I really don't know why I am continuing writing this… really…. O.o naaah!! Just kidding!!!! Yeah I had lots of people sending me private messages asking for a sequel for this including the ppl on the reviews, by the way I think I should thank you all for reading this crappy sick dark thingy!!!! XD well I never thought this would work….
This chapter its just weird that's all…. Now its time for … I dunt know just keep reading!
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My inspirations for this fic:
-the chateau de chambor.
-Lilium (MOKA version)
-Thebrokencradle (nice writer by the way)
-Wakeshima Kanon (awesome singer!)
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THE PUREST SIN
Chapter II
Crying its not when tears fall from your eyes when you are sad or in pain; Crying its when your eyes are cleaning themselves so when you start over new they could start looking good….
soft footsteps could be heard, soft sobbing accompanied the noises, Hook stopped working on one of his medical tools and just listened to the poor broken soul coming near, he was kind of surprised since those weak behaviors where not allowed on the base, neither one of the Decepticons would like to be seen broken and defeated, they would rather face death before exposing themselves like that.
curiosity was trying to dominate the green mech but he decided that a wiser decision was to wait inside his med bay and ignore the problems outside.
the sobs where getting closer and closer each second, he thought that maybe a little sneak peak wouldn't kill anyone, he walked closer to the med bay's door and tried to take a look of what was waiting for him outside, he tried to get unnoticed but he couldn't since his gasp of surprise revealed him.
"Starscream? w-whats wrong?" asked Hook extremely surprised, he was just staring at the full of pride, egocentric, mean and twisted second in command of the Decepticons crying his optics out for primus know why, now curiosity fully dominated him
The red seeker just stared at his companion, he didn't know how he ended there he just remembered running and running without control trying to get anywhere, away from the command center, away from the true, away from his sin, the mere thought of that made his spark ache even more freeing more of his tears full of desperation and sorrow, he could feel the medic staring at him and Starscream stared back for a couple of minutes and turned his gaze back to the floor.
"I think you should calm down, there must be a way to fix your problem..." said Hook thinking carefully each one of his words.
Starscream just kept staring at the floor like if he was going to find the answers on it.
"If you want... I can help you" offered Hook getting slightly worried, this kind of behavior was uncharacteristic coming from the seeker, he saw how Starscream stared back at him with blank optics, no expressions could be read, tears where running from them but it seemed like if there where no feelings attached anymore, there was just coldness and emptiness.
"Erm... Starscream?" asked Hook, this time he started to seriously worry, the other mech was showing no reaction, it was like if he was talking to a walking corpse "listen...."
"no...." whispered the seeker suddenly to the doctor "you listen"
Hook immediately fell silent it wasn't because Starscream told him to, it was more the way he asked it, cold and soft words where the ones that made his energon lightly freeze in its place for a second, he saw Starscream face turning to stare to the tools he was working on a while ago
"why? .... why do you throw away your tools? why throwing them away after you used them?" asked Starscream with the same coldness in his voice, his optics still wet with the previous tears
"the surgical ones? well its because they are dirty!!! they could be usefully but only to harm some one! that's why they have to be thrown away or burn or else! which kind of question its that in the first place!?" asked the Decepticon feeling kind of annoyed by the fact the he felt totally lost at the way this problem turned, maybe he should have stayed inside the med bad ignoring the seeker….
Megatron started to wake up slowly, he felt like scrap maybe he was waking up from other one of his hang outs, maybe he should start drinking less high grade but it didn't matter now, he was more than happy, he just remembered that it didn't matter how bad he felt there was someone that could make everything better, he softly smiled and tried to reach with his arm his beautiful bondmate but found that side of his berth empty, so empty and cold, it felt so similar to a certain side on his spark....
Megatron suddenly remembered what really just happened, he couldn't describe how he felt, there was a mixture of feelings inside his spark.
hate, he felt pure blinding hate, he for sure wanted to kill Optimus for what he did, he hated himself for being a fool, a blind fool, he felt self disgust for the situation he ended into, he felt desperation for not knowing what to do, he felt so empty, he really missed the seeker, he really missed.....
Did he missed the hot arousal his bondmate made him feel or he missed the warmness of the love of a son Starscream could provide?
he was for sure more than confused now, he always wanted a son of his own but he always desired Starscream's' company on his berth, could he be able to love the seeker like his bondmate or should he start looking at him like a son? his processor started to ache again.
Megatron just sighed and got up from his berth, he even didn't remembered how he ended over there, he didn't cared anymore, he just wanted to drink more high grade, get rid of these feelings.
but there was obviously no absolute way he could get rid of his beloved seeker, bondmate or son he didn't cared, he wasn't going to loose him, he just need to talk to him, make things clear and try to find a solution to this problem.
Megatron stared at the cubes, he could see the clear and pure liquid, immaculate, no traces of any contamination, the best high grade, that remembered him of something similar to that succulent substance and sighed, long and hopeless.
"The true is... there is no way Starscream's spark could be that pure again...."
darkness was bathing him room again, the moon the only visible light announcing the ending of this sour day, just opening more the wound in his spark, since the room looked exactly like it did when he found happiness, Megatron just walked to the big window in the center of his room and closed the curtains, leaving him and his thoughts alone in total darkness like they were meant to be after he signed his own punishment.
there was no way happiness could come back....
in other room the same light of the moon was being covered too, but this mech only wanted to keep that light from reaching his bondmate optics and interrupting his recharge.
Prime just sat in his berth staring at his lover recharging, he felt happy to be there with his beloved, he reached with one of his hands one cheek and softly caressed it.
"my, my... they will never know how it feels the warm of a bondmate touch, they will only feel cold and emptiness in their sparks"
Prime slowly reached his bondmate lips and kissed them slightly, careful to not wake up the other from recharge. " But they deserve what its coming for them and they will regret it"
he laid down next to his bondmate ad closed his optics trying to recharge "Oh how delicious that scene will be, they deserve to suffer for the rest of their life's....."
If there existed a word to describe how Hook felt it was worried, finally the second in command lost it, He was just standing there staring at nothing! Like if his processor wasn't able to process anymore, whatever happened to the seeker it really was bad.
Starscream just hugged himself, more tears started to roll down his optics, he silently cried like if there was no tomorrow, because for him, literally there was no tomorrow.
"W-why?" asked the seeker sobbing his face turning paler, now Hook knew he was going to need to take the seeker inside his med bay, he wasn't looking good
"W-why are they useless?, are they that contaminated that they should be destroyed?"
"Starscream, yes, they are, once they are contaminated they cannot be sterile again…."
The poor seeker just covered his face with both of his hands and cried more, his sobbing started to get lightly noisy and he started to shake.
Instincts told Hook that Starscream needed attention, he was going to pass out any minute but when the medic tried to walk closer to the seeker to get him inside the med bay he stopped shaking all of a sudden.
"Starscream… there's always a solution for any problem, now you need to come inside the med-"
"will this corrosive poison melt my impious spark until the end of my life?, is there no mercy for sinners?" asked the seeker, tears still falling down like the drops of an endless sorrow rain.
"after all….. Innocence wasn't one of my lacks…."
Hook only listened to the seeker, he was making absolute no sense, he wanted to comprehend, he really did wanted but Starscream wasn't explaining himself clearly, he could only guess by Starscream's words that his sorrow and pain had something to do with his spark, be he wasn't quite sure what.
"If the tools cant turn back into their pureness, than they have no right to be here anymore, since they lost their meaning, they have no more.. Nothing less…" whispered the seeker staring back at the medic with the same lost and cold optics full of tears.
"impure deserve nothing more than their end…."
"Star-"
"You are right, problems do have solution…"
"Starscream listen to me!"
"I'll find mine…." whispered the seeker giving Hook an empty smile, a smile capable of turning the most burning sun into an ice stone, now Hook was terrified of what was crossing the poor seekers mind, he didn't had time to react before the red seeker disappeared flying into the darkness of the hall.
I kiss your lips, I close my eyes, take you away to paradise, make everybody see that I love you and you love me….
