James felt a pang of hurt when he saw the blonde of his desire leave the cafeteria just as he came in. He had to shake his head at that thought. James wasn't gay. Atleast he didn't think so. But one look over at his girlfriend and he knew what he was doing.

She looked like a female version of Kendall. With her blonde hair and small frame. But she didn't have those beautiful bright green eyes thy James had fallen for. Her eyes are bright blue as the sky and could light up her whole face as she smiled. Don't get James wrong he does like Amy she is a very sweet girl. But she's no Kendall.

James wouldn't say he was gay but he would say that he could be bi. Or maybe it was just Kendall for the fact that he never really looked at any other guys the way he was suppost to look at girls. But James just couldn't help himself. For a guy, James thought that Kendall was very femenin looking. With his lean body, hips thy curved just in the right places, semi long shaggy hair that fell into the most beautiful and perfect eyes James had ever seen.

But James couldn't help but feel the blonde wouldn't feel the same. And even if he did he would have to walk on eggshells so as to not break his heart. Because broke Kendall's heart it would break his own.

"Dude you're doing it again." Carlos interrupted James' train of thoughts and he gave his attention back to his friend.

"What?" James asked.

"You're looking at blondie again, just dump your girl and go for him. Make life easier." Carlos said nonchalantly as if it were no big deal.

James rolled his eyes at his best friend and st down. "Okay one that would be mean to do to Amy," He said jabbing his thumb back at his girlfriend go was talking with her own friends. "And two I don't even know if he likes me the way I like him. He's so timid and shy. He might be scared of me." At this Carlos raised a questioning eyebrow. "He was going to try out for hockey but as soon as he saw me there he left in such a hurry he almost fell out the door." James explained and Carlos made an 'O' shape with his mouth.

"Well at the very least try and talk to him and try to be his friend. What's the worst that could happen?" Carlos said taking a bite of whatever was on his tray before spitting it back out into its container. "What the fuck is this shit?"

James couldn't help but laugh a little. "Don't know that's why I brought my own." And then he took a bite of his sandwich that he made at home while trying to contain his laughter. Carlos was eyeing his food like a starving child and James rolled his eyes and tore him off a piece.

Carlos ate it up with viger and the small bite of food was gone and James had to wounder if he even tasted it. James finished his sandwich and went off with Carlos to go to his locker. Half way down the hall he stopped. Kendall was at his locker. They had lockers right beside one another and James loved it a little too much. Sucking in some air he walked over and started undoing his locker.

Out of the corner of his eye he saw Kendall hide his eyes with the bangs of his blonde hair. James couldn't help but think how cute the sight was and out of no where he started talking to him. "Hey."

Taken aback by the greeting Kendall jumped and looked up into James' hazel eyes that were filled with warmth and Kendall felt his cheeks and the bridge of his nose warm up slightly. "H-hey." Kendall stammered a little bit.

"You were at hockey try outs the other day, why didn't you stay?" James asked and Kendall felt his face get warmer.

"I forgot I had somewhere else to be." Kendall lied looking down at his shoes so he wouldn't meet James' gaze.

"Wel we are still doing try outs if you were still intersted." James said with his heart pounding in his chest. It's not a date he's only letting him know that try outs are still going on. So why is he so nervous?

"T-thank you, I'll look into it." And with that Kendall closed his locker and made a beeline for his next class saying a brief goodbye to James.

James gave out a sigh and Carlos clamped a hand on his shoulder. "Look on the bright side. He talked to you."

James only glared at his fried before going to class.