Okay here's chapter 3" song by Tyler Hilton-missing you, but in this story Ruthie wrote it, I own nothing.

Martin woke up to the sound of his own conscience, nice one martin you've really screwed up the girls' life. Good one. Still half conscious he fixed his eyes on the alarm clock, 3:05 pm "SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!" jumping out of bed he grab a t-shirt that look reasonably clean fixed his hair and ran to the Camden's.

"Martin!? How nice to see you!" Annie greeted with open arms

"Hi, Mrs Camden, is Ruthie about at all?"

"Yes, she is! Upstairs in the shower, but if I were you I'd watch your steps, hormones are raging today! "

"Thanks Mrs Camden"

"Martin you know better than that, please call me Annie

Martin quietly walked towards Ruthie's bedroom door; he stopped in his tracks, wondering if approaching her now was the best thing to do, before his head and heart decided he was over whelmed by the sound of a familiar voice, the voice of an angel. Ruthie. Sliding himself down her oak door, head in hands, he began to listen -

Every time I think of you
I always catch my breath
I'm still standing here
And your miles away
And I wonder why you left me
And there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spent my time just thinking about you
And its almost driving me wild

But its my heart that's beggin down this long distance line tonight

And I ain't missin' you at all
Since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin' you
No matter what I might say

There's a message in the wires
And I am sendin' you a signal tonight
You don't know how desperate I've become
And It looks like I'm loosein' this fight

But it's my heart that's breakin' down this long dusty road of mine

But I ain't missin' you at all
Since you've been gone... Away
I aint missin' you at
No matter what my friends say

And there's a message that I'm sendin' out
Like a telegraph to you or something
I can't bridge this distance
Honey, stop this heart ache all alone

I ain't missin' you at all
Since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin' you
No matter what my friends say
I ain't missin' you
since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin you
Yeah, no matter what your friends say

Hey yeah, yeah yeah yeah

I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone... Away
I ain't missin' you
Nooo

Martin took in every word thinking of all possible meaning. A single tear ran down his cheek as he realised just what he's out this girl through, banging his head in disbelief Ruthie was startled to find martin falling into her room head first when she opened her door.

"What are you doing here?"

"Ruthie my flight leaves in 4 hours…"

"Great."

"Ruthie just talk to me please"

"To be honest martin why should I, its not like you deserve it."

"I know, I know please" martin gradually gets back on his feet to a height where their eyes both meet.

"You have five minutes."

"Thank you! Look Ruthie I love you, I really do, isn't that all that matters?"

"Erm wait a second lets think about that one… it should martin but not in this case, you vanished Martin, my heart broke into millions of pieces, I was a walking zombie, I couldn't understand why you left, wondering if it was something I said or did, blaming it on myself. You never rang me or even emailed me, I spent my whole Christmas in my bedroom, knowing that all I wanted was you, and knowing that I wouldn't get it, I'd just got over you martin. I moved on, Began to live my life as the girl I once was- and you turn up. Why now? Don't answer that. I had so much respect for you dealing with your parents, I thought that I'd always have you in my life; you gave me a thousand smiles but what seemed to be a million tears. I loved you martin, loved. I don't know if I can or want to allow myself to fall for you all over again."

Martin was speechless, he couldn't face Ruthie, when she blurted out-

"Too much for you martin? Aw poor old martin being rejected, now you know how I feel, you know what just leave I've moved on once I can do it again."

Has she made the worst mistake of her life? Her head decided to let him go but did her heart agree…