'Why why the hell am I counting what goods it gunna do I'm already drenched' his thought began to make sense now

His body turned back round to the crooked path that led back into the dingy woodland as once more his thoughts took over

'If something happens to her and you leave now you'll regret it and that's a promise, Connor'

Now he had begun answering his conscience back 'like it matters I could save her a million times over and she still wouldn't love me or even feel the same way about me as I do about her I'm sure Steven will rescue her like he normally does his name should be superman always saving the day.

One foot followed the other backing up through the mud out of the woodland into the sheets of raindrops pouring over his moving figure

But this time he wouldn't run or even walk quickly as though not to get drenched as now the world that lay beyond was dead to him now because he'd realised he'd never get her. All his life he'd never gotten what he wanted ever since he was little he'd wished that his dad would come back but he never had it was just him and his mum but even his own mother hadn't believed him recently saying he had too much stuff on his hands to visit her , his best mate Tom had died, his first ever girlfriend had left him for one of his mates back home and now Abby.. the one thing that truly mattered to him had gone been ripped away from his very soul.

He trudged ever so slowly through the downpour of extreme weather conditions back to the flat. Abby's flat...their flat

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He collapsed onto the cotton covers his shape imprinting on the bed, the thunder rumbled sending shivers jolting down his spine ruptchering throughout his body. He never moved for minutes, hours just lay there stiff on his bed as though he was dead as if someone had ripped his heart from him and fled but then again they had Abby had gone and took his heart with her. The darkness groomed the room only the led lights off the alarm lighting up the room as dim orange.00:00.. midnight officially they were off now the weekend the two days a week Lester had allowed them to have off as long as no anomaly or creature from some era turned up. No one would come knocking to see him or Abby no one ever did which means no-one would ever find out that she was missing. Now this ,this was the perfect chance to let Abby fend for herself instead of precious Steven coming for her.

zzzz. BEEP!...BEEP!

'awwwww' a moanful grown came from under the sheets as morning awoke him well the alarm did so to speak.

His thoughts rattled round his empty head 'In half an hour Abby will shout Conn get up or you can wash up to which I'll reply fine then' then it hit him she wasn't here anymore she was gone, forever? No surly she'd have come back by now found her way home herself I mean she was a big girl she was only a year younger than her and he was 23.

Half an hour passed and no call or threat to clean came from the bottom of the stairs then it suddenly hit him she wasn't here was she? The bedroom door creaked open echoing throughout the house it was silent. Too silent. Maybe, maybe she was here and she was hiding or she'd gone round her mates but, either way he was happy he had the entire flat to himself as any thoughts of Abby hurt or injured were pushed to the back of his mind. That was it he'd gone into denial thinking Abby was ok when really she was still out there somewhere missing with no one to protect her.

The day for Connor went brilliant no cleaning, no washing, no nagging, no fighting, no sarcasm just Xbox 360,pizza,sleeping Rex, heating and more pizza with battlestar galactica. As the day went on rain began shattering hard against the misted window pains the dreaming state took hold of his mind lulling him into sleep. The dreams tore at his soul the dream looped in his head Abby gone out of his life forever picture after picture of her getting tortured or hurt. His eyelids shot open and lay there gasping for breath, face covered in sweat he knew he couldn't ignore it not when she was imprinted on his eyelids he'd dare not shut them for it was too emotionally painful for him. Now know longer in denial he knew he had to do something he had to save the woman he loved....

Ok this is my chapter two and thank you jess for your lovely comment it was thanks to you I wrote a second chapter and jess hope you like it J