A/N I had this written at the same time as the first chapter but decided to wait a little while before posting it. Chapter is not as Emo as it sounds. It's just a little less emo lol.

Chapter 2- Depression

(Chad's POV or his thoughts considering how I write.)

She dumped me. She dumped me. Forget about her. As hard as Chad tried Sonny still clouded his mind. It had been a week since the night when she'd dumped him. Chad hadn't seen Sonny at all; he hadn't really seen anyone at all. He'd locked himself in his dressing room when he wasn't shooting. Two day's after the 'horrible night' an article about him and Sonny had come out in People's magazine. By then everyone knew that 'Channy' was no more. The article made Chad look like a fool. Saying that the night of the break-up Chad claimed Channy was going far, and that he loved Sonny Monroe. It was all true, which just made Chad feel worse.

"I thought she loved me…" Chad whispered as tears found there way into his eyes again. He was lying on the couch in his dressing room. Even though he had said that Sonny still loved him he was beginning to doubt that. Suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"Chad. We have to start filming. Are you coming?" Portlyns voice call through the door. Without waiting for an answer she opened the door and walked in. What she saw wasn't pretty. Chad knew he looked as if he hadn't seen a mirror in a week. His normally perfect hair was messed up, his uniform was wrinkled, and his eyes were puffy and red. It also didn't help that he had been looking at the People's Magazine article again.

"Go away Port. I'm not filming today. Tell them to do the scenes without Mackenzie." Chad said as he attempted to hide his face behind a pillow.

"Chad, sitting around moping isn't going to help anything. Move on. I've tried to be understanding, but enough is enough! Pull yourself together and we'll go to the cafeteria for some surf and turf. Then you'll get your butt back in the studio. You have 10 minutes." With that Portlyn walked out of the room. It took Chad about 5 minutes to decide what he was going to do. I don't want to go…But Portlyn can be scary when she wants to be.

By the time that Portlyn came back Chad was back to looking like Chad Dylan Cooper.

"See." Portlyn said as she stepped into his room. "Was it so hard to go back to caring about personal appearance? Now come on, I'm hungry." She grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the room.

On the way to the cafeteria Portlyn began talking about random things. Can't this girl ever shut-up! Okay planning time. Go in, get food, eat with cast for as little time as possible, and escape back to dressing room. Note to self; don't forget to lock the damn door!

Just as the pair got to the doors Chad froze. From where he was standing he had a perfect view of the So Random! table where the whole cast was sitting, including Sonny. She looked normal. Like she hadn't been affected at all by the break-up.

"Portlyn I can't do it. Don't make me go in there." Chad pleaded to his best friend. Portlyn looked in and saw the reason why Chad was suddenly freaking out.

"I'm sure she's just as upset as you are." Portlyn said attempting to lead him into the café, but Chad stood still.

"She doesn't look like it." He said as Sonny laughed along with the rest of her cast. By chance she looked his way and the two locked eyes. I can't do this.

"I'm sorry. I just can't." Chad told Portlyn as his feet finally moved, in the opposite direction of his old girlfriend. When the noise from the café was gone Chad broke into a run. He only realized that he was outside when a raindrop fell onto his cheek. Great. The weather is matching my mood. Chad kept running, ignoring his car. When he finally stopped he realized he was at the park where he first kissed Sonny. Instead of escaping the place he sat down on the bench where he and Sonny had sat almost 10 months ago.

"I love you Sonny." Chad whispered as the rain poured down harder. I can't live without her. I need her back.

Chad sat there for hours just thinking. Not caring that he had skipped out on filming again, or that someone might actually care that he disappeared. All he was concerned about was why Sonny would do this to him.

Finally at around dark Chad started to walk back towards the studio. He wasn't really paying attention to anything; he was too busy thinking of Sonny. What did I do? She wouldn't dump me for no reason. I have to find out. Without realizing it, Chad started walking down one of the busiest streets in L.A. Not a very good thing for a depressed teen icon.

"Oh My God! Are you Chad Dylan Cooper?!" Someone asked. Chad just kept walking. But the scream alerted all the reporters and paparazzi of his presence. Soon he was surrounded.

"Chad where have you been lately?"

"Is it true you're being kicked off Mackenzie Falls?"

"Was Sonny Monroe really just using you to get more popular?"

"Was the break-up with Sonny a surprise or expected?"

"Who broke-up with who?"

Chad finally had enough.

"All of you leave me ALONE! I am NOT being kicked off Mackenzie Falls and don't any of you EVER make Sonny Monroe out to be the bad guy! It doesn't matter who broke up with whom! Now leave me alone you vultures!" Chad fought his way through the crowd and broke free. He ran all the way back to Condor Studio's. Right back into his dressing room and this time he locked the door. Only then did he breakdown crying.

What did I do to deserve this Sonny? I need you. I love you.

A/N That was shorter then what I wanted but I couldn't figure out a way to make it any longer. As of this moment the story is going to be 7 chapters, epilogue included. I actually planned it out which is a first for me :D Review and you get a virtual hug lol.

P.S Fast enough update? lol