down Roy's muscular thighs.
Roy's thick erection stood proud, slick with pre-cum. He gasped, grinding down on Ed. He held three fingers up for Ed. "Suck. Hurry up." Roy pants.
Ed takes them into his mouth, slicking them with saliva. Roy inserted one finger slowly. Ed squirmed, the foreign feeling uncomfortable. The younger man's stomach threatened to rebel as the nervous feeling came back in full force. It felt like he had swallowed battery acid and it was dissolving the lining on his stomach. For one terrible second he thought he would throw up.
"Is this your first time?" Roy asks.
"No." Ed's burning face gives him away.
"We'll take this slowly, okay?" Ed feels like crying with gratitude. "I'm stretching you; tell me when you feel ready." Roy added a second and third finger, scissoring them gently. "God you're tight." Roy praises. "You good?"
Ed said the weighted words in a horse whisper. "Do it."
Roy pulled his fingers out and lined up and pushed in slowly at first, letting Ed adjust, his dick lube with pre-cum. Just the same Ed let out a pained whimper. A tear leaked out of the corner of his eye. "Move."
Roy moans again. "Bae, you're so tight." He reaches around and takes Ed's cock in his fist, timing his thrusts with his squeezes. Ed lets out a shriek of pleasure as Roy hits his prostate once and every time after. And all of a sudden everything was feeling really good and perfect and… right.
"I-I'm gonna-" Ed shoots cum into Roy's fist, going blind temporarily as he's rocked by a mind-blowing orgasm. Seconds later Roy came in Ed, filling him up.
With a sigh Roy collapsed on top of the smaller man. "Well? Was that so bad?"
Ed took a deep breath, chuckling a little. "No. I love you." Ed said shyly. He gave Roy a chaste kiss.
"Love you too."
"Roy?" Ed asked tentatively. "What made you decide to… do me?"
Roy reaches over the side of the bed and pulls a light blue book off the floor. He flipped to a page in the middle and showed it to Ed. It was Ed's diary, the book Roy had been flipping through when he had come out of the bathroom. In the middle of the page was a big heart with 'Edward Elric-Mustang' written in big letters.
Ed ducked his head in embarrassment. "That and I've had a crush on you forever. You are beautiful, you know?" Roy brushed Ed's hair away from his face. "I love you."
"Will you stay?"
"Forever." Roy promises.
