Starting Over Again
A/N: Sorry for that long wait. I was having troubles with my microsoft word. But I finally mangaged to get it up and running. Anyways this chapter might be a little boring but this is how I want to start of the story. Not total borning but some how more interesting so that you guys can read it. Anyways I've been working on a new Pezberry story. I really want to put it up but I'm not sure if I want to yet. But anyways enjoy the story and hope you will all enjoy.
SUMMARY: Santana goes through something she will always face in life wither its family or being in a relationship with Brittany. But what will happen when her life crumbles down and starts falling apart. Will Rachel help her through the hard times or will she have problems of her own?
Rated: M
CHAPTER 1 – Can We Be Friends?
*RACHEL'S POINT OF VIEW*
After learning about what happened to Santana. I couldn't help but wonder if I should confront her about it or be open about it. I know I told her I wouldn't tell and I'm going to keep that promise. But maybe she should tell someone herself. Or maybe I should just keep my mouth shut. I'm worried about her. And I do care. I just, maybe I should just not get involved at all.
"Hey Rachel."
I looked up from my locker and smiled when I saw Santana. She looked a little sad and I could tell she needed someone to talk to at this moment.
"Well hello Santana. What can I do for you?"
"Do you think we could go talk somewhere... Private?"
"Sure Santana. I would love to. Where would you want to talk at?"
"Um the choir room?"
"Lead the way."
*SANTANA'S POINT OF VIEW*
We headed to the choir room and we stayed at least a bit of quiet. I didn't like the girls over obbssed chattering but she was actually kind of cool. I mean for someone who likes animal sweaters I guess. I mean those sweaters look like something my grandmother could wear. I mean really is she a toddler or something? I juts don't get why she doesn't dress into this century instead of last century.
When we arrived to the choir room we both sat down next to each other on the risers. We stayed silent for a minute until she had spoken about doing something after we graduate after high school. I just shrugged and kept my thoughts to myself. She knew we weren't here to talk about graduation which is like nine months away. But I wanted to talk to her about being friends and shit. But she wouldn't stop talking. Like seriously. Someone should a cork in her mouth just to make her shut up.
"Rachel can you please shut up for five minutes."
"Sorry. I was rambling again wasn't I?"
"You were. And I need to tell you something okay. But you have to swear to not interupt till i'm at least finish okay?"
"Okay. I swear I won't speak till your done."
"Good."
*RACHEL'S POINT OF VIEW*
I was so nervous to say what I had to say. I was shaking from hands to feet. I know it's going to be a little weird talking abotu my feelings but I really want Rachel to trust me and I already trust her so why not bury the hatchet right? I just hope she can forgive me for all the things that i've done to her. I just want to be friends. That's all I'm going to ask. Hell she doesn't even know I have a crush on her. I've had a crush on her since the seventh grade. So basically what I'm trying to do here is to try and be her friend.
"Rachel. I just wanted to thank you for not telling anyone about my.. You know accident." She nodded and kept listening. "Rachel... I want to apologize to you. I know I've been a total complete bitch to you and i'm really sorry. I'm sorry for being so mean and throwing slushies at you. I hated it treating you like that. But what I'm trying to say is that I hope we can be friends. If you want to anyways."
"Santana I would love to be friends with you."
Santana had the most happiest face you could ever seen. I mean she looked like she was having a good day. To me she's just another human being trying to get out of this hell hole. But I have a feeling that we are going to be great friends. And somewhere in the near future maybe we could be more than just friends. I know having feelings for the cheeleader is risky but right now I'm going to keep it a secret. Some day... I'll tell her how I really feel.
*SANTANA'S POINT OF VIEW*
I'm really starting to like Rachel. I mean she is understanding what i'm going through and what my feelings are. She's not pushing me into doing anythhing that I don't want to. She's really going to be a great friend. I just know it. But right now what I'm feeling for her is something a little different. This feeling is the exact same feeling as I had with Brittany. But If I told her I liked her then she'd probably just turn me down like Brittany did. And I can't let that happen. She's my friend and I don't want to ruin it when I just started it.
"Rachel. Do you wanna... Maybe hang out later?"
"Sure that sounds great"
"Cool. I guess I'll text you then."
She nodded and headed to class. Rachel maybe a crush.. But she's more then just a crush to me. She's how you say... The love of my life.
