Okay guys here's chapter 2! As I say I own nothing
Chapter 2:
Ruthie,
Ever since the day I moved to Glenoake I knew that I would always want you in my life, this letter is to hopefully make you understand why I have done what I've done in the past and what I intend to do in the future. If you are reading this now it's because I am too afraid to tell you to your face, I know I shouldn't, but I am. Since the day I met you my life turned around for the better, when I'm in the lowest of moods your smile makes me forget it all. Ever since the day I left you've never been off my mind. I swear I was going to tell you but I'm a coward, I hate goodbyes, and this one would be especially as hard. It was only until I had left that I received a visit from Kevin and he brought to my attention things I had always wondered about but never knew they we're true. He explained how you had changed once id left, how you'd cry yourself to sleep over me, why Ruthie, I'm nothing special if anything I was an awful friend to you. He handed me a silver shoe box, one I was familiar with- the pair of silver pumps I'd got you for your 16th birthday that he'd seen you throw out just hours before, I couldn't believe what was in there, I never knew you would keep little things from when we'd hang out down the promenade. The movie stub when we saw that film that made you cry, the photo booth picture of us drenched from the rain. Ruthie Camden you made me well up! How dare you Ruthie chuckled. At the bottom of the box was a letter addressed to me… shit shit shit shit SHITT!!! Why did I leave that letter in there, why!? Stupid Kevin argh, he's a dead man I tell you!
FLASHBACK
Ruthie took out her favourite pen from her desk draw, it was a metallic purple pen, her favourite colour, that martin brought her as a thank you for supporting him through a break-up. She grabbed the first piece of paper in sight and began to write:
Martin,
Here goes nothing. Martin Brewer over the past few years you have been in my life they had been great even though you're a selfish careless bastard at times that's what I love about you. Yes that's what I said, love. We're best friends you're like a brother to me so why am I having these feelings towards you? What was the point anyway there's no way you feel remotely the same. Today's Thursday august 29th , yes you left me yesterday. Why didn't you tell me you had applied and got into a college in Florida , but you didn't, you told EVERYONE else and told them not to tell me, thank god for Mac then aye without him letting it out of the back , who knows you could be dead in a ditch as far as I was aware of. You're breaking my heart, its ridiculous to think that I could be in love with you, who am I kidding, you're two years my senior and you could have anyone you wanted. But not poor-old-preachers-daughter, Ruthie Camden. No. thanks martin for these past years. "The only people you need in your life are the ones who prove to you they need you in theirs", and you have proved you don't need me in yours. Have a nice life martin.
RUTHIE.
Ruthie's eyes welled up tears running uncontrollably down her face, biting her bottom lip she placed the letter at the bottom of her little martin shrine and put it under her bed…
END OF FLASBACK
Ruthie why didn't you tell me how you felt towards me. I thought you could tell me anything, I never wanted to break your heart, why would I do it to someone I love, and no Miss Camden before you think about it not in a sisterly way. I have a confession of my own to make, over the past few months I've realised things and evaluated my life , you're Ruthie Camden, my sister, my best friend, my soul mate. I've been in denial for all these years. I was fine until you were allowed to date, whether you were with peter or Vincent or whoever, I became jealous, didn't you see why I was being so over protective towards you, they weren't good enough for you Ruthie, I didn't want to see you with anyone. Anyone, but me. I'm in town till the end of the holidays before I have to return, I'll give up pro ball if it means I can be with you, I'll transfer back to Glenoake. Please talk to me Ruthie,
Sorry for this awful letter you know more than anyone how illiterate I am
Forever yours,
Martin.
Ruthie's hands were shaking she read the letter over and over, stunned at what he said, time was ticking, would she make him stay or let him go, knowing he may go forever…
So guys that was chapter 2 any good? R&R pleaseee.
