2 Months Later
I finally have been able to walk around without the chain attached for a while. Today is the day I am going to take Ted and run. I remembered my name, and it is Ana. I remember little things and I have to keep that to myself because if I don't he will know something is up. I wonder if he kept a camera around but I have tested him and I don't think so. I have to wait until he calls and checks in with me and then I am going to climb out the window and climb down the stairs to safety. It has to work, it really has to work.
I walk has fast I can and it seems like I am getting nowhere but I Have to keep going, I have to. I just keep hoping that the more I walk I will remember more of who I am and where I am from. Has I continue walking I spot something that looks like a good place to ask, I am scared but hopefully this place will protect my son if nothing else.
? POV
"Where did that little bitch go?" I just can't believe after everything I did to save her she just runs, runs from me. When I find her I will remind her who she really belongs too. If she thinks she belongs to him, she has another thing coming. I cannot believe after everything I did for and that little piece of shit of hers. After all this time she just leaves, well next time she won't trick me to letting her chains go. SHE IS MINE…
Ana is mine and I will hunt her down and never let him have her. He doesn't deserve her. How can mister money bags give someone has special has Ana what she needs or wants like I can. I can give her everything if only he wasn't around. That has always been the problem I think Mr. Christian Grey needs to learn he cannot take back what is mine.
ANA'S POV
I can only hope this place can help me. I have to try, I have to try for my son I will do anything. I open the door and start to stumble in and someone grabs my arm and I freeze and grab a hold of my son tighter. "It's okay, dear I won't hurt you or your son." "I am here to help you, dear" I look up into the face of someone I hope can help me. I follow her in the room where she was heading and realize how tired I am. I stop and sit on the chair close to the door and put Ted on my lap. He is so tired and hungry. "Ma'am do you have some food for my son and place for him to sleep?" I will answer all questions but I just want some help for my son"
Has I sit and watch my son sleep after he ate some of the food that Mrs. Canton had brought to us. She just kept telling she would keep ted safe if I wanted to let him go with Kirsty into a room they had ready for us while we talked, but I just couldn't let him go yet. Kirsty was still waiting by the door and I know she was not going to hurt Teddy but I was still leery of my surroundings until, I looked at my son and noticed how peaceful he looked.
I handed over my son reluctantly, but Kirsty told me she would stay with him until I came in the room. I sat down and started to cry. Mrs. Canton came over and placed her arm across my shoulder and just let me cry. I wondered how to begin my story…..
I begin my story, but it seems funny to try to put things together when I only remember my name and all of my time with him. I hand Mrs. Canton the business card I have kept close to heart and she looks at and gasp like I just hit her. "Mrs. Canton, are you okay for me to begin, did I do something? I am sorry if I did. Please, don't make us leave, if I must go I will but please help Teddy that is all I ask." "oh, no my child, you two can stay here it's just I know who this is and I would love to hear your story while I have someone call this number and tell them you are okay and need them to come." I shutter with fear, but I know if I wasn't supposed to have this card then why did I have it. I guess why is just another question I will have to wait to have answered another day.
Mrs. Canton says I can begin my trip down memory lane if I still wanted to. I guess I am about has ready has I ever will be. Where do I begin is the thing with memory loss, it is always hard to start at the beginning because what really is the start. I take a deep breath and start with the first thing I remember..
I woke up feeling groggy and was wondering where I was and if Mia was okay, but something didn't feel right. My head is foggy but I just feel like something is wrong here. Then I hear foots steps and I go to stand up because I want out of here wherever here is. "Well, I am glad you are awake, Ana. Now, we can begin are life together." " There is no way I am staying here with you and why did you do this?" " I never gave you the time of day, and you think I want to begin my life with you." He looks at me like I slapped him across his face. He walks over to me and the next thing I see is stars. " You will be mine and nothing you do or say will change that."
I stand up to him again and he just laughs and laughs. "You will learn to love me, you and that thing you have growing in there" How did he know about blip. No one knew about the baby accept me and Christian.
I am crying by know because that is the first time I told anyone of my first memory or dream I had and that's how I knew my name was Ana. Ana who is another question, plus who is my son's father. I start to tell my story again and then I realize it's not that I have amnesia causing my memory loss but brain shutting down so I didn't fight to live for me but for him TEDDY. I guess I should really begin with the next few days but it is hard to tell people things I thought I had forgotten, but how couldn't forget his smell or how is hands felt on me or how I just closed down every time….
Mrs. Canton was patient but then asked if I was ready to give her more information so she can tell my family and help the doctor's with my care when I was ready. So, I did what I could and took a deep breath and began again….He kept us moving from place to place until we came here to this city. I hold breath and I begin again. " you will love me, Ana has I love you." " He never deserved you and could never make you feel what I can" That night was the first night I shut everything down and started to forget everything before know. It's not the first time he touched me or the first time he had sex with me but I got tired of fighting him and getting hit for it and my baby needed me healthy. He would just tie my hands behind my back and make get on my knees and place my face in the bed know and he would forcibly penetrate me over and over and get angry if I didn't enjoy it.
I hate is smell. It smells like aqua velva cologne old man Clayton from the hardware store wore, and vodka. It will be a smell I will never forget. His hands felt like rough sandpaper and old paper and it was a feeling I grew to hate.
I stopped when someone grabbed my arm and I jerked. I felt like I had woken up from a dream but I knew it was no dream. I had to stop this nightmare and try to live a better life for my son and I was ready to start now. I told Mrs. Canton I was sleepy and wanted to go lay down but all I really wanted to do was see my son and hold him. I was shown to my room and saw him there with Kirsty and another young woman and I heard Kirsty call her Ada, and told me they gave him a bath and he went right to sleep. I thank them for doing that and asked if I could get some clean clothes if they had extras and I would repay them once I got money. They gave me clothes and told me I didn't have to repay them and they leave. I go to my en suite and just enjoy the feel of the hot water run down my body and then I realize I am crying for the life I missed out on the life I may never have again.
I lay down with my son and relish in his smell and it is heaven he has always had this smell like summer time on the beach and I just loved that smell. I drift off to sleep and I start dreaming of feeling soft hands rubbing up down my body and soft lips kissing my neck. I then look up into the most intense grey eyes I have ever seen and I can see the happiness in them. I start to shutter and shake my head because then I see those same eyes screaming my name and begging me to come home. I then sit up in my bed trying to remember where I am then it all its me like battering ram against a steel door.
I remembered him…He was my life, my heart, my husband and I just had to get back to him. Then it hit me.. did he forget about me and his child? Did he go back to her?
A/N This story will be a HEA with a little drama...No Cheating! I will update has the Real life allows. I did add 2 people who have a special place in my heart that I met through here and facebook to this story. Enjoy!
