A/N: I didn't really like this chapter so please review and give me some ideas. I'm trying to get at least 3 reviews before the next update to see how im doing. Thanks
I couldn't even explain how I felt the moment I kissed her lips. Our soft lips moving together in one made chills go up my spine and the taste of her mouth was amazing. I didn't want to stop and for some reason this felt so right. Her lips were in one with mine. So in sync that I just didn't want it to end. But eventually it had to. I heard "cut" from Floria. It was like a automatic reaction. I stopped. I felt like I was in a daze. I felt different.
I was still standing over Dakota, her worried eyes looking back at me. I looked back at her. I felt like I was just staring at her eyes for eternity and I didn't want to stop.
But yet again that broke to. Floria was standing over the two of us a look of puzzlement on her face.
"Are you okay Kristen?" Floria said to me as I will still leaning over Dakota.
"Umm..oh ah yeah I'm fine" I said as I got off of Dakota. Dakota sat up and just looked at me. I was worried at what she might be thinking.
"You sure?" I heard Joan say as she was walking up to me and Dakota.
I shook my head yes and ran my fingers through my hair while Dakota was still looking at me. She made my heartbeat fast...i wondered why I was feeling this way. What is wrong with me? I let out a deep breath while Floria, Joan and Cherie looked at me waiting for me to say something.
"I'm just gonna go to my trailer and smoke for a bit ill be ah right back…" I said as I got up and grabbed the pack of cigarettes on the floor. I still felt like everyone was staring at me so as I walked away. I didn't dare look back.
When I finally reached my trailer I opened the door and shut it. I made sure it was locked because really at this point didn't want anyone to barge in on me. I threw off the costume not caring about how my make up at this point already knew I was going to have to get a touch up anyways. What happened back there? What is wrong with me? I tried to go over it in my head till I got to the point where I kissed Dakota. I liked it. I liked kissing her so much that I was tempted to just go back to the studio and kiss her again. But why the fuck was I feeling like this?
Jesus Kristen she is your best friend I thought.
I took out another cigarette and lit it. I inhaled the smoke deeply and turned around to the mirror.
I looked carefully at myself. Maybe I was sick and that is why I acted like that today with Dakota. I noticed myself inch by inch…maybe I was doing this because I was bored or maybe to distract my mind…
*KNOCK KNOCK*
The knock on my door broke my trans as I looked back. I didn't bother even dressing I just threw on my tank top.
I opened the door and there was Dakota standing there. I looked at her after realizing what happened earlier. Then all the emotion started flowing back. I took a deep breath and looked into her eyes. I quickly looked away. What is wrong with me?
"Hey Dakota." I said in a small voice trying not to look directly at her.
She just looked at me still with that worried look on her face from before. "Hey can I come in for a minute?" she asked.
"Uh…yeah sure come on in. Don't mind the mess." I said to her as I moved out of the way. She walked inside and sat down on my bed. Why is she sitting there?
"What's up?" I said to her still inhaling deeply on the almost gone cig.
She looked around then finally looked at me. "What was up with you today during that scene…you acted so I don't know different."
I got nervous way to quick. I ran my fingers through my hair. "Uh well…I was just feeling sick that's all. Nothing to be concerned about D." I lied.
"Your lying…I know you" she said. She got up walked closer to me. I could feel the sweat start to form. Why was I acting like this towards her?
"No…" I said as I looked out towards the window.
She put her hand on my thigh and sighed.
"What's wrong K seriously?"
I looked at her hand and took a deep breath. Then I looked her eyes. I was about to tell her until Cherie came barging in. Dakota removed her hand quick.
"Hey you guys! We really got to get going on shooting on this next scene!" she said. "Hey Kristen you feeling better?"
"Oh uh yeah..." I said, lying again.
"Okay great. Ill meet you guys out there" she said to us as she walked out the door.
I watched her walk away then looked at Dakota.
"Will you talk to me about it later?" she asked. I could see the sadness in her eyes. Honestly if I could tell her what I was feeling I would but I didn't even know at this point.
"Yeah sure" I said to her.
She then did something I didn't expect her to.
