"welcome to the ouran host club" a blond male with blonde and blue eyes greeted us.

"nicky im scared" i muttered and held onto his hand tighter.

haruhi walked up to us "oh hey allen is this your twin" he asked. i just nodded.

"whos this allen" he asked with a smile.

"just a friend" i pouted.

"but what happened to me?" he asked pretending to be hurt.

"oh shut up you poser" i said "oh and yeah this is nicolai".

"so now were not the only ones in this school" the twins by the name of hikaru and kaoru said.

"well this is tamaki" she pointed atthe one who had greeted us before. "this is kyoya" she sqaid and pointed at a boy with black hair and glasses. "these are takashi and mitsukne." she finished pointing at the two males one short with blonde hair and one with black.

"its nice to meet you all" i bowed.

"oh tamaki hey" my brother waved to the blonde.

"nicolai i didnt know you had a brother" he said and smiled.

"yeah hes my twin allen" he introduced me.

"you know each other" i said tilting my head slightly in confusion.

"yeah hes in my class hes a 2nd year" my loving brother said.

"so were am i" i asked and a girl walked up to me.

"is he a new host hes so cute" she smiled at me. i blushed a little but my bangs hid it. i looked up.

"thank you" i said "but im not a host im new at this school i was just looking for a quiet place to study and stumbled in here" i looked down at my feet.

"allen are you okay" nicolai asked putting a arm around me. i snuggled into his chest as thee girl squealed.

"i dont get why they are squealing you're just comforting me" I whispered to him I felt scared with so many staring at us i started shaking. i was having a panic attack "Nikolai im having a panic attack I yelled between breathes and curled into a ball and held myself on the floor trying to calm down. haruhi bent down to me and tried to help.

"allen are you okay" she asked. by now i looked like i was on the verge of crying my eyes watered and i almost threw my arms around haruhi and started crying. i was weak and i knew it i wasn't like my brother he was strong i wasn't i was weak and fragile but no one cared about that i was alone the only mental kid in this school i was just lonely.

"Allen are you okay" he asked and held me close i whimpered and started to cry in his arms. "hey allen its okay im here and i always will be" he said.

"but what if i have another one and you're not here" i yelled.

"then you can come to us" tamaki said.

"really" i looked up and smiled. he nodded all the girls giggled at how much i acted like a child.

"allen and nicolai i want you to become hosts" tamaki said and pointed us.

~caught like a fly in a web of your lies~ falling in reverse

well i hoped you liked it if i have any errors im sorry nicky kept messing with me and my laptop screen is broken because i was typing a paper in class and some kid slammed my laptop shut and called me a man whore because i apparently affened his friend which i dont remember doing. but i hoped you liked this chapter as of now im going to start chapter 3.