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i don't have anything to say, so...

enjoy this NicoMaki~

thanks to Kousaka Maki for checking the grammar and everything :D

Chara : NicoMaki.

enjoy~


"I'm leaving. Don't do something stupid when I'm not in here." Nico said as she walk to the bus that have been waited her there.

That is the last word from Nico that Maki can remember on that day before she go to the military. Yes, their countries were war with the other country. And each family must allowing one of their family to go to war.

Maki act though in front of Nico. She didn't cry when Nico hugged her for the last time even till Nico already gone from her sight.

For the first week after the raven-woman left, Maki looks fine. She's still doing her daily activities like usually she do, and pretend like there is nothing happen. But she does feel something strange. Something was missing, that's what she felt. But she didn't know what it is and just let it be.

Then the feeling increased. It makes her chest tightened each time she tries to guess what happened. And she still didn't know what it is till she realized what is missing.

That person is missing. It's Nico. She's gone. She was no longer with her in her house. She was no longer on her side.

She cried for a week or more because that. She was too late to realize it.

And everything becomes a mess. She got a great depression. Her friends trying to make her feel better but always fail because she seems don't care about it.

In the end she tried to forget about her girlfriend by busied herself with everything. She began to multiply her work as much as she can. Of course that makes her exhausted. And whenever she has free time she just uses it to sleep from her exhaustion. But since then she has been a well-known doctor in the city.


2 years later, some news reported that the war was over. No countries defeat or victory because all the country that involved in the war agreed to do ceasefire and make a covenants to make a peace with each other.

Of course it was greeted with great happiness by all the people of those countries. There is no war anymore. That means they don't have to let or even sacrifice one of their family members to go to the war.

Maki already heard the news. Her friend who had told her. All the news programs also said the same thing when she watched some news on the tv.

She didn't not really care with that because there are a lot of things that she must to do. Her job suddenly got multiplied. It makes her always come home late at night. She does not have an idea how it can be like that so suddenly.

At the same time, there is something that bothered her. It bothered her when she heard the news about the war. But she didn't know what it is. Every time she tried to guess what it is, uneasy feelings always enveloped her. Until one day when she was daydreaming in her office, she accidentally turned her head to the closet and saw a frame that had photos on it. Photos about her standing beside someone. And from those photos, she began to remember a little bit about someone that she has already forgotten.

She remembers that there's someone that lived together with her before. And she remembered that she already have a relationship with that person too. That person is her fiancé.

Maki began to remember it, although only a little. She can only remember a little about the person that bugging her mind, but she could not remember about the person's name.


Once a day after passed all heavy days in the hospital, Maki seen daydreaming in her office. She daydreamed about the person that keeps bugging her mind recently. She's trying to remember that person names, but she seems troubled to remembered it.

'Maybe a few photos can help me to remember it.' Maki thought as she glanced at her cellphone on the table.

She took her cellphone, then tapped the screen several times looking for a photo. She just looking for a photo that have a picture about that person, but she found so many photos with the person and her too in it.

"Wow. I didn't realize it that I have so many photos with her in my cellphone." Maki muttered as she enlarges one of the photos, and then looked at it.

'She.. How is her condition right now? Is she okay?' Maki thought, looking at the photos that displayed on the screen clearly. She tried to remember that person's name, but still failed. Then suddenly the office phone on her desk ringing interrupted her thoughts. With a little annoyed, she picked up the phone.

"What is it?"

"There's someone who want to meet you doctor. She also said that she had made an appointment to meet with you personally today." The reception answered her from the other side.

'That's odd. I didn't make an appointment with anyone today.'

Curious, she decides to meet the person.

"Okay. Tell them that I'm waiting in my room."

Maki seen try to recall it if she made an appointment to meet with someone today. She also checked her agenda, but none showing that she has an appointment today.

Not long after that, she heard a knock on the door from outside interrupted her thoughts. She got up from her desk and go to the door to open it for the guest.

"Good afternoon, doctor." Said the guest calmly greeting her.

"Good afternoon." Maki replied quietly. She looks from top to bottom at the guest who was standing in front of her right now.

Maki just realized that her guest was a woman. She was wearing a black jacket with white shirt inside and black jeans and also wearing sneakers. She has black hair short shoulder length, but it tied back and wears a hat and black thin glasses that make Maki couldn't see the guest face clearly. About the height, the guest was not tall, probably about the same height with her or a little taller than her.

Then somehow Maki feel that she know about the person in front of her right now. She also feels that she had heard the guest voice somewhere. But she seems can't remember it.

"May I come in, doctor?" The guest asked to Maki.

"Oh yeah. Come in."

Maki walk towards her desk and the guest was following her behind. Maki tell her to sit, but it seems that the guest prefer to stand. She's watching all over her room works, not care about Maki who were looking at her in wonder.

"Is there something that makes you want to meet me personally?" Maki asked to the point without further ado.

The guest turned her head to Maki. Then she chuckled that makes Maki curious.

"Ah not really doctor. I just want to see you again. It's been a long time since I can't see your face." The guest replied calmly. Then turn back her head to the picture that had caught her attention on the small closet besides her.

"What do you mean? You don't have any important things to meet me from beginning?"

The guest turned back to her. Then she sat on the chair facing her.

"Of course I have, doctor. I won't come here if I don't have it."

"Then what is it?"

The guest chuckle again and makes Maki raised her eyebrows. And somehow she feels like she had heard the chuckle so many times before. But it seems she can't remember it.

"I'm sorry, but do we have met each other before?"

"We do doctor. Every day. But that's before I'm leaving you."

"Leaving me? Do we know each other?"

"We do. Maybe you already forgot about it. But I can never forget about you doctor."

Maki silent. She frowned hearing the guest answer.

"What do you mean?"

"Actually, you had known about me for a long time. But maybe you already forgot about me when I left you two years ago."

'Two years ago? If I recalled that was when the war recruitment begin right?'

Maki looked so confused about it. The woman just smirking knowing it.

"Okay. I'll tell you about how we can be together. Do you remember, we used to arguing with each other. It's about everything, anything. From something trifles till something quite serious. And we always fight because of it. Then somehow we can make up and pretending there is nothing happened between us." Said the woman starting the story.

The doctor just keeps silent and listens to the story.

"From the argument and the quarrels that we always do every day, we became closer. And from the closeness, it brings a new feeling for me to you, doctor. At least that is my opinion. I don't know you have that feeling too or not."

"I don't really mind about it actually. But because that feelings, whenever we arguing, our friends must keep us away each other, otherwise all stuff could floated everywhere they said."

Maki listened seriously as she tried to recall her past which the woman had told to her.

"One day we have a bad argue that turn to a bad fight too. I forgot about what we had argued about. I don't know but somehow it feels really hurt. It's hurt more than usual and makes us slowly away from each other. I was wondering why it can be like that till our friends makes us realized our feelings."

"They said to me that actually you have that feeling for me. But we are too dense to realize it till we had a bad argue like that."

"Until one day, they think that our stupid fight has gone too far and it's not good if they still ignored it. Then they make a plan to make us can be back together, or more than that. And I admit it. Their plan worked."

Maki feel strange. She felt like she was watching a film that tells about some of the event from her past as the woman continues her story.

"When the school was over, they are blocking my way for going to home. Then they dragged me to the rooftop, which you already on there first. I just standing dumbfounded when they said about making up before locked both of us there. And you know, we just keep silent to each other for a few minutes."

"The atmosphere was too awkward, and I can't stand of it. So, I'm trying to break the awkwardness by start talks to you. But, you being you always speak to the point without a small talk. You make me confused, yet you just start yelling and shouting. It makes me mad and we got into a fight. And you are crying too, that makes me confused. And because of that too I accidentally blabbering out about my true feelings to you. You just stared at me without saying anything. But your tears don't stop flowing out and getting worse."

"I was so confused. I don't know what I must to do, but what I remember is I accidentally express my feelings to you. I just think that it could makes you stop crying for a while, and you do. You stare at me for a couple minutes. And I just can look at the ground. I can't look up straight to you that time. Then you surprised me by hugged me so suddenly, and makes me frozen when you said about accepting my feelings."

"And we start a relationship since then and till now. Do you remember that all?"

Maki frowned. She does remember all the things that the woman said just now. And that woman too. But she still can't remember the woman names and it really annoyed her.

"Wait. I do remember that all. But still I can't remember your names. Who are you?" Maki asked, trying to find some clue again.

"Wha- I'm your girlfriend. Your fiancé. Try to remember my name, doctor."

"Uuugghh…"

Maki trying to remember the woman's name as she dug deeper into her past memories. But it's too hard since she have to remember her memories earlier.

The woman irritated seeing Maki trying hardly remembering her. She just stares at her for a couple times before her frustration exploded in the end.

"Gezz Maki. Did you really forget about me? Or you really suck at remembering things?" The woman snorted as she stands up and taking off her hat.

"It's Nico. Nico." The woman telling Maki her name.

"Nico…?" Maki said repeat the name.

"Yeah. Nico." The woman said it again clearly.

"Nico…"

Then it clicked. She remembered it. Finally she can remember the woman names.

"Nico…" Maki murmured quietly as she looked up to the woman in front of her. Her eyes widened, not believe with what she saw.

"Did you already remember me?"

"…Yeah…"

Nico sigh in relief. She's glad that Maki finally can remember about her again.

"Finally. You remembered me right now. And no special greeting for me?" Nico said as she spreading out her hands widely.

Maki got up from her chair and walk toward Nico who's now were standing in front of her.

"NICO!" Maki shouted as she bumped at the black-haired woman.

"Hey! Don't grip my shoulder too hard like that! That's hurt! I have a wound that still not fully healed there!" Nico shouted as she trying to loosen Maki's grip. But Maki ignored it and tightened her grip and makes Nico wince in pain.

Nico tried to break away from Maki grip by pushing her, but she holding back when she felt Maki's body was shaking. Maki crying. Realize that she hugged her and patting her back to calm her down.

"Hey, Maki-"

"…Idiot."

Nico surprised. She blinking her eyes couple times before retorted back.

"Hah?! What do you mean-"

"Nico-chan idiot! Why did you leave me?!" Maki shouted and makes Nico silent. She was a little confused to answer Maki question.

"Aahh, I.. I was-"

"You made me worry!"

The raven-woman frowned. Then smiled as she patted the doctor back.

"Hhmm. I know it."

"You made me cry every day after you leave."

"You cried over me?"

"You leave me alone."

"I'm sorry about that."

Nico wince when she felt the grip got hardened.

"Don't leave me alone again." Maki said quietly, but it's enough for Nico to hear it.

Nico was silent hearing Maki words. She release her arm so she can looked at the red-haired doctor clearly.

Then with the smile that she always use, she answered it surely.

"Of course. I won't."


author's note and reply for anon : i will make umikoto pairing, but not now, sorry...

i still not ready to take any request...

i will open request when i have much time and when i'm ready too, hehe