A/N: Ok, well… I would really like an editor, so if anyone feels up to it please volunteer. This is chapter two; I hope you all like it.
Disclaimer: Yo no tango Twilight. (Witness my mad Spanish skills!)
Chapter Two
Decision
I slid my key into the lock and pushed the door in. Luckily, Charlie wasn't due home for another ten minutes- just enough time to heat up some frozen lasagna. I flicked on the hall light and dropped my purse by the door, quickly making my way towards the kitchen.
I dug around the freezer, sure I had bought some Mama's Lasagna last week…there it was. I ripped open the box and stuck the frozen food on a pan that I quickly placed in the oven. I turned on the heat then ran up the stairs to my room, being extra careful not to trip.
Once inside I sighed and leaned against my shut door. Had that really just happened? Had I really just kissed Jacob Black…and enjoyed it? I shook my head lightly but the memory didn't go away. Carefully I brought my fingers to my lips, replaying the scene in my head; he had tasted so sweet…
I heard the door open and shut down stairs.
"Bells?" I heard Charlie call.
"Yeah Dad? I'm up here." I heard him trudge up the stairs and lean outside my doorway.
"Are you making dinner, Bells?"
"Yeah dad, lasagna. Its in the oven. Do you mind getting it out while I change, it should be done in just a moment."
"Sure honey." I heard him say, then trudge slowly back down the stairs. I took the opportunity to change into pajamas. Just plain old pants and a tank top for me.
Skipping down the stairs I was met with the smell of hot lasagna. "Mmmm." I said as I entered the kitchen. Charlie was serving the lasagna on two plates, fetching milk and forks too. When he was done we sat down and ate together in silence. A good silence though.
"I heard you gave Jacob Black a ride home today." Said Charlie suddenly.
"Um…yeah. He needed a ride home from school so I drove him down," I replied.
"That's good." Said Charlie. He actually looked relieved, happy that I was doing something other that maintaining my 4.0 average or cleaning the house like a agoraphobic.
I smiled back. "Yeah…it was nice. Do you think it would be Ok if I went over there tomorrow?"
Charlie's face lit up. "I'm sure it would be Ok. Maybe Billy and I could go fishing with Harry."
"Sure." I replied. "I'm going to bed, ok dad?"
"Ok Bells. But let me get your dishes for you." I started to protest, but he insisted "No, no, I'll get them, you go to bed."
"Ok, thanks dad."
"No problem honey." He replied as he took our dishes and made his way towards the sink. I gave him one last smile then went upstairs.
I closed the door to my room and went over to my bed. This was another thing that reminded me of him…sleeping, and the fact that he could not. Instead he would watch me. Sleeping now seemed to empty. Lacking .
I tucked myself in and turned off the light, but I could not seem to fall asleep. I was thinking about Edward…and Jacob. How Edward would react to Jacob and so forth
Would I be betraying Edward if I went out with Jacob? What would it matter though? Edward had said that he didn't want me.
He. Did. Not. Want. Me.
I wrapped my arms around my knees and brought them up to my chest, curling into as tight a ball as I could. If I held myself together, I wouldn't fall apart.
I made a decision then. I would Have Jacob Black.
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