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Capter 1: Reactions

Bella Pov:

I stood up slowly, holding onto the wall for much needed support. When I was finally up I wrapped the pregnancy tests up quickly before throwing them into the bin and coverng them with tissue paper.

I walked back into my room and sat on my bed before I started to cry again. I was scared and alone. I needed Edward here with me, but he didn't love me and I couldn't tie him down with a baby. I'll never forget the day he left.

*Flashback*

I looked over at Edward's hardenedd figure as he stood oin front of me. He and the other Cullen kids hadn't been in school for the past three days, and I was begginging to worry. When I looked into Edwards eyes he looked dead and his usually swimming topaz eyes were a solid onyx.

"Come take a walk with me Bella" He said, his voice rough and demanding.

I followed him to the edge of the forest outside my house on the trail before I spoke.

"Whaats wrong Edward?"

"We're leaving. Bella."

"What? Why? I mean... One more year? Let me mke it easier on Charlie before I just dissapear forever?" I asked, confused at the sudden choice to leave.

He just shook his head and closed his eyes. But it took me a minute for his words to catch up to me.

"When You Say We?"

""I mean my family and myself!" He whispered his voice rough.

"B-but. You love me. Why would you leavve. My birthday, you saidd you loved me and that we belonge together. You promised you'd never leave"

"Well thiins change. I never loved you. You were nothing more than a play thing to me!" He sid, eyes cold.

He handed me a small silver cellphone beffore saying. "Tis is for you. It has my number in it. But only mine. If you need me. For emergancies only though!" "And I mean Emergancies."

And with that he ran away, with mme stupidly chasing after him shouting his name.

*Flashback Ended*

After that, Sam found me and bought me hoome to Charlie. I act like I'm fine around everyone. But in reality I'm dying inside.

I knew I had to tell my parents, so I picked up the phone and dialled Renees number.

It rang twice before she picked up.

(A/N Rennes words are in italic, Bellas are in Bold)

hello?

Mom?

Oh Bella!

Mum, I.. er...have...to tell you something.

Oh what is it honey?

Mummy, I'm soo sorry. but... I I I I'm pregnant.

It was silent on the phone before Rene spoke up again.

I never , ever want to hear your voice again, You are dead to me Isabella, I should of aborted you whilst I had the chance. Goodbye.

And with that, she hung up. I couldn't contain the anger I flt toward my mother, so I picke up the thing closest thing to me an threw it, which just happened to be my lamp.

Afteer Renes rection, I was scarred shitless of Charlies. But I couln't give up now. I went downstairs and started on dinner. making his favourite. Beef soup as a starter, Fish fry as a man and Blueberry pie for desert.

Just as I finished lating it all up, Charlie walked through the door.

"Hey kid. *sniffs* food smells great, what we havin'?" He complimented

"Beef soup, fish fry and blueberry pie." i sid acting nonchallantly as if I wasn't buttering him uup.

"Souunds good" He sid

I placed the soup an fish fry in front of him before getting a bowl of soup for myself.

I sat ddown sipping at the soup before I decided to come straight out with it.