Hallo there, long time no see.
Sorry for updating so late, there have just been so many things lately… Please enjoy it anyway ^^,
"Hallo again," Strify said and sat down next to the grave. "It's been a week since I started at the resturant. They are all really very helpful and all but Kiro is acting really weird. Or I wouldn't know but the others say he is acting different. After the first night right outside here he keeps giving me this look. I can't really describe it, it's sad and desperate but there is also something else in it. Here yesterday he asked if I hated him, I was a little shocked and just said 'hn'. He looked a little happier after my answer, I can't understand that idiot. Tomorrow there should start a new waiter named Romeo. I hope when he starts that Kiro will leave me alone. Even if he looks at me with those eyes he still keeps giving me his dope-smile. It annoys me, it's just as annoying as stepping in a dog shit," Strify finished and sighed. He hadn't really anything else to say. He just sat there for about twenty minutes before he decided to walk home again.
The apartment building was silent when he walked in. The elevator still didn't work so he needed to take the stairs. 'I don't think it will ever be fixed,' Strify thought to himself. When he came to his floor he could hear music coming from Kiros apartment. Just as he walked past the door it swung open and a smiling Kiro could be seen.
"Hello Strify. If you don't have anything to do please come to dinner with me and my friends," Kiro said and looked hopefully at him. With a sigh Strify answered him. "Fine, I'm coming in a moment." "Yay," Kiro exclaimed and jumped up and down. Strify just rolled his eyes and entered his place.
When he knocked on the door it was opened by a black haired guy. He smiled and waved him in. He followed him to the living room and saw Kiro with another guy. He had black and red hair. Tattoos on his arms and fingers, piercings all over his face. Kiro turned and smiled at Strify. The black haired guy took a seat in the chair so Strify had to sit next to Kiro.
"This is Yu and they guy over there is Romeo, he is the one starting at the restaurant tomorrow," Kiro said and smiled again. Strify just nodded to the others. They all sat in silence while the music just played in the background. Suddenly a clock went off and Kiro jumped up and ran to the kitchen.
"I better help him, he isn't very good in a kitchen," Yu said and smiled before he walked to the kitchen.
Kiro was trying to get something out of the oven, Yu just looked and smirked. He got it out and turned around. "What do you want Yu," Kiro asked while he started to fix the duck. "Oh nothing special, just wondering if we should play the game after dinner?" Yu asked while he helped Kiro. A mild evil smile came upon his face as he nodded. The dinner was soon ready so they all sat down around the table. Kiro and Strify sat at one side of the table and Yu and Romeo at the other side. No one said much as they ate. When they were done Kiro spoke.
"Let's take the cookies to the living room and let's play spin the bottle," Kiro said, when he had said the word cookies Strify looked up and smiled for the first time in a while. Kiro noticed this but didn't say anything. Strify loved cookies and kept on staring at them when they came into the living room. He wouldn't want to seem rude with just eating them. Romeo found a bottle while Yu and Kiro moved the furniture's so they could sit in a circle on the floor.
"I will start," Kiro said cheerful and spun the bottle. It landed on Strify. "Uh, I forgot to tell you that we have our own spin the bottle. You need to choose between truth or dare. If you don't answer or do the dare then you are out of the game, understood?" Kiro said and looked at Strify. He nodded and said. "I take dare." Kiro thought for some time and thought he would be nice to him the first time. "You have to break the cookie eating record. The record is at 50 cookies," Kiro then handed him all the cookies and Strify happily began to eat. They all just stared at him as he just kept on eating. It didn't take him long to finish them all. Strify looked up with an innocent look at them. "There were only 45 in here, can I get some more?" Without a word Kiro walked out to the kitchen and grabbed 25 more cookies. He gave them all to Strify and he started to eat again.
When there only was four left Strify looked up. They all stared at him in awe. "Do you guys want one?" They all shook their heads and looked at Strify there just putt all four into his mouth in one movement. He looked at them again.
"What? I really do like cookies," Strify said and blushed a little under their gaze. He would always be really nice when he had eaten cookies, because of all the sugar. 'Talk about personality change. Note to myself, Strify likes – no he LOVES cookies,' Kiro thought as Strify spun the bottle with a smile. It landed on Yu.
"Truth," Yu said confident, he didn't think that Strify was good at this game when he was high on sugar. "All right, let me think," Strify said and thought hard. "Got it, what is the most embarrassing thing you have ever done or has happened to you?" Strify asked and watches as Yus eyes grew wide. The two others looked at him exited.
"While I was dating this girl, we had slept naked so in the morning she had gone to do something so, you know, when I was bored after some time I started to play Guitar Hero, without clothes and then her parents, uhm, they walked in on me," he finished with a blush. The others just started to laugh at him. "My turn," he said and spun the bottle. It landed on Kiro.
"Dare." Yu smirked and looked at Romeo who nodded. "You have to kiss Strify on the mouth." Kiro got big eyes and looked at Strify. 'WTF?' Strify thought, 'he has to kiss me?' Strify just sat there and looked cold at Kiro. "I have to do it, I don't wanna lose," he said and moved closer to Strify. He tilted his head a little and their lips were almost touching now. Strify crushed his lips on Kiros. 'This actually feels rather nice,' Strify thought as Kiros hands moved behind his neck. A small moan escaped Kiros mouth. Strifys hands moved to Kiros sides while his tongue asked for entrance. Kiro opened his mouth and Strify began to explore. This made Kiro moan even more.
In the mean time Yu and Romeo just sat there and stared at them. They hadn't expected them to kiss like that at all. Suddenly Strify pulled away and he didn't look at Kiro. "Sorry, got a little carried away," he looked quick at Kiro and saw the same hurt look in his eyes. "I need to go home now, see you guys at work," said Strify and stood up and walked to the door. Yu and Romeo said goodbye while Kiro just sat there on the floor looking sad and hurt. "I'm sorry, that wasn't supposed to happen," Yu said and scratched his neck.
Kiro just looked at him while teas ran down his face in silence, then he ran to his room without looking back and slammed the door. He cried himself to sleep that night.
In the other apartment was another guy who couldn't forget that kiss and he got almost no sleep that night.
The next morning Kiro and Romeo went to work together. If you looked close you could see that Kiro had red shades under his eyes from crying. He smiled to Romeo and they chattered away. When they arrived at work they couldn't see Strify anywhere. It was soon time to open and he hadn't come to work yet. The manager was getting angry, so Romeo asked if he should go get him. The manager just nodded and began what he always did.
When he came to the apartment he knocked on the door but no one answered. After some time Romeo was getting really pissed. He knocked so hard he almost broke the door. Then someone finally opened the door. A sleepy Strify stood there with morning hair and a open sleeping shirt. (*drool* who wouldn't love to see that ^^)
"What do you want?" He asked grumpy. Romeo just smiled and pushed him into the apartment. When he looked around he was speechless. The kitchen looked like shit, in the bedroom all you could see was a bed and a closet, the living room was no different, there was only a couch and a TV. There was nothing on the walls. When he came out of shock he looked at Strify.
"Get dressed, you have work today," Romeo said and walked towards the door.
"Hn," he said and got quickly dressed and they both left the apartment. No one said a word all the way to the restaurant.
Strify kept an eye on Kiro and Romeo. Romeo kept close to Kiro and he made sure to touch him here and there all day. It made Strify really pissed and he didn't know why all of a sudden. Romeo knew Strify was looking and it was all planned, all the touching and whispering into Kiros ears.
When it was time for them all to leave the manager had planned a meeting. They all sat together and looked at the manager.
"We have some extra cash, so in four days we are going to the theme park nearby."
They all cheered except Strify who just looked tired.
The day soon reach where they were supposed to go. Romeo was feeling sick so he was not going to come with them.
"Hei Strify, do you want to walk together?" Kiro asked and smiled at him with his goofy smile. Strify raised an eyebrow. Kiro hadn't talked to him since the kiss, he had only looked at him.
"I don't care," was the blunt answer. Kiro just clapped his hands and jumped around like a little kid that had got candy. 'Jesus,' was the only thing Strify thought.
The restaurant had rented a minibus, Kiro insisted on sitting next to Strify. Kiro was just talking and talking to Strify but he didn't pay much attention. He just looked out the window and his thoughts just ran away. You could soon see the park in the horizon. This made Kiro even happier. When they arrived Kiro was jumping up and down again. Without a word he just grabbed Strifys hand and ran towards the gate.
"What do you wanna try first?" Kiro asked and looked at him.
"Anything you want," he answered and smirked. Kiros eyes lit up and a little happy noise escaped his lips. He ran towards a rollercoaster and they stood in line. When it was their turn Kiro began to shake a little.
"Something wrong?" Strify asked. Kiro tried to look cool but it didn't really go that well.
"Um, I'm just a little scared of rollercoaster's, I have never been on one before." He said and giggled a little nervously.
"Then why are we in one then?"
"I thought maybe you could make me forget my nervousness and fear."
Strify just raised an eyebrow but Kiro was still shaking. With a sigh Strify took Kiros hand and held it tight. This made Kiro relax a bit. They looked into each other's eyes and a small smile came upon Kiros lips. The spell was broken when the ride started. First Kiro was stiff but soon he opened up and screamed happily. When the ride was over he looked at Strify with a sparkle in his eyes.
"That was awesome, thanks," before Strify could do anything Kiro hugged him. They got out of the rollercoaster. They tried a lot of the rides there and had a really good time. Sometimes they would flirt with each other, sometimes they got really close but they didn't do anything.
"Let's try this one," Kiro said and pointed at a big tower. It was almost 65 meters high with a freefall of 56.[1] Strify stared at it with horror. 'I can't do something like this. It reminds me to much of him. I can't go into something that goes high and then let you fall. No way in hell.'
"No." Kiro looked at him with wonder.
"No?" He asked.
"I'm not going up into that thing," he said and crossed his arms.
"Don't be scared, it's safe. I got into a ride that I'm afraid of so you have to do it too," Kiro said in a matter-of-fact voice. Before Strify could protest Kiro had pulled him into the ride. There wasn't a line so they went directly up into it. Strify didn't shake, he just sad still with big eyes. Horror and sadness filled his eyes and Kiro didn't know what to do.
"Why the sadness?" Kiro asked a little shy. Strify just kept his look forward but it was distant.
"Bad memories," he murmured.
Kiro didn't know what to do so he just took his hand like he had with him. The ride began and Strify hold Kiros hand tighter and he closed his eyes. He was afraid that if he looked or just opened his eyes he would begin to cry. Kiro stared at him with wonder, he didn't know what was happening to Strify, but he felt a little bad for dragging him up there. At the top they hold still for about five seconds. Strify tried to open his eyes. In the second he opened them the machine let them fall. The other people screamed but Strify just sat there, still holding Kiros hand tight. On the two seconds down pictures of him and his lost love came flashing before his eyes. A small tear ran down his cheek. He didn't feel it and when the ride stopped he was still in deep memories. Kiro saw the tear and felt even worse.
"I'm sorry," Kiro said and looked away, when they got down from the ride. Still holding hands Strify looked at him with a questioning look.
"For what?" He asked.
"For making you feel bad, and make you cry and all."
Strify just kept staring at him. Suddenly reality hit him and it hit hard.
"No sorry, I think I need to thank you," Strify paused to think about what he should say. "In those two seconds something fell into place. It made me realize that he will never come back." With those words he hugged Kiro right there in the crowd.
'What is happening to me? I'm never this sweet towards Kiro, even though it was true what I said. I think I'm getting soft, crap.'
Kiro smiled into the hug and hugged back. Strify looked down right when Kiro looked up. Their mouths were so close together, not touching but still close enough to feel each other's breaths.
Without realizing it their lips was pressed together. First they just kept it their but then Strify pressed a little harder to deepen the kiss. Kiro opened his mouth to let Strify in. Strify took the invite and moved his tongue into his mouth. Kiros tongue began to play with Strifys. Suddenly Strify pulled away.
"I can't do this," he said and moved away from Kiro, he took his hand back there had been together with Kiros the whole time. Kiro pulled Strify back and wrapped his arms around his waist. He laid his head against his chest.
"Please just one time, then I will leave you alone, I promise. Just one time," Kiro begged in a voice only hearable for Strify.
"Just one time what?" He asked even so he had a clue of what it was that he was talking about.
"Fuck me, please, just one time."
"Here?" Strify asked and looked around.
"In the woods or where ever, I don't care."
"I can't do it," Strify said with a voice there shacked a little.
Kiro pulled away and grabbed his hand while he walked towards the woods. Before they went in, Kiro grabbed some stranger's jacket that was on a chair.
[1] = This tower you can find in Denmark, Tivoli Copenhagen
TBC
Uh I'm so evil, this is it for now, hope you enjoyed it. I will really try to update soon.. Promise…
