Disclaimer: I do NOT own Degrassi. I only own Munro and nice collection of tee shirts.

Also I forgot to mention that the reason I write this story was because of jamester7.

Unconditonal Love

The Dream

I wake up in the morning to the sound of fumbling in the kitchen.I wipe the sleep from my eyes to see Munro and Adam making breakfast.I raise my eyebrow at the sight I get up from the couch and walk into the kitchen.

"what's going on in here?" Munro smirks at me face covered with pancake mix.

"Me and uncle Adam are making you breakfast mommy."

I smile as I wipe the pancake mix off his face. "Making breakfast eh?"

They all three laugh at the sight of the kitchen.

"What made you two decide to attempt breakfast?"

Adam looked at Munro. "Well Mun buddy,Why don't you tell your mom why?" Munro nods once at Adam.

"Well mommy we decided you needed something to make you happy because of dads' death anniversary coming up this Thursday."

I look at him and smile."Munro sweetheart you and Adam make me happy I'm fine I promise."

Flashback

I woke up in a cold sweat and tried my best not to wake up Munro and Adam. Munro had climbed in our bed after he had a nightmare. "Four years and it still seems like it was just yesterday." I whisper Munro stirs and nestles closer to Adam I smile a little.

Adam must have felt me up and moves slowly trying to not wake up the sleeping four year old.

"What's wrong Clare?" I look at him with wide eyes. "I-It c-can't b." I stutter and he grabs my clamy hand.

"Clare it's been four years."

"No it just happened Adam." He looks at me with sad eyes and looks down at Munro sleeping soundly in our bed."Clare it happened four years ago almost back to sleep it's okay I promise you."

It happens every year the week of Elis' death I have that dream and it scares and Adam had gotten use to telling me it was just a dream caused by the stress of the upcoming date.

"Mom your not fine I know you're having the dream again it happens every year." He looks at me with concern in his emerald green eyes.

I bite my lip hard."Munro Elijah Goldsworthy it is none of your business and I told you I'm fine." He gives me wounded puppy dog eyesand I swallow hard.

"Mom it is my business I may not have met Eli but I know his death affects you every year I have known since I was four for god's sake Adam and me are just trying to help just let us please mommy."

I see his green eyes leak salty water drops.I go to hug him but he backs away from me."Munro sweetie I'm sorry I didn't know." I choke out and Adam comes and grabs me into a storms out of the kitchen in loud racked sobs.

"Clare sweetie everything will be just needs to calm down and so do you." He ushers me to our bedroom."Take a nap and I'll go talk to Munro."

I nod a little bit with understanding and he shuts the door behind him when he left.I bite my lip and blink my blue eyes because they were getting pretty heavy.

Dream

Clare..?" I looked over in the direction my name was being called with confusion written on my face.

"E-Eli?" I stuttered when I saw his green eyes staring back at mine. He smirks.

"Where am I and why?" I bite my lip hard.

"Clare clam down your just dreaming.I needed to check on you,Munro and Adam. I needed to make sure you were okay blue eyes."

I reached out to touch him but he back away."Eli? I'm fine." I tried my best to make it sound like I was.

"Come on blue eyes you except me to believe that?" He smirks and I bury my head in my hands.

I grumble through my hands."No but I want you to believe because I want to believe I'm fine."

He sighs and he sits down beside me."Look Clare you need to move on and not blame yourself.I'm happy you have Munro and Adam to lean on.I'm happy I gave my life defending you."

I look up at him from my hands."Munro is exactly like you I wish you could have met him Eli."

I feel a few tears fall down my cheeks."Me too Clare me too." He smiles and I blink and he is gone.

I wake up and feel dried tears on my cheeks and on my pillow."It was just a dream dammit."

I hear a knock on the bedroom door and I scramble to wipe the tears comes through the door and sits down on my bed.

"Mommy I'm sorry about earlier.I just hate it so much when your upset." I look up at him and then hug him.

"Sweetie it's okay and I never want you to think it's your fault that I'm are my baby boy and Eli would be so proud of you." I smile and Munro looks at me with a smirk.

"Did you have a nice nap Mom?" I smile and think about the dream.

"I had a good dream about Eli." He looks at me with a raised eyebrow.

"What was it about?" I bite my lip.

"It was him checking on all of us and telling me not to blame said he was happy doing it." Munro smiles wide at me.

"Good I'm glad it was a good dream and he agrees with me." He laughs. "Mommy can we go visit him?"

I look down at the floor then back to him."Sure Munro but I can't promise I won't cry."

He smiles."It's cool mommy I know how much he means to you I mean he loved you enough to give you me."

A/N: Should I make another chapter? Cause this one isn't getting any reviews.