Author's Note: I wasn't quite sure what I was going for here, the characters started to write their own story. Any suggestion on how to make this better or any ideas, I am open to listen to them. Please review! Thank you for reading!
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Chapter Two
Katara found herself sitting at the edge of one of the beautiful building, her legs swing back and forth as she thought of everything and nothing. She didn't hear the footsteps behind until she saw someone's hand rest against hers as they sat down. Her brother's hand.
Sokka had allowed Katara several hours to cool off on her own before he went out searching for her, she had been upset with everyone over nothing. However, Sokka knew deep down she had been hurting since they had found their father after Ba Sing Se and it was easier to blame the firenation for all the things that were wrong but in reality Katara hadn't actually faced the real person who caused all these problems. Herself.
"Katara, you have to let it go, it's okay now." Sokka soft voice rang in her ears but she refused to take any real notice to what he said. He didn't know what Zuko had done to her or what anyone had done to her.
"Zuko wants to help us now. You don't have to look behind you every time he is near, Katara don't push him away." Sokka stood up, figuring that his sister would either listen and take his advice or ignore it and continue to treat Zuko as an enemy.
Katara began to pounder what her brother had said, she missed her dad dearly. He had missed everything for them and her brother could just forgive so easily. Gran Gran had raised Sokka and her, even when their dad had been home, he was distant with his children. How was she suppose to feel. The war that Zuko's father was responsible for made her lose her mother and her father. Maybe she was blaming the wrong person, but Zuko was a direct descendent of the bastard.
Katara continued to sit on the small ledge until she heard heavy footsteps, it wasn't Toph's feet, no her steps were much heavier, and Sokka's were light, but not as light as Aang's.
She turned her head quickly to smack her forehead on someone's shin. Well that someone's shin was covered with a red color clothing, it was Zuko.
He sat next to her, trying to care for her forehead, which she didn't allow.
"I'm sorry Katara for everything. I thought you would forgive me. I know that I don't deserve it but…" his sentence fell short. Katara had stood up even though both of her legs were dead asleep, she began to walk away from the fire prince.
She left Zuko to his own thoughts. He knew he had screwed up with her. It was obvious, but now he was even more lost. He needed his uncle. Katara was so different from Mai, Mai never expressed how she felt. She didn't talk to Zuko the way Katara whenever Katara did talk to him. Katara yelled at him or sounded like she was scolding him for all his wrongs.
Mai was soft, she didn't yell at Zuko when he did something wrong. Actually, she never really seemed happy about anything, she refused to talk to Zuko about his problems when he had returned from Ba Sing Se. Maybe Mai knew something that she didn't want Zuko to know. Whatever it was, it didn't matter any longer.
Katara was strong, independent, hardheaded, and most of all she never backed down from anyone. He admired her, but most of all, he loved all her qualities. Wait, loved? He couldn't love her, she was annoying, she never spoke to him, the way she watched over everyone was annoying, but he liked it.
Zuko needed to get a grip and quick before anyone knew what he was thinking. Maybe Katara blamed him for something, he hadn't actually done. Just maybe.
The next day, Zuko woke up on that ledge. He could hear Aang calling his name from a short distance. He sat up and stretch his tight muscle, hoping he wouldn't be too sore for the day.
"Good morning, Sifu Hotman." Great, the Avatar already had a name for Zuko.
Zuko did his best to demonstrate to Aang how a move was supposed to look but failed. He had lost his fire, he no longer felt the burn inside him. What was happening to him. Zuko needed his uncle and he had no idea where he was.
Katara watched the boys firebend from afar but noticed Zuko's flames were small and there was no fury behind his eyes anymore. She thought about arguing with him again or creating a waterwhip but she knew deep down that wasn't going to help at all. Zuko was strong, soft, gentle, but ferocious, determined, and beyond everything else, he was a fighter.
That night after everyone had relaxed from a long day of training, Zuko announced he had lost his stuff.
"Don't look at me. I didn't touch your stuff," Toph announced to everyone. The Blind Bandit was known for cheating people out of games and stealing money from others during their trips into the Fire Nation.
"Not that, my firebending. It's gone," Zuko was ashamed for having to admit this, he was supposed to be a master and he couldn't even produce a small amount. Katara laughed and that infuriated Zuko.
"Sorry I'm laughing at the irony. You know it would have been nice if you lost your firebending awhile ago." Katara had already witnessed Zuko's firebending earlier and felt bad for the guy but she felt like he also deserved it. It wasn't her fault that he decided to try to capture Aang and failed.
"It's not gone, just not as strong as it was before." Zuko replied to the giggling waterbender.
"Or you just aren't as good as you thought," Katara's reply came out like venom, she hadn't meant it but it was true, he had always thought himself as a master or she thought.
Now it seemed like he was lost and could no longer find the fire within him. He deserved a little bit of Katara's rude remark, but she knew that she couldn't blame him for everything. She had to find a way to deal with her problem.
Later that night, while everyone had gone into their rooms, Katara patted through the hallways, inspecting that everyone had gone to sleep. She found herself staring at Zuko's sleeping form, he looked like a teenager for once, not quite a man yet but almost there. His scar was hidden from her view, the wrinkles he usually wore were now smoothed out and he looked handsome. Katara startled when Zuko started to stir, she could either run or stay right where she was. Needless to say, she stayed staring at the banished Fire prince. He began to move more in his sleep, his face twisted with pain and Katara could see he was having a nightmare. She walked over to his sleeping form, kneeled down next to his bed, and began to rub small circles on his right shoulder and hummed the same song her mother would sing to her as she fell asleep. Instantly Zuko calmed and buried his face farther into the pillow he was laying on.
Katara was about to stand up when Zuko's fingers wrapped around her wrist. "Stay," his voice was hoarse and coarse with sleep still, his right eye was half lidded and his left was still shut completely. Katara contemplated whether she should join Toph but soon realized she wouldn't get any sleep. At least here with Zuko, she could get peaceful sleep.
Zuko scooted over to the opposite side of the bed and offered his pillow and most of the blanket he had. Katara slipped in quietly and turn onto her left side, facing away from Zuko. "Thank you," if everyone hadn't been asleep, Zuko would have missed her words.
"Katara, what has made you so hateful to me? I have done so many bad things, I just want to know which ones were the worst." Katara was stunned to hear him, she hadn't really considered which hatred things made her most mad at him. She turned over to face him and saw his bright golden eye piercing into her bright blue eyes.
He still had his scared eye pushed deeply into the mattress they shared, before she began, she reached out to trace the small red outline that started near his nose. Zuko removed his left side of his face from the mattress and allowed her to trace the outline up into his hair and around his ear. He couldn't described what he felt, it was soft, sensual, and cool like the water.
He hadn't liked when Mai had tried to touch to his scar, it just brought back bad memories and she would push on the skin until he felt the pressure. He had wished long ago for the scar to be removed but now it was a part of him, he now just wished to feel more from that portion of his face and to see more out of his eye.
"Your betrayal at Ba Sing Se was the worst, why did you chose your father over us Zuko? Over your uncle who would have done everything and anything for you?" Katara didn't know if she sounded weak nor did she care. She wanted to know why he had chosen his screwed up family over them, over her.
His eyes closed and she could sense that he was finding a way to say something without revealing too much. "I wanted to have my father's love again. But I've learned that what I wanted can't be given to me by him or my sister. I wanted my honor back, I wanted my life back and I had it. But it wasn't what I wanted anymore." It felt good to admit most of the truth to Katara, whether she understood or not, it was something he needed to say.
"Zuko, I'm glad you found your way again," with that, Zuko sat up quickly and listened for movement. "Zuko what are you doing?!" Katara angrily whispered shouted at him.
"Your brother is packing a bag, I can hear him going through the food. Ahhh, man I gotta go Katara," Zuko crawled over Katara's body and reached for his tunic. He began putting on his boots when he noticed Katara's raised eyebrow.
"Where are you going?" Zuko grabbed a small bag and started to throw simple things in it.
"I told your brother where your father might be and I'm pretty sure he is going to try find him, but don't worry. Wake up before everyone." Zuko quickly explained,nearly running out of the room.
Katara was outright furious, he had asked her to stay just for him to up and leave. She was completely enraged and planned to give the prince a piece of her mind once she got some sleep and was more awake for a conversation.
