February 6th

Well this morning was… Fucked up. I couldn't sleep well, because I was thinking about him almost the whole night! And I almost fell asleep during the first lesson in school, and that is why I got a little lecture from the teacher, and also a laugh from Jones, who just happens to be in the same class as I. But from that, Jones also got a lecture. That capitalistic pig deserves it. And he still calls me "commie". I really don't get it. Is it an American thing? Maybe I don't want to know.

It's lunch break now. I still have a long day ahead of me. After school, I decided to put those surveillance cameras in my room, just in case. I have a nosy American living really close to me after all. And I don't want to take risks. So if someone would steel something from my room, I could check the cameras and that way know who it was. You can never know.

Then I should get a job from somewhere. Get money for myself. Not that my sister would already send me money from Russia, but I want to play it safe.

Also, I found out that there's a dancing club here! And I thought that maybe I could join. That would be great.

Oh… Mat-Williams is coming this way…

Later

Oh God. He actually came to eat with me. I mean. With ME! No one really wants to eat with me. Not at least from the other schools I've been in. And he was so close. Sitting right next to me!

… Alright, I shouldn't act like a teenage girl in love. But we talked, and he seems really nice. It seems like we're not in the same class, which is a shame, but we're having couple of lessons together. P. E, history and also geography and biology. But I don't have any of those today… Damn. He's also a member of literature club! Maybe I could join that one too… Not that the only reason would be just Mat-Williams, or anything, I just… Maybe I should just join. I like to read after all…

I actually said that I could join that, and God that smile… He seemed to smile wider, and he said that it would be great if I would join the literature club.

Later

So I've put the cameras in their places, and I tried to find a job, but I couldn't. Well I'll try tomorrow as well. If I get lucky. I also joined the dancing club today! I'm so glad that I can continue dancing here as well. Some of the people in the club seemed to be really good. Hopefully I won't fall behind…