White bed, white walls, white clothes, bright light. Everything was so bright and she had no idea where she was, the last thing she remembered was the red fog and a mask, a gas mask, the mountain men. She got up and crossed the floor to the little window on the door, she couldn't believe her own eyes, it was Monty across the hall, Monty was here! Ever since he went missing she was sure it was the grounders who got him, and he'd been here all this time, captured by the mountain men and locked up in a cell just like she was now.
She called out his name and hammered the window both of her hands, getting more and more angry by the second. She hadn't lived through a war with the grounders just to be held prisoner by someone else, someone worse for all she knew.

She woke up and walked over to the floor and fear struck her when she saw Monty's room was empty, he was gone, she had been asleep and they'd taken him in the meantime, she was starting to panic, where had they taken him, was he even still alive, what the hell did these people want with them?! A woman walked into Monty's room wearing a fullbody biohazard suit and Clarke was determined to get out, she grabbed the stand where her IV was strung up and smashed the window, cutting her arm when she unlocked the door from the outside. She grabbed a shard of broken glass and crossed the hall into Monty's room, she held it to the girls neck and demanded she took her to see her friends.
"If you'd just waited ten more minutes you would have been cleared out of quarantine" the girl said with a trembling voice and Clarke pressed the shard further against her throat, she had no idea what she was talking about.
"Take me to my friends!" The girl took her to an elevator and they got of on the fifth floor, she inhaled sharply at what she saw. Men, woman and children of all ages and nationality was sitting around tables, eating and drinking, talking and laughing but none of her friends were there, where were they?

She was at Mount Weather and she was talking to their president, he tried to convince her they weren't prisoners, they had rescued them, but when she asked to be allowed to leave he told her that was unfortunately impossible.
She didn't believe one word of what he was saying, but then she got to meet her friends again, only 48 of the original 100 remained and Clarke felt a pang in her chest when she thought about Finn, Raven, Octavia and.. and Bellamy. All of them were gone, she had no idea whether Raven was alive or dead, she hadn't looked good the last time she saw her in the dropship, and she hadn't seen Octavia since before the war broke out, she just hoped Lincoln had found her and took care of her.
"They are lying to us, I'm getting out of here," Jasper told her she was the biggest threat to all of them at the moment and he was finally feeling a sense of safety after everything he'd been through, after everything they had all been through. The others could stay if they wanted to, but she was getting out of there one way or another.

Getting out of Mount Weather was easier said then done, but then she discovered the true horrors of their ways and she was more determined than ever to get out of there, she freed Anya from the horrible fate that awaited her and together they escaped and faced worse trials then Clarke could have ever imagine. Hunted by Reapers, chased by Mountain Men and even held prisoner by the grounder leader, Clarke fought like hell to make it back to the dropship. She got the drop on Anya and now she was her prisoner, but she only wanted her help so that they could negotiate peace between the sky people and the grounders, Clarke was tired of fighting a war with them when they both had a much greater enemy to worry about.
They fought when they got to the dropship and she almost lost, but she fought back and won and Anya saw her as more then just a helpless girl but someone with the will and potential to fight back, she looked at her with respect.

The ark had landed and she reached their borders before she set Anya loose, they had reached a common agreement, they would do everything in their power to negotiate peace between their people. Then Anya was shot and Clarke saw her hope of peace disappear in a second, she pleaded with Anya to live, but the woman had fought her battles and was ready to go and she deserved that, she deserved her peace.

"That's not a grounder, that's my daughter!" Clarke swore she could hear her mother's voice, but she was supposed to be dead, she'd seen the exodus ship her mother was supposed to be on crash and kill everyone on board in the impact.
"Clarke?"
"Mom?" she was so tired, she just wanted to sleep but there was so much she needed to say and do, so much the rest of their people needed to know. Her mom stitched her up in the medic tent and ordered her a good nights sleep, they talked about her father and Clarke wasn't ready to forget but she was learning to forgive. She fell asleep and she had no idea how long she'd been out when she came too, but she knew it had been to long, she needed to get her people back.
Raven was waiting outside her tent when she came out, Clarke was so happy to see she was still alive, but her foot, her foot was in a brace but Raven shook it off and said she was just thankful she was able to use it at all. There was movement at the gate, four people walked in and Clarke couldn't believe her eyes, could it really be him?
"Bellamy," she breathed and turned to Raven who smiled at her and nodded towards the gate.
"Go," she smiled and didn't think twice before she turned and walked briskly towards him, her mother was talking to him and Octavia, Octavia was here and alive! Her mom took the girl Clarke didn't know and led her to the medic tent and she went from walking to running and Bellamy was pushed a few steps back when she threw her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. And it took him a second before he wrapped his arms around her. He was here, he was alive and breathing and he was here in her arms and she had never been so relieved or happy to see anyone in her entire life.
"I never thought I'd see the day" Clarke pulled back with a small laugh and moved on to Octavia just as Raven joined them.
"I'm glad you're okay," Octavia whispered and Clarke nodded before she pulled away.
"You too," She smiled as she looked between the two siblings and felt like at least part of her people were together again.
"Where's Finn," Bellamy shot her a saddened look and glanced at Octavia.
"He's out looking for you," she felt her heart drop and panic settle in again, she needed to keep it together and they needed to go after him.

Her mom wouldn't here it, she said she'd just gotten her back and she wasn't going to just let her leave. They came up with a plan and they left as soon as no one was watching, heading for the grounders camp where the prisoners would have been held if it was the grounders who had taken them, but Clarke knew it wasn't, they hadn't done anything.
Bellamy told her about everything Finn had done to find her again and he tried blaming himself so that she wouldn't hold it against Finn, but while she still cared for Finn she didn't like him like that anymore. He'd broken her heart once and that was enough, she was in love with someone else now, even if that someone didn't know it. She stayed close to him the entirety of their search-party, until they heard the shots a screams coming from afar, they all sprinted towards the sounds and when they saw what was happening Clarke wanted to throw up.
Finn's eyes widened when he saw her and he smiled, a joyful relieved smile.
"I found you," he said and stepped towards her and she stepped back, all she could see was the death and horror he was responsible for. He was no longer the Finn she had come to care for and who's opinion she'd valued, he'd become someone else, someone she didn't know, a stranger.
She found herself stepping behind Bellamy and wanting to reach out to him to steady herself, but she didn't need to because he was already there, supporting her weight with his own and all she felt was shock. She didn't even know who he was anymore, the Finn she knew was gone, this Finn, the one who'd slain almost an entire village looking for her, that was a Finn she wasn't even interested in knowing, she had made her choice between the men some time ago, but it wasn't until this very moment she was sure she'd made the right choice, Bellamy would never had done this, not even to find her, not even to find Octavia, he valued life more than that. Torture yes, maiming yes, but coldblooded murder, not without reasonable cause.