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Sorry for the extremely long wait... I was on vacation and I honestly didn't think about how long it had been since I updated. So I won't keep you waiting any longer...

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Edward's POV

Four days... Hunter has been sick for four days and he cries so loud my eardrums feel like they're going to burst. I don't love him any less though. He can't help getting sick. I guess a cranky son is my punishment for getting a girl pregnant. I still haven't told Bella about me and Lauren. I know she isn't going to take it well and she'll probably break up with me. Lauren tries to get me to continue our relationship but I always shoot her down. I've come to realize that it's gross having sex with your sister, even though we aren't related in any way.

My parents gave me an ultimatum. I have to get a job. If I don't get a job then they're kicking me out. I didn't know that one tiny little mistake of not wearing a condom would bring this much trouble. Still, I can't regret it. I love Hunter more than anything in the world.

I'm so exhausted. Hunter was up all night crying. Even Bella couldn't get him to settle down until she whipped out her boob and fed him. God, he loves to eat. That's all I'm gonna say. You'd think it'd be weird watching your teenager girlfriend feed the baby. I actually love watching her do it though. Whenever he's eating he'll just look up at her and even though he can barely giggle, you can tell he loves her. She looks at him like the sun.

We've only kissed a few select times. She never lets me get past quick pecks though. It's not like before when her hands would go into my hair and I'd pull her closer to me. Now her hands are supporting our son and I have to lean over him.

" Hey, Bells.", I greet as I walk into the nursery. She's changing Hunter's diaper. I go by his head let him grab a hold of my finger. He immediately tries to put it in his mouth.

" Hey, what are you doing here so early?", she asks as she finishes putting his diaper on.

" I need to talk to you. We need to talk about what happened when I was away.", I look at the baby while I tell her this. I have a feeling that she'll know about what I did with Lauren if she looks in my eyes.

Bella picks Hunter up and I follow her into the living room. She puts him in his swing chair and turns it on. The motion makes him fall asleep quickly.

" Bella, while I was away. I did something. Something that I regret.", I started. She cut me off with horror stricken eyes.

" Oh god, you got another girl pregnant didn't you?", Her eyes fill up with tears.

" No! I promise that you are the only girl I've ever gotten pregnant and hopefully it'll stay that way. You know that I care about you so much. I see myself having a future with you. What I'm talking about is that, Lauren and I had sex on multiple occasions. I used her as a way to try and forget about you. I feel bad because you forgive me for leaving and you took me back. I couldn't just not tell you.", I ramble.

" I know you've had sex with her, Edward.. And I never said that I forgave you. I've neither forgiven you or forgotten what you did to me. I had to go through my whole pregnancy alone. Not only a pregnancy but a teenage pregnancy. So in no way are you forgiven.", her eyes got hard.

" Wait, you know? And what do you mean I'm not forgiven? We're back together, I assumed that meant you'd forgiven me for leaving you."

" Lauren told me a week after you came home. She said that I should just give up because I'd never be able to satisfy you. And Edward, you told me that the girls were to much of a temptation. That you'd like to give in. You told me to basically forget about you. You lost the first month of our son's life, because you didn't want me in yours.", She growled.

I sat there stunned. I wasn't forgiven? She knew about Lauren? Why does my life have to get complicated now? It's senior year! Oh right, because I didn't wear a condom... This boyfriend thing is going to be as hard as this daddy thing...

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