Author: HatefulRodeo

Story: Secret Smile

Notes: This chapter will be in our adorably smitten Komui's POV. Enjoy the slash Lovelies!

Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray-Man! I will make no money from this fanfic! Meh So Sad!

Previously:

Kanda felt better, calmer than he had been when Komui left him. He now had a solid plan and course of action to move forward with. This was just like any other training mission; identify, observe, plan, execute. That the exercise was an emotional one was irrelevant and disregarded by Kanda.

Lying back down in his bed Kanda closed his eyes, and willed himself to go back to sleep. His body still wasn't one hundred percent healed and all the pacing hadn't helped the still healing gash in his thigh.

Kanda's last thoughts were that someone loved him, someone cared for him, and that unfamiliar warmth returned to the cold man's chest, bringing a small secret smile onto his plump rosy lips.

~~~~~~~~~**********Chapter 3********~~~~~~~~~

Komui Lee was confused, and a little unsettled; the last week had been one of the weirdest he had enjoyed since he joined the Black Order, and that in itself was saying something.

For some reason Kanda kept staring at him, as if he was examining him for something, when he came in to request a mission or in the dining hall whenever they crossed paths while eating. It was odd since Kanda had never paid attention to Komui in the slightest of ways before.

Komui wondered if he had done something to upset the other man, but pushed that thought away quickly, Kanda Yuu was not one to let anyone get away with disrespecting him, whether it was an intentional or an imagined slight.

Komui had no doubt that if he had inadvertently pissed off Kanda he would be the first to know. Komui would probably be informed in quite a painful manner involving Mugen, filled with foul language, exactly what he had done to offend Kanda's pride.

Komui had caught something unreadable in the younger man's dark eyes when their gazes met on occasion, and for the life of him he couldn't figure out what it meant. Komui thought it was mixture between frustration and confusion; on the whole Kanda looked like he was suffering from indigestion and a headache.

The other weird behavior Kanda was undertaking around him was to stand closer to him, invading his personal space whenever they had the occasion to be in the same room and speaking to one another.

Komui was not complaining in the least, but it was getting very difficult not to touch the younger man when he stood so close; the delicious scent of the younger man wafting into his nostrils. Kanda smelled of sandalwood, green tea and earth, the pleasing aroma setting Komui's blood to boiling and his cock to twitch in desperate interest.

Gods Komui wanted to bury his face into the crook of that slim, swan like neck, nuzzle, and nip at the soft silken flesh he found there. Komui was a man in control of his urges, but this torture Kanda seemed to unknowingly be subjecting him to was driving him mad, and pushing him to his limit.

Snapping out of his thoughts by the sound of his office door closing Komui glanced up to see the object of his current thoughts, frustrations, and many a wet dream standing right in front of his desk.

Kanda wore an unsure expression on his face, and Komui absently thought he looked a bit nervous. Komui looked expectantly at the younger man, smiling to let Kanda know he was listening and he could speak. After a two solid minutes of staring Komui cut to the chase seeing as Kanda seemed to be at a loss for words.

"What can I do for you, Kanda? I told you yesterday that no mission requests have come in from Central. The Earl had been quiet lately, just enjoy the down time." Thinking that was it Komui put his head back down to continue working or to continue looking like he was working; Komui didn't have time to ponder such things.

"You said you loved me. When you thought I was sleeping in the hospital a week ago." Komui's head snapped up so fast he really thought he might have pulled something. The Chief Officer just stared at the Japanese exorcist in front of him with wide shocked eyes.

Millions of thoughts were running through Komui's genius mind, but what came out was less than smooth or suave. "What? I don't have any...no you must have misheard..." Komui could only continue to stutter, for the love of it all he sounded like a shy fifteen year old boy!

Yes, he always imagined himself confessing to Kanda and then crushing their mouths together in a fevered kiss, but now that the man was in front of him Komui felt his courage shrivel.

"I heard you Komui. You said you loved me. Did you mean it?" Komui just stared, totally gob smacked at Kanda. After an undeterminable amount of time he gathered his resolve and spoke in a confident tone of voice; "I did, but why do you care? Are you saying you care for me too?" Komui looked at the man standing in front of him, and he knew hope was shining in his cocoa colored eyes.

Kanda grimaced at Komui's words before huffing in annoyance. "Che, I don't hate you." Komui took these words as a confession of Kanda's feelings for him and an acceptance of Komui's feelings; well as close to a confession or acceptance as Kanda was probably ever going to give him.

Feeling almost giddy the Chinese man stood, making his way over to the stubborn Japanese swordsman, and tentatively pressed his thin lips to Kanda's , no Yuu's full ones. Praying that Yuu would respond favorably, and if he didn't respond, or like what Komui was doing he didn't try to stab him with Mugen.

To Komui's immense relief and utter delight Yuu pressed his lips back tentatively. Taking this as a sign to continue Komui slipped his tongue out, swiping it along the seam of the smaller man's lips, asking for entrance to the mouth he had dreamed about ravaging for so long.

After a moment Yuu slowly opened his beautiful lips, allowing Komui to taste heaven for the first time; his lover tasted like soba, green tea and something he couldn't describe but seemed to be Yuu's own unique flavor. It was a divine taste and the scientist wanted more of it; feeling drunk off the knowledge that he was finally kissing and savoring the taste of the man he had lusted over for almost eight months.

Bringing his hand to the back of the smooth column of his lover's neck, Komui grasped on, tilting Yuu's head to a better angle for him to continue exploring the younger man's orifice. Kanda brought his hands unsurely to rest on Komui's broad shoulders, shyly grabbing on.

Komui explored, mapped and tasted every inch of Kanda's delectable mouth, savoring it like a man condemned to death would enjoy his last meal. It was everything the older man could have ever hoped to ask for. All too soon they had to part for air; looking at his younger partner Komui didn't think he had ever seen anything so beautiful in his life.

Yuu was breathing heavily, his cheeks flushed, lips bruised, and his eyes had darkened with lust making them look black. Komui felt smug that his ministrations had caused Kanda to look so debauched.

Pressing his luck further Komui brought his lips to the younger man's neck, pressing soft kisses and nips to the soft flesh, as he made his way down to where he lover's neck met his shoulder. Komui couldn't resist and bit down a hard, delighting in the low moan that left Yuu's pouty lips.

Yuu wrapped his lightly muscled arms tightly around Komui's neck, and tilted his head to the side, granting Komui more room to nip and worry his pale flesh. Yuu was moaning softly in pleasure, each sound going straight to the older man's already hard cock.

Wanting to hear more of his new lover's addictive sounds, Komui pulled back causing Yuu's arms to slip from around his neck and pulled off the training shirt the smaller man was wearing. He stepped away so he could feast on the expanse of alabaster skin now exposed to his greedy eyes. God, Yuu was exquisite!

The younger man was deceptively lithe, but you could see the muscles rippling under the supple skin. Pert, pink nipples were erect and hard begging Komui to tweak and pinch them.

Yuu's stomach was flat but toned with an almost feminine curve to his slim hips. Add all these things together to the Japanese man's gorgeous face framed by strands of thick black hair, and Komui thought he was staring at an angel.

Maybe he wasn't, but for Komui Yuu was his angel; something so beautiful, and pure that someone like Komui shouldn't be able to touch him, but here he was caressing this ethereally beautiful man, and he would rather be damned than stop now.

Crushing their lips back together, Komui slipped his tongue into Yuu's willing mouth while his hands glided across the smooth surface of Kanda's chest, stopping to pinch and massage his lover's nipples. Komui devoured every sensual noise Yuu made as he continued to ravage his lover's sweet mouth.

Kanda's arms again slid around the taller man's neck, pulling Komui's larger body against his and when their groins met both men moaned at the sensation. Komui smiled against Yuu's lips, relishing in the thought that his lover was just as pleased and turned on as he was.

Komui's large hands moved to Kanda's hips, holding them as he thrust his cloth covered erection against Kanda's equally hard length. Kanda broke the kiss, letting his head fall forward onto the older man's shoulder.

Komui continued to rut against the younger man, their breathing becoming louder and harsher as they careened toward their mutual release. He brought his head down to nuzzle his nose into Kanda's soft hair that was still gathered in its customary high ponytail, inhaling Yuu's distinct scent.

Komui was soaring in the ecstasy of having Kanda in his arms, so responsive to his actions; he didn't know how much longer he could last but he was determined to bring his younger lover to orgasm before he reached his peak.

He groaned in pleasure when Yuu thrust his hips slowly but with increasing speed and force against his own pistoning hips, causing the delightful friction to increase against their straining lengths. Komui could feel the slick wetness of pre-cum dribbling down his length, his balls began to tightening as his released loomed over him.

Grasping the younger's hips until it must have been painful Komui spun them both around, and walked them backward until he felt Yuu's back bump into his desk. Papers fell to the ground as Komui pressed his hips harder into the cradle of Yuu's, causing the desk to move back an inch under the force of Komui's thrusts.

Yuu still had his head buried in Komui's shoulder, and the older found himself wanting to watch his new lover surrender to his release, to watch that breathtaking face contort in euphoria.

Komui brought his nose down to Kanda's chin and nudged it until the younger man shyly met his eyes; lust blown cocoa eyes met almost black pleasure filled orbs. Something came over Komui and in a voice that dripped with authority and command Komui spoke lowly; "Cum for me Yuu. I want to see you cum for me."

That seemed to be Yuu's undoing, the usually cold man let his head fell back, his arms tightening around Komui's neck, as a loud moan escaped his pink lips. Yuu's shapely hips thrust forward hard once more; Komui held his younger lover against him tightly, the slim body freezing in his arms before Yuu began to shudder as his orgasm crashed over him.

Komui couldn't stop himself from cumming if he wanted to, that look on Yuu's face as he came was too much for the already painfully hard and aroused man. With a growl of "Yuu" through clenched teeth Komui smashed his still covered cock against Yuu's hip once more, as rope after rope of his creamy seed erupted from his slit, staining his boxers.

They both continued to thrust lightly against the other, the residual tremors of their powerful orgasms continued to ripple through them. Komui stilled his hips, bringing his one large hand to wrap around Kanda's slim waist while the other grasped his lover's chiseled jaw, lifting his head from where it was resting on Komui's strong shoulder.

When their sated, soft eyes met each other's Komui spoke the words he wanted to for so long; "I love you Kanda Yuu." The man in his arms smiled a small smile before mumbling something like "I love you too"; Komui didn't care though he knew Yuu cared for him.

Komui was sure of that fact; the man in his arms wouldn't have done what they had just gotten finished doing with just anyone. The fact that he had chosen Komui; that the beautiful exorcist even had feelings for him, the quirky scientist, was still baffling to the older man. But Komui was a smart man and knew when to shut his mouth and be thankful.

Letting his mind rest, while ignoring the drying cum in his underwear, Komui brought his swollen red lips to Yuu's equally bruised ones and placed a soft kiss to his new lover's mouth. This kiss wasn't rushed or filled with raw passion; it was sweet and gentle, Komui poured every emotion of care he had for Yuu into their meeting of lips and tongue.

He smiled into the kiss when Yuu reciprocated with equal fervor, seemingly trying to convey his feelings with his actions, since the Japanese man had never favored words to get his point across. Komui accepted his lover's show of emotions with open arms.

Komui should have known this moment couldn't last as a knock sounded at his office door, the knob rattling as someone tried to open the locked door. "Brother?! Are you in there? I have your coffee." Komui pulled away from Yuu's warm body grudgingly.

He caught a look of displeasure cross Yuu's face before the stoic mask slipped back into place. Komui darted around straightening and picking up the fallen reports from the floor, while calling to Lanalee to give him a minute.

Yuu for his part had already redressed himself and sat down on the sofa with a grimace, Komui could only guess the now dry cum was stiff and chaffing against Yuu's sensitive skin. Komui himself was in the same boat of discomfort and just wanted Lanalee to drop off his coffee so he could go, and change into new boxers.

When the room was finally back to its normal state of controlled chaos Komui walked to the door and opened it to see his adorable little sister standing their looking worried. "Brother is everything okay? Your door was locked and it took you awhile to answer."

Komui couldn't help but smile at his sister's concern for him, no matter how misplaced it was. "I'm fine my gorgeous, sweet Lanalee. Kanda and I were just meeting in regards to the report he submitted from his last mission. Apparently Central had some questions on it. I locked the door so we weren't interrupted."

Lanalee seemed to buy his excuse; it was plausible, as she walked in and set his customary blue mug down on his desk. Yuu seemed to be fighting a blush when Lanalee leaned up against Komui's desk, in the same spot he had just been pressed against while they frotted against each other not ten minutes earlier.

Lanalee smiled at Yuu; "Kanda, I haven't seen you in ages! Do you want to go and have dinner with me?" Komui could tell his lover wanted to do no such thing but seemed to give in, and stood while nodding his ascent to Lanalee's request.

Komui couldn't blame Yuu for caving to his baby sister. Lanalee generally got what she wanted, and it was easier to just give in sometimes instead of dealing with her displeasure at being denied.

Komui watched as Yuu made his way out of the office and had to fight not to move forward to embrace the younger man. Yuu stopped at the door and turned his head slightly so Komui could see his profile; "This isn't over Komui."

Komui's heart sped up as his cock twitched at the dark promise in those lowly spoken words. "I didn't dream to think it was, Yuu." At the use of his given name Yuu blushed lightly, probably remembering what they had just done, before moving quickly out of his boss' office.

Smiling happily Komui made his way to his quarters to get out of his sticky, stiff boxers and into a hot shower. This by far was one of the best days of Komui's life! Yes, they would have to be discreet with their involvement but Komui could live with the secret smiles and covert touches; as long as he got to kiss, hold and caress Yuu in private he could endure pretty much anything.

Yes, we have slash but there will be a chapter four coming. Three chapters just couldn't cover everything I wanted to include in this fic, and make it flow smoothly and believably.

I hope all you enjoyed have enjoyed the story so far!

All Mistakes Are My Own!