Author's note: I'm back! The surgery went great and PT went well (not that you guys care). But now I will be able to finish writing this story, so without further ado her is chapter two. Also in this chapter there is a slight mention of a situation with sexual assault. By the way I changed it Aubrey and Stacie have been dating for 3 years not 1.


A few weeks after the party I was studying for a test I had in Russian Lit. Well, really after taking that class for 4 years I could have passed without studying at all. But in order to make this situation believable I had to study.

The only people who really know why I failed my classes on purpose were Stacie and Aubrey. I couldn't tell any of the other Bellas why because they could have told Beca. And then Beca would know that I like her and hate me and never wanna speak to me again blah blah blah.

I'm pathetic.

I know I'm pathetic.

I over think everything. I turn something small into to this huge problem in my head that really isn't that big of a deal.

Well anyway, enough of me being hard on myself and back to the real problem at hand.

There was one night, after we had scooped out DSM, Beca and I were working on the setlist for a small performance we had at a convention center.

Sometime during that night while we were taking a short break Beca and I got to talking...

~Flashback~

Beca and I were lying on our backs on Beca's tiny bed.

"Chloe, can I ask something?"

"Sure Chloe, what's up Beca?"

"Do you like anybody?" Beca asked facing me. "I mean you haven't been with anybody since Tom and that was almost 4 years ago? So is there anybody that has caught your eye right now?"

Beca if you only knew I thought to myself as I looked into those beautiful dark blue eyes. "Well there is this one girl that I've had my eye on."

Beca laughed " I always knew you were into girls Beale."

"Say's the girl who called Kommissar 'physically flawless'." I laughed. "If I didn't know any better I would have said that out of the two of us you were bisexual."

"Well then maybe you don't know me well enough" Beca very casually.

I looked at her shocked "Shut up! You never told me!"

"Well you never asked."

"I always assumed you were straight because you were only ever with Jesse-"

"Just because I am with a guy doesn't automatically mean that I'm straight." Beca said interrupting me.

"Very true"

"But hey, I'm guilty of assuming your sexuality too, when you were with Tom I assumed-"

"Tom and I where never together."

"What? When you came into my shower he-"

"Yeah, well it's a really long story." I said beginning to get uncomfortable talking about Tom.

"Well hey, we have time it's only 11:30p.m and we don't have class tomorrow." Beca said, she seeming really intrigued.

"Do you really wanna hear the story?"

"Yeah, as long as you are comfortable telling it, I don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable or force you to tell me anything you don't wanna." She said making me internally swoon over what she had just said.

" Alright, well back during my junior year Tom and I had a class together and had become good friends over time. That summer I went on vacation with his family and came with me on mine. Well somewhere during that time I guess he had began to devoupl feelings for me. Sometime in August right before my senior year, he had asked me out on a date. I had turned him down saying that I had only thought of him as a friend.

Well Tom isn't the kind of guy to take no for an answer. He would keep asking me out, trying to get me to go on a date with but as always I would say no. Well one day, he told me that if I had slept with him that he would give up on asking me and he would stop asking me for a date.

At first I had agreed with it because it was very annoying the way he would pester me to go out with him. So one day in the showers I was going to, you know, do it with. Even though I really didn't wanna. Until just as we were about to get started you came in and starting singing titanium. I excused myself and came over to your shower to try and get you to join the Bellas.

Well when I went back with him I was to distracted and started thinking about the Bellas and told him I wasn't going to do it. Tom got mad at me and told me that I made him a promise and that I owed it to him. This was very unlike him so I left immediately.

Up until hood night I hadn't heard from him. Then randomly he just showed up that night, which is weird because he isn't even in a cappella. Tom apologized for the way he acted and said that he wasn't really thinking and that he would like to be friends again. I forgave him and we hung out like good friends again.

After I had talked to you that night I went back and Tom had gotten me a drink. After drinking I had gotten really tired and felt as if I was going to pass out right there. Well in the time that I was becoming this bumbling mess out of nowhere Tom began kissing me. He told me that we should go back to his dorm but I didn't wanna go, but I was to tired to resist so-"

"Chloe" Beca interrupted me. "You don't have to finish telling me what happened."

"No it's fine, I'm fine with it."

Beca just nodded her head.

"Well anyway, this part was fuzzy to me and Aubrey had to fill me in, but we didn't make it back his dorm we where behind the amphitheater and he started touching me and trying to undress me, meanwhile Aubrey and Stacie had followed us and found him trying to assault me. Well Aubrey put a stop to i and threatened him to never come near me again while Stacie was helping me.

After that night Aubrey and Stacie kept trying to get me to press charges but I said no that it wouldn't work because it would just end up backfiring on me. People would have said that I was ruining his future and that I was just saying that for attention. Besides I couldn't stand that thought of people around campus calling me a slut or a whore. But he didn't get very far so I don't think that would have gone to well in court. They both agreed but silently disagreed with the decision that I had made.

But really after that night Tom and I never really talked, sure we had classes together but nothing happened after that."

Beca just sat there shocked and for about a minute of silence Beca just stared at me. "Chloe I... I'm so sorry. I didn't know that's what happened. I-"

"Beca it's okay, really. It's something in the past that happened. I mean, sure It's a sensitive topic for me, but I have to learn how to get passed it."

Beca just shook her head and leaned in to give me a hug. I leaned into her embrace breathing her in and making myself feel comfortable in her arms.

"And Beca?" I said breaking the silence between us.

"Yeah Chlo?"

"Could you also not mention this to any of the other girls? I don't want really that many people to know about it."

"Yep, your secret's safe with me." She said hug me tightly before pulling away.

~End of Flashback~

Now at that moment in time I believed that I could trust Beca with something so personal. You're probably thinking that that flashback wasn't really important but trust me, later on in the story it'll come up again.

Well later on that night Beca told me I could stay with her in her bed since it was almost 3:00 by time we were finished with the setlist. That morning when I woke up I was expecting to roll over and cuddle into her that morning but instead I was met with empty sheets. I looked at the clock and it read 7:28 a.m.

I went downstairs to go find Beca but she wasn't there. It was weird because we had no classes on Thursdays. Throughout the day I asked the girls where she was or if they had seen her but all of them had said that they hadn't.

Except for Fat Amy, she had acted a little weird and and tried to play it off. Well Fat Amy at that point was the only person who knew about Beca's internship.

Well anyway, that night when Beca had come I went up to her room and had asked where she was all day and only to find out that she was out on a date with Jesse. At hearing that I felt my heart clench and this dreadful feeling in my stomach.

Well after almost two weeks of this going on, Beca being gone for almost the whole day and not answering my text or calls I had began to grow worried that by maybe by telling her about the whole situation with Tom made her feel or think differently about me.

That thought alone was just enough to make me fell sick to my stomach that my best friend and the girl that I was madly in love feel weird bout me. If anything that's the exact of opposite of what I wanted to happened. I didn't want to drive her away I only wanted to bring her closer.

But I also didn't want to her to think I told her that story to make her pity me, because now with the small amount of time we see or spend together she looks at me with the sorrowful eyes.

I realized that maybe I needed to talk with her. To make sure we where still okay.

Maybe I was overthinking this like I always did. Or maybe I wasn't? It's hard to tell when you are in love with someone and you over analyze everything that they do.

Well one day after rehearsal I figured I could have a quick talk with her about us. She looked like she was in a hurrying packing her computer up so I thought I would just make this quick.

As I approached Beca she looked at me and gave me this quick smile saying hey Chlo.

That's when I asked her if it was okay that we have just a small talk, but she blew me off saying she had somewhere really important to be and that she was late. I had asked where she was going and Beca said that tonight she was going on a date with Jesse.

I asked when she was gonna be back and she said that she didn't know and it probably was gonna late. I just nodded to her and told to have a good time and began walking away.

Then I after a few steps she called out my name making me turn around but when I did I was met with Beca giving me a big hug and said "I'm sorry Chlo, I know I've been distant but I have been really stressed lately. I'll make it up to you okay?" She said throwing me one of her beautiful smiles.

I just smiled back feeling giddy and thought about what she meant by making it up to me meant. As I arrived at the house I went up to my room and found Stacie studying in there.

Stacie and I had become really good friends. Sharing a room with her and the fact that she is dating Aubrey was definitely going to make us close.

Since she and I were the most touchy and cuddly in the house we have become cuddle buddies. We would cuddle while watching a movie or on the bus rides to events and sometimes we would share a bed and cuddle then.

I remember that night and coming back into the room and Stacie all happy telling me about her and Aubrey's plan that upcoming weekend. I was truly happy for them because they were perfect for each other. Stacie made Aubrey very happy and vice versa.

It was really cute.

Well at the end of the night I curled up into to Stacie's side and fell asleep. After telling each other goodnight I let my thoughts drift to Beca and in a perfect universe we could be together and instead of going out with Jesse it was me.

But I knew that only in a dream would that ever happen. So with that thought that night I drifted away into dreamland.


No One's P.O.V

Well later on that night Beca came back from her internship and headed up to Chloe's room to gave her a mix that she had made for her. The brunette felt bad for not telling Chloe what was going so she thought that maybe this would make it up to her a bit before she could apologize in person. As she got up into Stacie and Chloe's room she opened the door to find Stacie and Chloe curled up on a bed sleeping. In the pit of her stomach she felt jealous of Stacie. At first she was very confused until she realized that maybe the girl Chloe mentioned when she said she had her eye on someone was Stacie.

Beca soon felt sick seeing them cuddling and left the room immediately running up to hers. She realized that now she would have to watch Chloe flirt with Stacie and doing couple things with her.

Sure Beca thought that Chloe would watch her do that with Jesse except Chloe didn't like Beca the way she liked Chloe.

TA DA! Hope you all enjoyed this chapter! There is more to come hopefully with in the next week!