Spoiler
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Rating
T
Disclaimer
From idea to completion this non-profitable project including all the characters is mine.
Original Story
Working Title: Blue Blood
Rai comes closer and closer. She doesn't waver, but I do. My whole body is shaking because I don't know what to expect as she suddenly leans in and kisses me.
Her eyes are closed, but mine are wide open as she sucks at my lips and traces their rims with her tongue. I don't return the kiss, but I don't push her away either.
I won't deny that she is beautiful. God, she is. She's tall, and has dark straight hair with the slightest curls at the end. Her green eyes are toxic and always looking at everything like a predator at its prey. Or maybe she's just looking at me that way, I can't say.
She moves her hands to my hips and pulls me a little bit closer, not caring that I don't return any of her affections. Her hands move up, slowly with a faint touch across my waist, the sides of my torso until they're at my neck and entangle themselves into my hair.
After a while she pulls back, breathing heavily and smiling very faintly with a sad undertone, she opens her darkened eyes and gazes directly into mine as she leans her forehead against mine.
"I always wanted to do that", she whispers. One of her hands moves between our faces and the thumb brushes softly against my lower lip. "At least once", she sighs and pulls away completely.
I've never seen a more pained look on anybody's face than right now. She looks as if every bit of joy was drained out of her and never expected to be coming back.
"Raiā¦", I begin but simply don't know what to say. I know what she thinks of me. That she likes me more than a woman just likes a partner in crime or friend.
And like I said, I won't deny that she is beautiful. Aside from that also smart, funny and sassy. And if things wouldn't be as they are right now, I don't know what I'd do.
But they are that way.
"I know", she continues. Of course she knows. She can read me like an open book, she could do it from the beginning. How could I ever doubt it? "Don't worry about me", she takes a few steps back and turns around. "The only one we need to worry about is you", she says before she leaves the room. Leaves me alone.
And I realize that I don't want that.
