"Vidcon was amazing. I have seen so many of ya'll. It's just sad that the fun is over." I say into my phone while waiting in the airport. My mask today was my very first and favorite mask that I got from Italy in high school, an orange mask that swirled up on one side. It looked a little strange against my bright red hair but I couldn't bring my self to care. My Undyne costume was worth the clashing.
"I have a lot of new ideas for my channel including some surprises that you never would see coming! And no, it's not a face reveal." I smiled into the camera before doing my outro. "well have a Good nigh' ya'll" in my most southern of voices.
After looking around to see if anyone was watching I slipped off to the bathroom and took my mask off before putting my bright yellow wolverine jacket on. I sat back down in my seat while watching the video again to make sure there were no mistakes. I was posting it right when I heard my flight was boarding. I was still getting strange looks from my fellow flighties but I had no fucks to give
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"Goodbye" I sighed as I walked on the plane. I didn't even have anyone to talk to since DJ and Mid left the day before for some bullshit reason like 'work' ugh. As I sat through the long flight back to LA I thought about my weekend. I hadn't seen Markiplier again since the first day. I couldn't even get seats in his panel since my friends wanted to see more of the games instead of the gamers, our competition according to Mid. I think she just didn't want me to get my hopes up about Mark. She knows my past history for falling hard and fast with guys who couldn't settle down. Just like she assumes Mark wouldn't be able to. Still it sucks I haven't been able to talk to him.
At least I have good ideas for my channel now. While talking to MatPat I got several new theories that could make a good video. One I really like was what if the security man was one of the original kid's brother or sister and he is really trying to stop everything and that is why he didn't run from Freddy Fazbear pizza. It would call for some investigation that's for sure. God I did not want to replay them.
"Home, sweet, home." I say as my cabbie dropped me off at the camp ground where my Tiny House on wheels was parked for now. The house was 8 ft by 25 ft and it was all that I needed. I didn't need a mail box cause I have POS box for fans and my regular mail goes to Mid and JD's house.
Stepping through the front door I was greeted to the sight of my kitchen. Setting my bags down in front of the counter I walk through to the game room that was sound proof so I can do my recordings. It was just a small 8 ft by 6 ft space that was just big enough to hold everything I needed. Getting on the computer I signed into my youtube and saw that my goodbye video had a few views but what really surprised me was the huge increase in subscribers. I had gotten 1,000 over night. I posted my next video of the day which was a Lets play of Undertale the Genocide run. I couldn't bear to split it up so I did it all in one go on a live stream. This is just a recording of the live stream.
I decided I needed to cool down after the flight so I pulled up Mark's channel. He seemed to have posted a few videos I haven't seen. One of which was a vlog about Vidcon. Curiosity got the better of me. I clicked on it with out even really thinking of what I was doing. Why must I torture myself?
"Hello everybody." Mark smiled up at the camera and went through his intro before talking about all the cool things he did at Vidcon. It wasn't until the end of the video that things got interesting.
"So I don't think I have talked about this youtuber before on my channel but I have been watching her videos for awhile and at Vidcon I got a chance to meet her in passing. If you haven't seen any of ColdDelusions videos I demand that you go watch at least one right now. I'll wait…. Hey what are you doing I said go watch it!" he grinned that crooked smile and laughed. "Now I wont assume that everyone has done what I asked so those who are still dragging their feet. This youtuber makes videos about head cannons and theories about different fandoms. While she doesn't show her face her work is amazing. Now the reason why I bring it up is that I had a chance to meet her at Vidcon and I asked if she wanted to do a video together. At the time she didn't answer so I am calling her out now. ColdDelusions, you and me do a video game together? You know how to reach me."
I stared blankly at the screen, not paying attention to Mark's outro. What just happened?
I all but dive bombed my bag to get my phone. I already had text from Mid and JD asking if I had seen the video but I ignored them like the piece of shit I am and pulled up Mark's number. Staring at the blank text I couldn't think of anything to write. What do you send to a guy who just called you out in front of all his viewers? Hey seemed impersonal but if I add an extra y it seems to friendly. God why is communicating so hard?
Hey I just saw your vlog. Thought you could just call me out ;) –CD
I sent send before I could over think it only to look at my phone in horror when I realized how flirty that sounded. A winky face really! I am going to have to delete my youtube account. I will have to move back home with my parents. My life was over… wait a minute he replied?
It was the only way I thought you would respond. And see it worked J- MF
I slowly climbed the stairs to my loft and lied down on my bed. I was smiling like an idiot as me and Mark texted well into the night.
