Update! "B" i am currently stuck with my OMAM story a working on chapter 7. I know where it's going, I just have to put the pictures in my head onto paper... or into word rather... i still promise nothing about updating on time, but I will try my hardest!

This one dips into the darker end a little but not to bad. Tell me what you think! :) ENJOY!


B is for Broken

He remembered there being red splatters on that skin, red dripping from it, sliding down her neck and pooling on the ground beneath her. His teeth flashing in the light, his evil sounding "Gihihi" echoing on the alley wall around them, the sounds of her pleads and choked sobs. He remembered how her voice broke as she screamed when he bared down on her.


Gajeel's fingers wormed themselves slowly into her hair. Watching lazily as the locks slipped through his fingers again and again, like sand through an hour glass. Losing himself in the silkiness of it, the scent of her shampoo filling his nose and making his brain fuzzy. His lids drifted closed as he inhaled deeply and let the feeling of bliss overwhelm him before letting his breath out slowly; the movement of air hitting the sleeping woman on his chest in the face. Levy's nose wrinkled at the feeling and she snuggled deeper into the dragon's shirt, causing him to open an eye and look down to her.

They lay on his couch in his house off in the forest just outside of Magnolia. Outside the rain was smacking the windows with a steady rhythm. Inside the two enjoyed each other's warmth and that of the fire crackling a little ways off, casting an orange glow into the otherwise dim room. Red eyes flicked to the fire then back to the sleeping woman before him. His gazed at her smooth skin, tinted yellow and orange and pink by the firelight.

He remembered there being red splatters on that skin, red dripping from it, sliding down her neck and pooling on the ground beneath her.

He remembered her porcelain skin being scratched and broken, bruised and dirty, smudged and tattered. He remembered the way her chest had moved as she gasped for air as she had ran from him, the way her pulse raced when he cornered her. He remembered the terror in her eyes, the way she shook with every labored breath. How her pupils dilated and contracted with every one of his movements as he slowly advanced on her. His teeth flashing in the light, his evil sounding "Gihihi" echoing on the alley walls around them, the sounds of her pleads and choked sobs. He remembered how her voice broke as she screamed when he bared down on her.

He closed his eyes and put a shaking hand over them. Those sounds were still haunting him in his nightmares. After all this time, he still had nightmares. Lilly had been so shocked and worried when the dragons screams had wakened him. Even more frightening to the little exceed, who had burst into his partners room in full battle mode, was the fact that he found the fearsome dragon with his head buried in his hands crying, something that Lilly didn't think Gajeel ever did and not from a nightmare.

At the time Lilly hadn't known what Gajeels' past had been with Fairy Tail, other than he was in an enemy guild and had destroyed the guild hall and attacked the members. He was shocked to find out the truth. Gajeel had told him that night Lilly had barged into his room and found him crying from his memories.

The nightmares were coming less and less now, even though he still had them every once in a while, he was no longer afraid to sleep, or to be near the little mage in his embrace. He had connected the dots and found that the more time he actually spent with Levy, the less often he had the nightmares.

His gaze turned to the back of the couch where Pantherlilly was curled up on the overstuffed backing, his tail wrapped around his little body, a small smile on his face. Gajeel was grateful to have Lilly as his partner and best friend. He truly valued and adored the little exceed. With a finger Gajeel reached up and scratched the sleeping panther in is favorite spot behind his ear, smirking when the cat began to purr in his sleep.

His hand fell to the woman fast asleep on his chest, his fingers tangling once again into her silky locks and fisting there has he raised her head and his so that their foreheads met in the middle. He sighed at the contact, feeling her slow and even breath on his face. He was thankful for Levy too. Lilly and Levy, the only two who he really let into his heart. The only ones he could say that he loved.

His teeth gnashed together and his shoulders and neck tensed as his memory whirred and spun again.

He remembered holding her face like this once before as he forced her mouth open and shoved his tongue inside. Her scream only making his job easier, as he pulled her head back by her hair and wrapped his other hand around her delicate throat effectively choking her while his teeth cut open her lip. He remembered the taste of her saliva and blood mixed together, the look of utter disgust in her eyes, as he forced her to look at him. She had slapped him after a few seconds of having to look at his face. It was the wrong move to make at the time.

He had honestly been holding back up until that point. Her hand on his skin had snapped something in his brain. Gajeel was replaced by a very angry, very bloodthirsty, very testosterone riddled monster. A monster that had proceeded to throw her to the ground on her hands and knees, a hand reaching for her hair he yanked on it pulling her head up. He paid no attention to her scream as the other hand wormed around her middle, yanked the skirt of her dress up, and ghosted over the skin just above her underwear. Goosebumps erupted on every part of her as he lowered himself over her, grinding into her backside and grinning at her gasp, as he put his mouth to her ear and whispered to her.

"Ye' shouldn't have done that little fairy…. Gihihi, now yer' gonna' pay!"

He didn't want to remember anymore. He was shaking. He had let her go and his hand was now pulling his own hair. The taste of copper and iron flooded his senses, but he ignored the pain in his lip and scalp as he gripped Levy tighter to his chest. She wiggled in discomfort, causing the dragons' grip to only become tighter. Her hands came up to either side of her face and she pushed on him with a grunt.

They struggled together for a few minutes, Gajeel only wanting to hold her tighter to him, and Levy only wanting to be able to breathe. Finally Levy got enough breath to gasp "GAJEEL! I Can't Breathe! I need air!"* At her words red eyes flew open and he released her, gasping for air himself.

They lay there panting, Levy propping herself up on Gajeel's chest, the dragon himself letting one arm fall to the floor the other thrown over his eyes as he gasped for air. Above them, Lilly watched. Levy's cry had woken him and he now sat with his tail curled around his paws keeping an eye on the two humans below him.

"Gajeel?"

Levy's voice was quiet, soft, concerned.

He didn't respond.

She lowered herself again, folding her arms on his chest and rested her chin on her wrists, watching the man before her. She waited for him to regain his breath and his composure before taking a finger and poking his arm a little. Gajeel slowly lifted his arm and peeked at her with one ruby eye.

"Gajeel? What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare or something?"

The dragon simply stared at her, ruby eyes wide, chest rising and falling a little faster than normal. He then sat up, his arms encircling her body keeping her close. She let her hands slide to his biceps as she held his gaze. Gajeel raised a hand and brushed a few strands of blue hair from her face, letting his hand rest on her cheek his thumb drawing circles just under her eye absently.

"….Shorty… they're not just nightmares… they're memories… I can't get those images out of my mind, every time I close my eyes, every time…" he let his head rest on her shoulder as he faded off. He didn't need to clarify what he was talking about. She knew.

From the back of the couch, Lilly quietly slipped down to the floor and padded noiselessly to his and Gajeel's shared room, thinking that the two mages would want some privacy for now.

Levy wrapped her arms around her dragon's neck, letting her hands fist into his mane. They stayed this way for a few moments.

"It's ok Gajeel. I understand how you feel. You know that. You know that I've forgiven you. I used to have those kind of nightmares as well ya' know – I know you do – and they go away with time. You have to just focus on other things, things that make you happy." A hand made its way lazily through his black locks. "What makes you happy Gajeel?"

His arms tightened around her small frame, holding her closer to him. He buried his nose into the junction of her neck and shoulder, eyes squeezing tightly shut. "You do shorty." His voice was muffled against her skin, but the gravel in to send a shiver up her spine. "Everything about you makes me… happy… and that's the problem damn it! How fucked up is that? Whenever we are together all that I can think about is those awful things that I did; and when I try to keep myself away from you I can't seem to breathe or focus on anything. I just …. I just… I don't know what to do…" He released her going slump against her frame.

Levy pulled him into a tight hug, a frown planted on her soft features. They sat in silence, listing to each other's hearts beat and the crackling of the fire mixing with the steady rhythm of the rain outside.

"Levy."

"Yes"

"I'm so sorry."

"I know Gajeel."

"I…I'm so sorry I broke you…I broke you… I… I"

"Gajeel?"

"…"

"…"

"…"

"Gajeel."

"Hmm?"

"I have to ask you something."

"What?"

"Will you fix me?"

"…"

"…"

"What?"

"Will you fix me?

"Fix…you?"

"Yes, yes since you said that you broke me, will you fix me too?"

"…"

"…"

"…"

"Don't you trust me?"

"Of course I do!... I don't trust myself that's all."

"I trust you."

"I know… I still wonder how you can…"

She smiled, nuzzling into his hair just behind his ear. "It's because I believe in you. You are strong, and fearless, you are always there for me when I need you, you make my happy all the time. I believe that you can do anything you want to. I believe in you. I believe that you can fix me and make me big. Remember? You promised to make me big."

"… yeah. I did."

"So, Gajeel. Will you fix me and make me big again?"

"Yeah. Yeah Shorty. I will."


*I couldn't help but laugh a little at this…. It was late at night, I was working, I was very tired. And then I typed the word "air"

…. Do you see where I'm going with this?... Gajeel. Levy. Air?

Gajeel needs air.

AIR?! …

*manic laughter*…. I need sleep…


Here's a peek into the next chapter.

C is for Cute

Let's face it. She's nowhere near as busty as Lucy. She doesn't have Juvia's legs. She isn't as gorgeous as Mira, rather as gorgeous as Mira THINKS she is. She doesn't have Cana's sexy confidence, and she doesn't have Erza's sex appeal. She's not like any of the other females in Fairy Tail. She's just… Cute…. And that's just way he likes her.